Friday, December 21, 2018

Did Spark of Hope plug into PTSD Patrol?

I am really glad that my words are helping another charity since this group started long after I posted Hope spark plug works! It was posted in April to go with the theme of PTSD Patrol


Spark of Hope Offers Free Mental Health Screenings to Veterans and First Responders


During the Holiday Season South Florida behavioral health treatment center is committed to improving the mental wellness of our service men and women

MARGATE, Fla., Dec. 20, 2018 /PRNewswire/ -- Spark of Hope, a Joint Commission Accredited behavioral health treatment center located in Margate, Florida, wants veterans and first responders to know they are not alone during the holidays. The Center, which recently launched its Veterans and First Responders in Recovery Program for substance abuse treatment and mental health counseling, is offering complimentary mental wellness screenings to all active duty or discharged veterans and first responders in the South Florida area. Each screening takes 45 minutes to an hour to conduct, and it consists of a bio-psychological assessment, suicide screening, mental health examination, depression inventory, and a comprehensive behavioral health assessment. For veterans and first responders dealing with acute symptoms of PTSD, depression and anxiety, Spark of Hope offers neuro-psychological testing, biofeedback, neuro-feedback and brain mapping on a case-by-case basis. To be eligible, a veteran or first responder must present proof of service such as an active duty or service member ID and DD-214 for discharged veterans. read the rest here
From Spark of Hope
After the success of our inaugural event, the Broward Mental Health Summit (BMHS) this past September, we couldn’t wait to get started on the planning of our next event, the 2019 Broward Mental Health Summit which will take place at the same Charles F. Dodge Center in Pembroke Pines on September 12, 2019.

So happy to see this Congress on their way out!

Two headlines that make disabled veterans aware of what they mean to this congress.

House Republicans approve bill to fund border wall, setting up a final showdown in the Senate


The final tally was 217-185, with eight Republicans voting against the package, which includes $5.7 billion to construct a border wall, $7.8 billion for disaster relief and would fund the government until Feb. 8.
read the rest here

Group urges White House, VA to reject resurfaced proposal cutting disabled, unemployed veterans' benefits


The report suggests removing approximately 235,000 disabled veterans from a Department of Veterans Affairs program called Individual Unemployability in 2020, projecting it could save $47.6 billion in the next 10 years. Veterans removed from the program would see their monthly incomes decrease by an average of $1,300, according to CBO estimates.
read more of this here
Yes, they found all that money to pay for a wall, at the same time they want to destroy the bridge that senior disabled veterans need to survive.

They want to take away the permanent and total meaning and turn it into proof we cannot trust the debt owed to our families to be paid ALL THE TIME UNTIL WE DIE OFF!

Thursday, December 20, 2018

Mattis sticks to his ethics and quit with class

Pentagon chief Mattis quits, citing policy differences with Trump


Reuters
PHIL STEWART AND STEVE HOLLAND
Dec 20th 2018
Mattis, along with other national security aides, was said to have opposed Trump's decision to remove U.S. troops from Syria. Many U.S. lawmakers have expressed concern about the decision and asked Trump to reconsider.

WASHINGTON, Dec 20 (Reuters) - U.S. Defense Secretary Jim Mattis, a stabilizing force in President Donald Trump's Cabinet, abruptly announced his resignation on Thursday and said Trump should pick a successor whose views align more with his own.

Mattis' resigned a day after Trump announced that U.S. troops in Syria would be withdrawn, a decision that upended American policy in the region, and on the same day that officials said the president was considering a substantial U.S. pullout from the long-running conflict in Afghanistan.

"Because you have a right to a Secretary of Defense whose views are better aligned with yours on these and other subjects, I believe it is right for me to step down from my position," Mattis said in his resignation letter, released by the Pentagon.
read more here

Rush to spend funds headline made advocates cringe

VA in rush to spend funds for suicide prevention? Seriously?


This is the headline that made advocates cringe! VA vows to spend full suicide prevention budget after revelation it left millions unused in 2018

This is December 20th! They had no plans for spending the funds, all of the nearly $5 million!
“This year, I’m making sure that we are spending the funding 100 percent,” said Dr. Steven Lieberman, who is in charge of the Veterans Health Administration. “I’m reviewing the budget monthly and making sure we have obligated all the dollars. We have to get it right.”

Excuse me? Then why didn't they before the GAO reported about them not doing it? Didn't they notice?

Well, not really that hard to believe there are a lot of things they did not notice.

Like the fact California is just adding on veterans status to death certificates so they have a clue how many veterans committed suicide there. Yes, California with the largest veterans population in the country. No need to wonder why out of the known suicides reported, Texas and Florida are tied for first place with 530.

The article went on to say a lot. Like this.
The GAO report also revealed the VA had no means to measure the effectiveness of its suicide prevention outreach campaigns. Lieberman told lawmakers that they would have a system in place to do so sometime in 2019.
So, we have had veterans, at least 26 of them, doing their own outreach work, screaming for help for other veterans, because it was too late for them. Yes, that's right. At least 26 veterans committed suicide in very public ways this year.

Would be great to know exactly who gets the money and what they plan on doing with it BUT WOULD BE EVEN BETTER IF SOMEONE COULD EXPLAIN WTF HAPPENED TO ALL THE MONEY ALREADY SPENT THAT PRODUCED THE RESULTS WERE ARE SEEING EVERY DAY?

If you want to actually be aware who has been paying the price for this lack of urgency, it is loaded into a double barrel Howitzer!
 In January, a Michigan veteran went to an elementary school and killed himself. In February, a Texas Army veteran was dead after facing off with SWAT. 

Let's not forget about March when a veteran who was kicked out of a PTSD program in Yountville California, killed women who had dedicated their lives to help veterans, and then killed himself. But safe bet you didn't hear about the Vietnam veteran committing suicide in the Sheridan Police Department parking lot, or the Joint Base Lewis McChord Airman who committed suicide after killing his family. Or the Waterbury veteran who committed suicide by cop. Or the Air Force veteran in Oklahoma, or the soldier at Aberdeen Proving Ground, or the 62 year old veteran who committed suicide at the John Cochran VA Medical Center.

How about the 76 year old veteran in April, who killed himself in the Boynton City Hall Parking lot?

A Cannon Air Force Airman's body was found in Ned Houk Park in May. In June it was a 21 year old who committed suicide at Clarksville High School. A 38 year old veteran decided to record his awareness message in Colorado Springs and in Georgia, a Navy Veteran decided to set himself on fire at the Georgia State Capitol. A Sailor had his awareness message via walking into a helicopter blade at Norfolk Navy Yard.

Then there was July when an Air Force veteran shot his family and then himself after he set his house on fire in Alabama. In Chicago, a Police Officer/Marine veteran decided he had enough and he committed suicide in the parking lot of the police station.  Here in Florida, an 85 year old veteran pulled out his gun at the VA and killed himself. In Arizona, a veteran shot himself in the VA hospital Chapel.

In August a veteran/VA employee committed suicide in Topeka VA medical center and in Mishawaka VA parking lot a veteran shot himself in the parking lot.

In September, there was the veteran who committed suicide in Minneapolis VA parking lot. a day after he was discharged. 

How about October when a Greenville veteran video taped himself just before he committed suicide begging his family to forgive him?

In November, a veteran pulled out a gun in the Nashville VA lobby and ended his awareness message.

Here in Florida 10 days ago, a Retired Marine Colonel killed himself at Bay Pines.

So, please tell me if you think that the funds could have helped if they were spent during all these months. 

If they are in a rush to spend the money, maybe they should pay the families for the funerals that had to take place because NO ONE TOLD THESE VETERANS THEY COULD HEAL AND HOW TO GET IT!

Deputy and family lives lost to murder-suicide

update
He was ‘Officer of the Year.’ Then Hillsborough deputy killed his family and himself
Sheriff Chad Chronister said the deputy killed his daughter and granddaughter at one home and his wife at another. Then Deputy Terry Strawn committed suicide outside Plant City High School.


Deputy kills family then self, despite colleagues' pleas


FOX 13 News
December 19, 2018
Deputies have since identified the victims as Strawn's 54-year-old wife Theresa and the couple's granddaughter, 6-year-old Londyn, who lived with them. Strawn also killed his daughter, 32-year-old Courtney Strawn, at her home.
PLANT CITY, Fla. (FOX 13) - A veteran Hillsborough County deputy killed three family members, including his granddaughter, then broadcast a heart-wrenching radio message to his colleagues before ultimately killing himself, Sheriff Chad Chronister announced this morning.

With "an extremely heavy heart," the sheriff recounted the sequence of events that ultimately ended with the suicide outside Plant City High School.

According to Chronister, it was just after 6:30 a.m. when Deputy Terry Strawn spoke up on the Hillsborough County Sheriff's Office main radio channel to say that he had "caused harm to his family," provided details about two crime scene locations, and then said he planned to commit suicide at the school.

As the communications supervisor tried to talk Strawn out of it, three other deputies caught up to him outside the school. They, too, tried to intervene, but failed.

"Unfortunately the deputy took his own life on scene in front of the three deputies," the sheriff said.

If you or a loved one is feeling distressed, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. The crisis center provides free and confidential emotional support 24 hours a day, seven days a week to civilians and veterans. Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. Or text 741-741.
read more here



#TakeBackYourLife you are worth fighting for!

Wednesday, December 19, 2018

VA spent less than 1% of suicide prevention funds

When I read a headline like this, it makes me sick to my stomach.

Trump’s VA vowed to stop veteran suicide. Its leaders failed to spend millions set aside to reach those at risk.


The Washington Post
By Lisa Rein
December 18, 2018


The agency had no permanent director of suicide prevention for months. So the staff spent its resources updating the website of the crisis hotline. Its employees also began reporting to VA’s Office of Mental Health, which pulled them away from suicide prevention, the report says.
President Trump hands then-VA Secretary David Shulkin a pen after signing an executive order in January. A VA spokesman blamed Shulkin, who was fired in March, for problems with outreach to veterans.
(Jabin Botsford/The Washington Post)

The Trump administration said from its first days that preventing suicide was its top clinical priority for veterans.

The performance of its national outreach campaign shows otherwise, though, because of a leadership vacuum at the Department of Veterans Affairs and nonexistent means to measure effectiveness, a new report by the Government Accountability Office found.

As the number of veterans taking their own lives climbed, VA’s media outreach plunged in fiscal years 2017 and 2018 — with fewer social media posts, public service announcements and paid advertisements compared with the agency’s efforts during the Obama administration, auditors said.

About 20 veterans die by suicide every day, VA data shows. That’s nearly twice the suicide rate among Americans who did not serve in the military.

VA set aside $6.2 million this year alone to advertise its crisis hotline — the centerpiece of its suicide-prevention efforts — online, on billboards, buses and trains, and via local and national radio commercials. But as of September, the agency had spent $57,000 — less than 1 percent of that budget, auditors wrote.
read more here

I have been involved in all of this for over 3 decades. While they continue to die after their service, the claims of how important it is to prevent suicides, boils down to just a bunch of words. It is just about as bad as not fixing something so the next time it happens the government offers their "thoughts and prayers" but no plans. They do not even acknowledge how many times they have failed our veterans.

There are plenty of thoughts and prayers standing next to caskets with the American flag over it. Plenty of thoughts and prayers as Taps plays and salutes slowly drop from brow to hip. Plenty of thoughts and prayers as the flag is folded and handed to a grieving family member. Or to strangers when the veteran had been sent away from their families and no relative came to attend their funeral.

There are plenty of things that sound good until people actually look at the results.


Now add in these reports

Police: Man playing Russian roulette calls VA crisis line during SWAT standoff in southwest Houston


ABC 13 News
December 10, 2018

HOUSTON, Texas (KTRK) -- A standoff ended in southwest Houston after a SWAT negotiator talked a suicidal man out of his apartment.

Police said the VA crisis hotline received a call just before 2 a.m. from a man in his 60s threatening suicide at an apartment complex on Beverly Hill near Richmond Avenue.
read the rest here

Man taken into custody after nearly 4 hour long standoff with MPD




The suspect surrendered to police shortly after 11 a.m. without any shots being fired. No firearms were recovered. Police say the man may have mental health issues, and possibly is a military veteran with ptsd. read more of this here 

But this is the most telling thing of all.

Most Veterans Who Kill Themselves Are 55 Or Older. The VA Is Trying to Learn Why.


KSTX
Steven Walsh
December 19, 2018
The VA National Suicide Data Report for 2005 to 2016, which came out in September, highlights the alarming rise in suicides among veterans age 18 to 34, who had the highest rate of suicide - 45 per 100,000 veterans. But those 55 and older still represent the largest number of suicides among veterans.
76 year old Army veteran Robert Neilson writes notes of encouragement to fellow veterans who have contemplated suicide. He's struggled with mental health issues since he left the Army in the 1960s. MATT BOWLER / KPBS

Veterans are about twice as likely as non-veterans to die by suicide. But the majority of those suicides are among veterans aged 55 or older -- whose military service was decades earlier.

Robert Neilson's military service ended decades ago. He was drafted in 1961 and spent two years in the Army just before the Vietnam War.

But that experience still weighed on him three years ago, when he sought help from the San Diego VA after contemplating suicide.

"That's what brought me into the emergency room," said Neilson, who's now 76.

It wasn't Neilson's first time seeking treatment. He said he also considered suicide shortly after getting out of the service. He remembers standing on a subway platform in New Jersey watching a speeding train.

"And I just figured if I just hold my hands in the air, I could just let it suck me in," Neilson said. "Somebody shouted, 'What are you doing?' And that snapped me out of the trance."

Neilson traces his mental health issues to the trauma of a sexual assault he suffered while in the military. Still, didn't seek help for fifty years.

"I just figured I'll struggle through life," he said.
read more here

Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Congress targets VA unemployability again!

This is the part that gets me

The CBO suggested removing veterans from Individual Unemployability once they reach age 67, claiming those veterans would be eligible for Social Security by that time.
Without a clue that when a veteran cannot work, they are not paying into the system and cutting benefits will remove thousands from their budget, remove healthcare benefits that are cover them and remove any other benefits, like property taxes in most states, plus all the other things THEY WERE PROMISED THEY COULD TRUST! We do not see them taking back the tax breaks they gave the wealthy!

DO THEY HAVE ANY CLUE WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO VETERANS, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, WHEN THEY THREATEN TO TAKE AWAY THE BULK OF THEIR INCOME? 
  

Group urges White House, VA to reject resurfaced proposal cutting disabled, unemployed veterans' benefits


STARS AND STRIPES 
By NIKKI WENTLING 
Published: December 17, 2018 

WASHINGTON — A cost-saving proposal that sparked backlash from veterans in 2017 has resurfaced in a new Congressional Budget Office report as an option to help reduce the federal budget deficit.
The report suggests removing approximately 235,000 disabled veterans from a Department of Veterans Affairs program called Individual Unemployability in 2020, projecting it could save $47.6 billion in the next 10 years. Veterans removed from the program would see their monthly incomes decrease by an average of $1,300, according to CBO estimates.

One veterans group, AMVETS, is urging the White House and the VA to publicly disavow the proposal before it creates a groundswell of anger within the veteran community.

“We want the White House to immediately make a statement saying this recommendation is out of line and will not be considered,” said Joe Chenelly, director of AMVETS. “We understand that the White House is looking to trim costs, but this cannot be an option in that.”

READ MORE HERE

It sucks to be right and no one cared before it was too late

Too late for too many

Combat PTSD Wounded Times
Kathie Costos
December 18, 2018

If it seems as if everything just keeps getting worse for our veterans, that is because it is. This long nightmare was provided by greedy SOBs who never were held responsible for anything they got paid to do, but failed.

In 2009 when I wrote "Comprehensive Soldier Fitness will make it worse" it was because I had been doing this long enough to predict the outcome. I was right and it sucks sitting here, still paying attention to the devil in the details most people miss.


We have CONgress failing. The DOD failing. The VA failing. The "awareness" charities failing miserably. And all of them get paid to do the jobs they fail at doing. We have corporations, colleges, think tanks and other charities getting funding from the government and private donations, and they are failing. None of this is guess work. The facts prove it all sucks the life out of veterans who should be filled up with all the knowledge they need to heal. They do not even have a clue they can.

So why is it that I am still trying to warn people ahead of time and no one pays attention? Simple. Someone has to put them first! I've seen the worst that can happen and it breaks my heart because the loss does not stop at the grave. It spreads out. The thing is, I've also seen the proof of what can be when they take back control over their own lives.

The DOD has grabbing onto nonsense to show they are trying. Like using Talladega Nights when Will Ferrell was with the cougar. Or when they used the epic Gilgamesh cartoon. Not easy to come to the conclusion that was money not well spent even though they had it thanks to Congress.

Much like now, they will just keep writing huge checks and expecting absolutely nothing in return. Well, not exactly, since this time, they decided to not even spend it. 
 
There was a report released by the GAO about funds that were supposed to be invested in suicide prevention. 
Starting in June 2012, the VA consistently aired suicide preventions PSAs every month, either on the television or radio. When GAO investigators looked into the issue in August 2018, the VA hadn’t aired a PSA in over a year.

And then we have this,
Of the $6.2 million budget obligated for suicide prevention outreach in fiscal year 2018, the agency had spent only $57,000, or less than 1 percent, by September. Agency officials told investigators they would end up spending a total $1.5 million by Oct. 1, the end of the fiscal year. The remainder, $4.7 million, went unused. 

Time and time again, I pointed out how the "number" of "veterans committing suicide" was false and pointed out exactly why. But no one cared. They just kept passing the crap out on social media as if they just discovered something that needed attention.

With the news that has been posted here, 29,853 times, counting this post, it gets harder and harder to do it. I think about all the people out there making money off all of this when I just had to use my own money to cover my Post Office Box rental fee. I stood in line after working a regular job and wondering why I still do it after 36 years.

And then I came home. My husband greeted me with a smile, fresh coffee waiting and my dog flipped out as if he hadn't seen me in months. That is why I do this! That is why I get up everyday with this on my mind, and in my heart.

I took all this seriously because I fell in love. If you do not love what you are doing when it comes to our veterans, then you need to be doing something else. This is serious. This is their deaths or being glad they are still living. This is about someone who was willing to die for the sake of someone else, because they valued that life so much, but not valuing their own enough to fight for themselves.

This is about getting totally pissed off over what other people are willing to settle for and getting pats on the back, big fat checks they spend on themselves and never once looking back and the destruction they caused in far too many families. It has all been too little, too late for far too many who did not need to suffer instead of celebrating.

GAO found VA under spent on suicide prevention

VA leaves nearly $5 million unused in 2018 campaign to battle suicide, watchdog finds
STARS AND STRIPES
By NIKKI WENTLING
Published: December 17, 2018 

Starting in June 2012, the VA consistently aired suicide preventions PSAs every month, either on the television or radio. When GAO investigators looked into the issue in August 2018, the VA hadn’t aired a PSA in over a year.

WASHINGTON — A federal investigation found the money and effort expended by the Department of Veterans Affairs on suicide prevention outreach dropped significantly in 2017 and 2018, despite it being touted by the past two VA secretaries as their top clinical priority.
The Government Accountability Office reported Monday, Dec. 17, 2018, that the Department of Veterans Affairs spent only $1.5 million on suicide prevention programs. The department was alloted $6.2 million for such programs. GOVERNMENT ACCOUNTABILITY OFFICE

Following a yearlong investigation, the Government Accountability Office reported Monday that the VA has cut back since 2016 on suicide prevention outreach. Of the $6.2 million budget obligated for suicide prevention outreach in fiscal year 2018, the agency had spent only $57,000, or less than 1 percent, by September. Agency officials told investigators they would end up spending a total $1.5 million by Oct. 1, the end of the fiscal year. The remainder, $4.7 million, went unused.

In 2017, the VA had a budget of $1.7 million for suicide prevention and other mental health outreach. The VA spent about $136,000, or less than 10 percent, on suicide prevention. Also in 2017, the VA had a “limited effort” for suicide prevention month in September because they didn't prepare, the GAO found.
read more here 

Monday, December 17, 2018

Who counted the suicides?

Today I was reading about a Retired Colonel committing suicide at Bay Pines VA Hospital. Then a few hour later, there was a report about a Coast Guard member committing murder- suicide, after killing his wife, son and leaving his daughter fighting for her life in the hospital. Yet again, it happened in Florida. Last night a Marine was telling me a member of a group he knows, committed suicide yesterday morning. Yes, yet again, Florida.

Last year, a veteran faced off with members of law enforcement at least 52 times. Did anything change with all the "awareness" groups running around the country? No...oh, HELL NO!

This year we wanted to try to find out how many veterans committed suicide in very public ways. You know, they wanted to make sure no one could cover it up or just try to lump them in with a number that is not even real.

OK, so, it turns out that it happened at least 26 times this year. 

List started July 14

January 2018
1 Clinton Michigan
Veteran committed suicide at East Olive Elementary School

February

2 Texas
Army veteran dead after SWAT Standoff 

March 2018

3 Yountville California
Veteran and hostages dead at PTSD program

4 Vietnam veteran committed suicide in Sheridan Police Department Parking lot after calling dispatch to let them know where he was.

5 Joint Base Lewis McChord Airman committed suicide after killing his family.

6 Waterbury 
Suicide by cop, Marine veteran

Oklahoma

7 Suicide by Cop: Duane served in the Air Force for 16 years, completing three tours overseas. 

Soldier dead after standoff at Aberdeen Proving Ground


9 Oklahoma
Air Force Veteran dead after police were called to help him.

10 St. Louis
62 year old veteran committed suicide in John Cochran VA Medical Center waiting room

April 2018

11 76 year old Vietnam veteran committed suicide in Boynton City Hal parking lot. Not first time this happened. 

It happened last year in Amarillo Texas when a veteran shot himself in front of the VA hospital.


May 2018

12 Airman at Cannon Air Force Base found dead in Ned Houk Park

June 2018

13 Fort Knox 
21 year old Private committed public suicide at Clarksville High School after he stole a gun.

14 Kansas
Vietnam veteran committed suicide at in the VA emergency room.

15 Colorado Springs
Hours after being discharged from a mental health treatment facility, 38-year-old disabled veteran Lee Cole hiked into a wilderness area in southwest Colorado Springs with a backpack and the cellphone on which he planned to record his final message.

16 Georgia
Navy Veteran set himself on fire in front of Georgia Capitol protesting the VA system. 


Not first time this happened. It also happened in New Jersey last year.

17 Norfolk Navy Yard
Sailor walked into helicopter blade, death ruled suicide.

July 2018

18 Alabama
Air Force veteran shot family, and himself after setting house on fire.

19 Chicago Police Officer and Marine veteran committed suicide in parking lot of police station.


20 Florida
Herbert Anderson, 85, shot and injured himself with a .380-caliber handgun just after 9 a.m. outside the Veteran Affairs’ Lecanto Community Based Outpatient Clinic, according to Citrus County Sheriff’s Office spokesman Lee Alexander.

21 Phoenix AZ
Veteran shot himself inside the VA Hospital Chapel 


Not the first times since it happened last year when a 33 year old veteran shot himself at the VA.



August 2018
22 Employee found dead inside Topeka VA Medical Center office
A Veterans Affairs employee died Tuesday morning inside an administrative office at Topeka’s Colmery O’Neil VA Medical Center. Joe Burks, spokesman for the VA Eastern Kansas Health Care System, said the employee died of an apparent suicide.
23 Suicide in Mishawaka VA parking lot puts spotlight on veteran mental health crisis
A veteran shot himself yesterday in the parking lot of the VA Health Care Center in Mishawaka -- dead from an apparent suicide.

September 2018
24 Minneapolis VA Hospital parking lot, veteran committed suicide day after discharge.

 October 2018
25 Greenville, veteran video taped himself asking his family to forgive him before he pulled the trigger.

November 2018 
26 Gunshot in lobby of Nashville VA Medical Center


DECEMBER 2018

27 Bay Pines VA Hospital Parking Lot
On Dec. 10, retired Marine Col. Jim Turner put on his dress uniform and medals and drove to the Bay Pines Department of Veterans Affairs complex. He got out of his truck, sat down on top of his military records and took his own life with a rifle.

TO THE AWARENESS RAISERS!

Do you think your push-ups can top them?
Do you think your ruck marches can top them?
Do you think your events where you advertise it as "fun" can top them?
Do you think that anyone should trust a damn thing you say when you have done nothing to stop them from topping you on raising awareness?