Saturday, October 24, 2009

What the FBI did after TWA Flight 800 went down

Chaplain Jake Popejoy Ph.D was at the Chaplain's day conference held yesterday in Viera Florida. He spoke about a lot of things Chaplains need to remember, but above all, he told a story about TWA Flight 800 most people do not know.


TWA Flight 800 Crash Families Gathering For 13-Year Anniversary (PHOTOS)

If you view these pictures, it shows what was left behind from this tragedy. What it does not show is what the FBI did for the families in honor of the victims.

After they recovered the bodies and body parts they could find, after they found every shred of evidence, they collected whatever personal items they could find to return to the families.

Between luggage being submerged along with everything else, the condition of these items was pretty disgusting. They didn't want to just give things back the way they were because they were able to put themselves into the shoes of the family members, knowing this would very well be the last memory of their loved one after this horrific tragedy.

What these FBI agents did was donate their own money to purchase washing machines and driers, irons to press each piece of clothing, so they could return the items to the families as a memorial. They didn't stop there. They had obtained gift boxes and found someone to put messages in calligraphy on each box with their deepest sympathy. This is what they did but no one seemed to know anything about it.

Why?

Often we do things that are good, but we may feel it's just the right thing to do and seek no rewards for it. The FBI, being the FBI, would be the last people to seek publicity. The media was all too busy reporting on the tragedy instead of this act of human kindness by the men and women in the FBI.

This happens all the time. Whenever you read about a terrible story of human tragedy after traumatic events, try to remember one very important thing. For every piece of bad news we read, there are always back stories of the good people do as well.

Missouri Veterans Commission Holds Listening Post

Missouri Veterans Commission Holds Listening Post

Reported by: Brian Richardson
Thursday, Oct 22, 2009 @08:45pm CDT
Violence overseas is taking its toll on our service men and women.

The Missouri Veterans Commission held a listening post in Springfield Monday night to make sure those returning from conflicts in Afghanistan and Iraq are not forgotten.

It's estimated that 80% of the men and women returning from those conflicts suffer from some form of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

The post allowed veterans of previous wars to come together and learn how they can serve those who are returning home.

Twenty-two years in the Marines gave Eric Olson a lot to talk about, but most of those stories are disturbing.

"The worst was seeing the kids that were getting hurt." Olson said. "The next worse was seeing your buddies getting hurt. A lot of the screaming going on. You'd see your friends getting blown away."

With massive numbers of other soldiers coming home from Iraq and Afghanistan, Olson says they could be fighting a different kind of war, their memories.

"One of the few good things to come out of the wars that we're fighting now in Iraq and Afghanistan is the recognition that combat stress and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder are serious injuries," Olson said.
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http://ozarksfirst.com/content/fulltext/?cid=198402

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PTSD:Deleting history

There is a feature all PC's have. You can go into the properties area, make a couple of clicks and your browsing history is gone. It clears up where you've been from where you want to go. You may be thinking it would be great if our minds could do the same, but if you are, you are not taking into consideration what your own history has put into you. Deleting history from you mind will take away part of you. That is the biggest problem with what some researchers want to do.

They want to just delete the traumatic events from the minds of people suffering from PTSD. Sounds like a logical thing to seek but considering everything that happens in our lives becomes a part of us, it would be taking part of "us" away.

You don't want to wipe out memories of friends that died, even though the memory of death is painful, the rest of your memory of him/her, is something you want to cherish. They added to your life while they were alive. You cared about them while receiving care from them. Eliminating any part of them from your memory would not change the outcome but would take away what they added to your life.

In times of crisis, you really don't want to wipe away memories of moments in your life when you had great courage or deep compassion. While painful, these emotions were gaining their strength and developing. You did things you never expected you were capable of.

The goal should not be to remove the traumatic memories. It should be to find peace with them.

When you know what PTSD is, know what your own body-mind and spirit are capable of, you find peace with the pain and then begin to heal instead of trying to escape it.

I would like you to watch the video I did for the National Guards to understand PTSD a little better than you do right now. Then maybe, we can get past all the talk about getting rid of memories.



Yesterday I was at a Chaplain's conference. While it it informed and fueled my soul, it also left me disheartened. There was a military chaplain there. He has great courage and compassion. What he did not have was knowledge of what PTSD is. This happens all the time. It is my belief it happens because they view PTSD as a "mental illness" and not caused by trauma. They can understand people in crisis but they cannot understand what happens all too often when moments of crisis and great stress are not addressed.

I use this explanation often. If you think of PTSD as an infection, that is easy to understand. We've all had an infection of one kind or another during our lives. We know that when some part of you becomes infected, it needs antibiotics to heal or it gets worse and spreads. It could begin small then spread out. As it does, it causes a lot of pain and suffering. It goes deeper as it spreads out.

PTSD gets worse untreated. It spreads out, claims more of "you" while digging deeper into your soul. It infects every aspect of your life. When you seek treatment with the antibiotic of talking, it stops getting worse. You begin to heal. In the beginning the release of built up pain is much like when an antiseptic is applied to an infected wound. IT HURTS. You feel a rush of pain come out of you as tears flow. This is pain from behind the wall your mind built to protect itself. The antibiotic is therapy with talking and medication as well as seeking spiritual healing. The wound heals. Depending on how much time between the original emotional wound and the time you heal, the depth of your scar is determined by that.

When you have received an "infection" your body and medicine healed, that area is either made stronger so that you don't feel much pain there again or it is a bit more tender in the exact area, but the surrounding area is stronger. That can be you.

You will never go back to the way you were before because life always changes us, goes into who we are, what we think and how we feel. What can happen is that you can be more tender in certain areas of your life while stronger in others. In other words, you can come out better on the other side of this darkness than you are in right now.

Please understand that what is needed with PTSD is healing not deleting what has already become a part of you.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

No one thought to pray after they came home

No one thought to pray after they came home
October 22, 9:26 PM
Orlando Veteran's Health Examiner Kathie DiCesare

Their story has been written since man left home to fight battles in places where he did not live. They left with the prayers of their wives and children, their families and friends and even prayers of neighbors they never talked to. Everyone knew where they were going along with how much they would need the protection of God's angels to come home again. They knew should the worst happen, they would also need God's mercy, grace and forgiveness so they could return to heaven, forgiven of their sins.

Prayers continued while they were gone. It was common knowledge during times of war, there were many dangers to be faced. Prayers came, letters came, people paid attention as much as possible.

On return home, there were prayers of thanksgiving. A sense of relief the soldier had returned, save and sound, but no one really thought about what the word "sound" meant or what was really save. They didn't think to pray after the soldier came home because there was seen to be no need of it. By the time prayers were obviously needed, it was often too late. The time deployed into danger, forgotten about. Before their eyes, they saw a man they no longer knew. They couldn't see he had been slowly buried under a burden he was not meant to carry alone.
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No one thought to pray after they came home



John Newton’s own sermon notes for his hymn
New Year's Morning1 January 1773
1 Chronicles 17:16,17
And David the king came and sat before the LORD, and said, Who am I, O LORD God, and what is mine house, that thou hast brought me hitherto? And yet this was a small thing in thine yes, O God, for thou hast also spoken of thy servant’s house for a great while to come, and hast regarded me according to the estate of a man of high degree, O LORD God.John Newton’s own sermon notes for his hymn

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

T'was Grace that taught...
my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear...
the hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares...
we have already come.
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home.............
http://www.littleleaf.com/amazinggrace.htm
Please click above to read the rest of this piece. I didn't want to get too preachy on it and space is a bit limited on the site, but here I can add a little more to it.

The grace of God is what we are expected to help deliver by opening eyes and letting our veterans know nothing they have done they cannot be forgiven for. Most of them believe they have to be forgiven for something. Frankly, we all do things we need to be forgiven for, but to them the depth of their pain is very deep. Do no pass of if they tell you they are evil. Remind them of what God has already forgiven in the Bible and let them know there is nothing they cannot be forgiven for. It will cost you nothing to help them remember that and show them compassion for their pain.

Do not regard them as if they are suddenly different people totally changed from the loving person they used to be. They are still in there and they are not suddenly a monster, suddenly uncaring, suddenly unloving. They are behind the wall of pain with the same compassion they had before they walked through the gates of hell with the courage to risk their lives for the sake of others. They are still there. You just have to find them and help them find themselves.

There is a lot you have to learn about PTSD but it is not impossible to do it. All you need is the love you already had in you when you decided to seek the information that lead you here.

Firefighter in critical condition after wrong-way motorcycle crash

Firefighter in critical condition after Carrollwood wrong-way motorcycle crash
By Kim Wilmath, Times Staff Writer
In Print: Thursday, October 22, 2009


CARROLLWOOD — A 47-year-old Hillsborough County firefighter was hospitalized early Wednesday after she crashed her motorcycle into a pickup truck on S Village Drive.

Patti Valero of Brandon was driving a Harley-Davidson the wrong way in the eastbound lanes of S Village about 1 a.m., according to a Hillsborough County sheriff's report. Valero collided with an eastbound red Chevy pickup driven by Peter Spiropoulos, 21, of Tarpon Springs.
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Firefighter in critical condition

Gunshot victim walks into Children's hospital and died

Police ID gunshot victim who walked into All Children's Hospital and died
By Jamal Thalji and Brant James, Times Staff Writers


ST. PETERSBURG — A man bleeding from multiple gunshot wounds stumbled through the doors of All Children's Hospital on Thursday and died, police said.

Police said doctors rushed to treat the man, identified as Christopher Lamont Danford, 21, of 1517 25th Avenue S, but he soon died in the lobby.

Detectives were investigating who shot Danford and who was in the SUV that left him at the hospital before driving off.
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POW WWII Veteran finally gets Silver Star

Silver Star presentation first of its kind in Sanford

By Ellen W. Todd
Sanford News Writer

Thursday, October 22, 2009
SANFORD — Leon J. Tanguay, of Sanford, was 19 when he was captured in Saint Lô, France, in August of 1944. As a scout, Tanguay had gone out ahead of his platoon as they made their way from the beaches of Normandy inland. He was alone when the Germans took him prisoner.

He spent nine months as a prisoner of war — first at Stalag 12A, a camp near Limburg, Germany, and then at Stalag 7A in Moosburg, Germany. He and other POWs spent much of their time clearing roads that had been bombed by American troops, working on Germany's railroad, digging potatoes and digging holes in a forest where trees were to be planted.

Tanguay and other POWs were liberated in April of 1945 after German guards fled the camps and shortly before the end of the war.
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Silver Star presentation first of its kind in Sanford

Navy Seals videos from Great Americans

Soul of a Seal
Navy Seal David Goggins runs 450 miles a month to find out the limits of his soul. Goggins exemplifies the extraordinary character and spirit of the men who wear the famed Trident of the Seals. In his words, Goggins has chosen to serve in the special forces because “my life doesn't have a finish line”.

Seals in Training:
“Hell Week” is the test that all Navy personnel endure in order to qualify for Seal training. Seals like Goggins talk about Hell week as a “purifying ritual” designed to test the spirit and guarantee that future Seals are ready for what their nation may demand of them.

Seals in Combat:
Navy Seals are playing a special role in the hunt for Taliban leaders in Afghanistan. A 60 Minutes news crew was given an opportunity to follow one unit on a hunt for a top Taliban leader. This is a rare glimpse into one of dozens of dangerous missions that Seal units carry out during a typical tour in country.

Veterans find honor with President Obama signs advance VA funding into law

If you are not a veteran then you may have a hard time understanding how important this step is. For far too long, the veterans were pretty much the last item on the budget to take care of. Considering they are a minority in this country, they never really received enough attention when every interest group has their hand out looking for funding. With the veterans, the difference is that they were the first ones to respond to the nation's hand held out looking for defense and security. We were the first ones with our hands out to them looking for help after disasters as well but they were the last ones we managed to take care of. This tells them finally they matter when they need us as much as when we need them.

Obama signs advance VA funding into law

Staff report
Posted : Thursday Oct 22, 2009 16:14:12 EDT

Veterans advocacy groups saw several years of work come to fruition Thursday when President Barack Obama signed into law a bill that provides funding for the Veterans Affairs Department one year in advance.

The Veterans Health Care Budget Reform and Transparency Act aims to protect veterans medical programs from interruptions in funding when Congress is late passing a budget bill — as it has been for 20 of the last 23 years.

“Today is a victory for all the veterans organizations ... who fought for years for reform,” Obama said as he signed the bill.

He said the new law is “commonsense reform” that “promotes accountability at the VA.”
“With this legislation, politics can no longer stand in the way of VA funding, and VA Secretary [Eric] Shinseki is more effectively set up for success,” Rieckhoff said, adding that Congress’ most recent failure to pass a budget on time “further illustrates the need for advanced appropriations. ... Veterans deserve better than late budgets and month-to-month planning.”


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Obama signs advance VA funding into law

Panel criticizes living conditions at Fort Bragg barracks

Panel criticizes state of Fort Bragg barracks

The Associated Press
Posted : Thursday Oct 22, 2009 12:09:46 EDT

FORT BRAGG, N.C. — A North Carolina group studying soldier housing at Fort Bragg says a program to maintain barracks is undermined by inconsistencies and a lack of resources.

The Fayetteville Observer reported Thursday that the group, part of the 2009 Fort Bragg Army Family Action Plan, said the barracks for the 17,000 single soldiers on post are “not a suitable” home. The group says the housing doesn’t meet the Army’s standards for quality of life.

The program to fix and maintain barracks was started at Fort Bragg last year after the father of a paratrooper put a video showing poor barracks conditions on the Internet. The video showed peeling paint and mold, a torn toilet seat and a soldier trying to unplug a floor drain that appeared to be clogged with sewage.
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http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/10/ap_bragg_barracks_review_102209/

57 Year old active duty soldier may have been murdered

Death of Ala. soldier investigated as homicide

The Associated Press
Posted : Thursday Oct 22, 2009 11:41:06 EDT

SARALAND, Ala. — Police say the body of a 57-year-old active-duty soldier was found in his home in Saraland and that evidence at the scene indicates homicide.
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http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/10/ap_soldier_death_investigated_102209/

PTSD catches up with veterans

PTSD catches up with veterans, but treatment, awareness are improving
Thursday, October 22, 2009
TOM GORDON
News staff writer
The numbers of those being treated for post-traumatic stress disorder at the Birmingham VA Medical Center have increased steadily in recent years, but most of those being treated are not the new veterans from the Iraq and Afghanistan wars.

Jose Vazquez, a social worker who has been working with PTSD patients at the medical center for nearly 20 years, says many Iraq and Afghanistan vets who need help are years away from walking in the door. Most of those who walk in - sometimes with canes, sometimes in wheelchairs - did not see action in Fallujah, Baghdad or along the Tigris, but in Da Nang, Tay Ninh or along the Mekong. Vietnam vets make up most of those who attend 12 group therapy sessions that Vazquez holds for PTSD patients.

It took a while - years, in fact - before many of them started seeking help. When Vazquez gives the reasons why, he also is saying why the number of PTSD patients from the nation's current two wars is a trickle, not yet a torrent.
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PTSD catches up with veterans

Des Moines Department of Corrections jobs saved

Department-by-department cuts
The Des Moines Register • October 22, 2009


DEPARTMENT OF CORRECTIONS
This department, which receives little funding from any sources besides the state’s general fund, would lose by far the most jobs under the plan submitted Wednesday. The state’s nine prisons, which house 8,400 inmates, would have fewer correctional officers to monitor convicts and provide treatment, counseling and conduct programs to help prepare inmates for release, state officials said.

• Jobs before cut: 4,200

• Amount cut: $36 million

• Total positions eliminated: 777
Layoffs: 515
Open jobs cut: 262

• Budget after cuts: $321 million
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Former postal worker gets five years probation for taking disabled veterans medications

Former postal worker gets five years probation


by LAREIGN WARD, Press Argus-Courier Staff
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 12:06 PM CDT



A former Van Buren postal employee received a sentence of five years probation Monday in Fort Smith after pleading guilty to stealing packages containing controlled substances that were intended for local disabled veterans.

Carla Jo Wolfe, 36, was arrested in July 2008 for the thefts of about 34 mail parcels, including some containing hydrocodone and methadone tablets mailed by the Veterans Administration to disabled Van Buren veterans. She admitted to theft in an interview with a Postal Service Office of Inspector General agent, and also allowed agents to search her car, leading to the discovery of 1,380 hydrocodone tablets.

Wolfe was terminated from her position at the post office shortly after her arrest.
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http://www.pressargus.com/articles/2009/10/21/news/news07_102109.txt

Delano woman organizes Agent Orange event in memory of father

Delano woman organizes Agent Orange event in memory of father
Delano resident Jen Bakken is organizing an Agent Awareness Event in memory of her father, Steve Emery, who served in Vietnam and then lost his battle with Agent Orange related cancer on July 23.

The event will take place during Agent Orange Awareness Month at noon, Friday, Oct. 23, near the Vietnam Veteran Memorial, in front of the Minneapolis Veterans Administration Medical Center. Veterans, their families and the public are invited to attend Steve Emery Agent Orange Day.

Those affected by Agent Orange will be encouraged to share their stories. Orange balloons will be given out to the first 60 people in attendance, along with orange ribbon pins. The balloons are to be released and will include a message about Agent Orange. Those who attend are encouraged to come in uniform or wear orange.

The purpose of the event is to inform Vietnam veterans about the related disease and health risks to themselves, their post-war children and families. All veterans are encouraged to obtain health examinations for Agent Orange related diseases and health risks. Event organizers also want to promote public awareness and recognize the victims of Agent Orange and their families..

Bakken, of Delano, lost her father and "best friend" to Agent Orange related cancer "at the young age of 60 years old."

"The battle with Agent Orange doesn't end with the Vietnam veterans," she said. "It affects families, and friends. There are many victims."

Bakken hopes this event will promote awareness about Agent Orange and offer support to others affected by it, in memory of her father. She hopes to share with others how Agent Orange "broke her heart."

Agent Orange was one of the weed-killing chemicals used by the U.S. military in the Vietnam War. It was sprayed to remove leaves from trees that enemy troops hid behind. Agent Orange and similar chemicals were known as "herbicides." Agent Orange was applied by airplanes, helicopters, trucks and backpack sprayers. There is a large list of diseases associated with Agent Orange exposure.

For more information regarding Agent Orange visit www.va.gov. For information about the Agent Orange Awareness event, contact Bakken at jlynnb70@yahoo.com





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Sacrifice is meaningless without remembrance

Missing Florida girl's body found in Georgia landfill

Sheriff: Found body is missing Florida girl


Updated: 49 minutes ago
Clay County Sheriff Rick Beseler this morning said the body of Somer Renee Thompson is with the medical examiner who will determine the cause of her death.

ORANGE PARK - Clay County Sheriff Rick Beseler this morning said the medical examiner's office in Savannah, Georgia will determine Somer Renee Thompson's cause of death later today.

Beseler said her partially covered body was found in a Georgia landfill near the Florida state line. Investigators followed garbage trucks leaving from the neighborhood where she had disappeared Monday, he said.

Her father, Sam Thompson, identified the body of his 7-year-old daughter by a circular birthmark on her shin, reports show.

"There is a child killer on the loose and that's why we are going to catch this person," Beseler said during a televised news conference in Clay County this morning. "This is a heinous crime."


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Killings of children grow more horrific, DCF says

UPDATE FROM SENTINEL
Sheriff: Body ID'd as 7-year-old Somer Thompson
Updated: 2:21 p.m.
Body of north Florida girl who vanished on her walk home from school was found under trash in a Georgia landfill. Read more...


update from CNN

Police think body is missing Florida girl's
Story Highlights
NEW: "There is a child killer on the loose," sheriff says

Girl's body found in landfill 55 miles north of town where she was last seen

Somer Thompson became separated from schoolmates on way home Monday

Georgia medical examiner to make official identification of body
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http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/10/22/georgia.landfill.body/index.html

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Don’t fire Tasers at the chest, manufacturer warns

Don’t fire Tasers at the chest, manufacturer warns


By Agence France-Presse
Wednesday, October 21st, 2009 -- 1:16 pm
WASHINGTON — The US manufacturer of the Taser stun gun has advised police not to aim the weapons at the chests of suspects after admitting heart risk concerns for the first time.

Taser International stressed that suffering an "adverse cardiac event" after being zapped was "extremely unlikely," but human rights groups say hundreds of people have been killed by the electroshock weapons.

In a bulletin dated October 12, the Arizona-based company issued new guidelines saying it had "lowered the recommended point of aim from center of mass to lower-center of mass for front shots."
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http://rawstory.com/2009/10/fire-tasers-chest/

Sweat Lodge Guru Played God, Retreat Survivor Says

Guru Played God, Retreat Survivor Says
By FELICIA FONSECA, AP
FLAGSTAFF, Ariz. (Oct. 21) - A woman who took part in an Arizona sweat lodge ceremony tells The Associated Press that the spiritual guru who led the event pushed participants too far in what was supposed to be a life-expanding experience that culminated with people vomiting and passing out on the floor.
Texas resident Beverley Bunn is the first participant in the tragic incident to speak out publicly about the events that led up to the deaths. The 43-year-old told the AP in a series of interviews this week that by the time the sweat lodge ceremony began, the participants had undergone days of physically and mentally strenuous events that included fasting. In one game, guru James Arthur Ray even played God.
"I can't get her to move. I can't get her to wake up," Bunn recalls hearing from two sides of the 415-square-foot sweat lodge. Ray's response: "Leave her alone, she'll be dealt with in the next round."
By that time, Bunn had already crawled to a spot near the opening of the sweat lodge, praying for the door to stay open as long as possible between rounds so that she could breathe in fresh air.
At one point, someone lifted up the back of the tent, shining light in the otherwise pitch-black enclosure. Ray demanded to know who was letting the light in and committing a "sacrilegious act," Bunn said.


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Guru Played God, Retreat Survivor Says

Repairs begin at Vietnam Memorial in D.C.

Repairs begin at Vietnam Memorial in D.C.

By Brett Zongker - The Associated Press
Posted : Wednesday Oct 21, 2009 11:48:39 EDT

WASHINGTON — Repair work was under way Wednesday at the Vietnam Veterans Memorial on the National Mall as a private memorial fund took over landscaping and maintenance of 13 acres from the National Park Service.

Over the next two weeks, workers are restoring the flagpole’s bronze finish and its decorative base with five military branch insignias. They will also restore the bronze finish for five stands that hold directories that help people find names on famous V-shaped memorial wall, which draws millions of visitors each year.

The Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund, which built the memorial, also has repaired an irrigation system and is reseeding and sodding the grass.

Last month, the group announced plans to pay for maintenance at the site because of scarce funding from the federal government. They plan to raise more than $1 million to care for the memorial and grounds, including $500,000 to buy replacement granite if sections of the wall need to be replaced in the future.

“Everybody has the same goal: We want it to look good,” said fund spokeswoman Lisa Gough. “We want it to shine.”
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http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/10/ap_vietnam_veterans_memorial_102109/

Campus Killings Take Toll On Students

Campus Killings Take Toll On Students
Psychologist Asks To Watch For Warning Signs For Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

POSTED: 3:46 pm EDT October 21, 2009

MIDDLETOWN, Conn. -- Questions are being raised as to how UConn students are supposed to move on after a homicide occurred on campus in what was supposed to be one of the safest spots on campus, the student union.

It’s a disturbing event even for students who were not eyewitnesses, including parents.

Clinical psychologist Dr. Robert Reynolds knows what the students at UConn are going through. His office is near the Wesleyan University campus where, in May, a student was shot and killed inside of a campus bookstore.

Reynolds said he treated a handful of Wesleyan students, including one who was inside of the bookstore during the shooting.

Reynolds said, “Of course there was nothing he could have done but he needed to talk that through and realize this was something that was beyond his control.”
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http://www.wfsb.com/news/21363318/detail.html

Free Caregiving for Veterans from Homewatch CareGivers

Free Caregiving for Veterans
Week of October 19, 2009
Homewatch CareGivers, the largest international franchise provider of home care, is offering up to 20 hours of free in-home care to disabled or injured U.S. military veterans of any conflict -- from World War II and Korea to the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq -- through its"We Care for Veterans" program. Servicemembers or a family member can sign up for the "We Care for Veterans" program on the Homewatch CareGivers website or by calling toll free 1-800-777-9770. The program is available to one veteran per location and is issued on a first come, first serve basis. Applicants must sign up for the program by Nov. 30, 2009.

For more information, visit the Homewatch CareGivers website at http://www.homewatchcaregivers.com/.

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Dishonorable Marine pleads guilty

Marine pleads guilty in hero hoax, to be sentenced
By DAVID DISHNEAU (AP) – 1 hour ago

QUANTICO, Va. — A Marine Corps sergeant pleaded guilty Wednesday to faking post-traumatic stress disorder and pretending to be an injured hero to get in free to rock concerts and professional sporting events.

Sgt. David Budwah pleaded guilty to nine charges, including making false statements, malingering and misconduct at a court-martial hearing on the Marine Corps Base in Quantico, Va.

Some of the charges may be condensed at his sentencing hearing Wednesday afternoon. Budwah faces up to 8 1/2 years in prison, a reduction in rank and a dishonorable discharge.

Budwah acknowledged he was never deployed to Iraq or Afghanistan, as he claimed. He said he lied about having helped with the 2004 tsunami relief effort and didn't earn eight medals and ribbons he wore on his uniform.

"The truth of it is, I was never deployed and I was never injured," Budwah told Navy Capt. Bruce W. MacKenzie, chief judge of the Navy-Marine Corps Trial Judiciary. "Everything that I said was false."
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Marine pleads guilty in hero hoax, to be sentenced

updateMarine sentenced to 18 months in hero hoax case
The Associated PressHe must also forfeit all pay and benefits during his confinement. Budwah acknowledged he was never deployed to Iraq or Afghanistan

Homeless Veteran Receives Military Funeral

Local Homeless Veteran Receives Military Funeral

by WKRG Staff
Published: Tue, October 20, 2009 - 5:08 pm CST
Last Updated: Tue, October 20, 2009 - 5:42 pm CST

MOBILE, Alabama - It's estimated that there are over 150,000 homeless veterans across the U.S..

Many pass away with no family or money to see to a proper burial.

One group made sure that a homeless veteran from right here in the Port City got the honor that his Vietnam war service merited.

News 5 photojournalist Gary Arnold takes us to Biloxi where Air Force veteran Anthony Vallia was given full military honors.

With more than 150,000 homeless veterans in the U.S., many whose remains are unclaimed at their death risk burial in pauper’s graves. Through the Dignity Memorial® Homeless Veterans Burial Program, one Mobile-area veteran won’t be among them.

U.S. Air Force veteran Aubrey Vallia Jr. (1945 – 2009) is the first homeless veteran in Mobile to be served by the Dignity Memorial Homeless Veterans Burial Program. The program has existed in other parts of the country since 2000 but was organized in the Mobile area just this summer.

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Homeless Veteran Receives Military Funeral

Army’s top horses help heal America’s wounded Vets

Army’s top horses help heal America’s wounded Vets (US)
2009 October 20

by tuesdayshorse

Injured Soldiers Attend Weekly Riding Sessions
For more than 60 years, members of the Army’s Caisson Platoon and their horses have escorted America’s fallen to their final resting places in Arlington National Cemetery…with honor and pride.

The Caisson Platoon is part of the 3rd U.S. Infantry Regiment, the nation’s oldest active infantry regiment and the Army’s “premiere ceremonial unit.”

And now, this “old guard” is taking on a new role by helping to heal America’s wounded veterans with the help of the horses.

Injured soldiers are transported from Walter Reed Army Medical Center each Thursday morning to the platoon’s base in Fort Myer, Va., for weekly horse riding sessions.

Some soldiers are just learning to walk again; others are on prosthetics.

For them, the riding has proven to be therapeutic and shown dramatic results , according to the program’s directors.

“The horses have done magic for them,” Mary Jo Beckman, co-founder of Caisson Platoon Equine Assisted Programs, told ABC News’ Bob Woodruff. “They tell me they look forward to Thursday morning… this is what makes life bearable for them,” Beckman said.
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Injured Soldiers Attend Weekly Riding Sessions

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Soldier Killed While On Leave From Iraq


Local Soldier Killed While On Leave From Iraq
By Melissa Newton
BLUM (CBS 11 / TXA 21)A small Hill County town is rattled after a soldier, home on leave from Iraq is shot and killed. It happened early Saturday morning in the town of Blum, about 20 miles south of Cleburne.

It was supposed to be a joyful reunion, but that joy has now turned to grief as many in the small town are coping with the death of a young soldier.

Private Cody Patterson had just arrived back from Iraq last week. The plan was to spend the next two weeks visiting family in Blum. But early Saturday Patterson was shot and killed in the bedroom of his home.

Patterson's aunt, Joyce Williamson is still in disbelief. "It don't seem real… it just don't. He was just like one of my own. I watched him grow up to be a heck of a man," she said.

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Latina teens turn to suicide at shocking rate

Latina teens turn to suicide at shocking rate
Twelve-year-old Francisca Abreu says she became deeply depressed and, like an alarming number of Latina teens in the U.S., says she wanted to die. One out of every seven Latina teens attempts suicide, according to a 2007 CDC survey of high school students. One expert has spent the last 25 years trying to find out why. full story

PRESIDENTIAL UNIT CITATION FOR VIETNAM ALPHA COMPANY VETERANS

THE WHITE HOUSE

Office of the Press Secretary

For Immediate Release October 20, 2009

REMARKS BY THE PRESIDENT
IN AWARDING THE PRESIDENTIAL UNIT CITATION
TO ALPHA TROOP, 1ST SQUADRON, 11TH ARMORED CAVALRY

Rose Garden

12:24 P.M. EDT

THE PRESIDENT: Good afternoon, everybody, and welcome to the White House. And welcome to a moment nearly 40 years in the making.

Last month, I was privileged to present the parents of an American soldier, Sergeant First Class Jared Monti, with our nation's highest decoration for valor -- the Medal of Honor. Today, we celebrate the awarding of our nation's highest honor for a military unit -- the Presidential Unit Citation.

The Presidential Unit Citation is awarded for "gallantry, determination, and esprit de corps in accomplishing its mission under extremely difficult and hazardous conditions." Since its creation during the Second World War, it has only been bestowed about 100 times.

Today, another unit assumes its rightful place in these ranks -- Alpha Troop, 1st Squadron, 11th Armored Cavalry, the legendary Blackhorse Regiment.

To mark this occasion we're joined by Congressman -- and Vietnam veteran -- Leonard Boswell; Vice Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, General Jim "Hoss" Cartwright; John McHugh, our Army Secretary; and Vice Chief of Staff Peter Chiarelli; from Fort Irwin, California, leaders of today's 11th Armored Cavalry -- Colonel Paul Laughlin and Command Sergeant Major Martin Wilcox; and most of all, the men of Alpha Troop -- those behind me and some 100 here today.

Now, these men might be a little bit older, a little bit grayer. But make no mistake -- these soldiers define the meaning of bravery and heroism.

It was March 1970, deep in the jungles of Vietnam. And through the static and crackle of their radios Alpha Troop heard that another unit was in trouble. Charlie Company, from the 1st Calvary Division, had stumbled upon a massive underground bunker of North Vietnamese troops. A hundred Americans were facing some 400 enemy fighters. Outnumbered and outgunned, Charlie Company was at risk of being overrun.

That's when Alpha Troop's captain gave the order: "Saddle up and move out."

As these men will tell you themselves, this isn't the story of a battle that changed the course of a war. It never had a name, like Tet or Hue or Khe Sanh. It never made the papers back home. But like countless battles, known and unknown, it is a proud chapter in the story of the American soldier.

It's the story of men who came together, from every corner of America, of different colors and creeds. Some young -- just 18, 19 years old, and just weeks in the jungle; some older -- veterans hardened by the ugliness of war. Noncommissioned officers who held the unit together and the officers assigned to lead them.

It's the story of how this team of some 200 men set out to save their fellow Americans. With no roads to speak of, they plowed their tanks and armored vehicles through the thick jungle, smashing a path through bamboo and underbrush, mile after mile, risking ambush and landmines every step of the way, and finally emerging from the jungle to the rescue -- what one member of Charlie Company called "a miracle."

It's a story of resolve. For Alpha Troop could have simply evacuated their comrades and left that enemy bunker for another day -- to ambush another American unit. But as their captain said, "That's not what the 11th Cavalry does."

And so, ultimately, this is a story of what soldiers do -- not only for their country, but for each other: the troopers who put themselves in the line of fire, using their tanks and vehicles to shield those trapped Americans; the loaders who kept the ammunition coming, and the gunners who never let up; and when one of those gunners went down, the soldier who jumped up to take his place.

It's about the men who rushed out to drag their wounded buddies to safety; the medics who raced to save so many; the injured who kept fighting hour after hour. And finally, with dark falling, as the convoy made the daring escape back through the jungle, these soldiers remained vigilant, protecting the wounded who lay at their feet.

The fog of war makes a full accounting impossible. But this much we know. Among the many casualties that day, some 20 members of Alpha Troop were wounded. And at least two made the ultimate sacrifice -- their names now among the many etched in that black granite wall not far from here. But because of that service, that sacrifice, Alpha Troop completed its mission. It rescued Charlie Company. It saved those 100 American soldiers, some of who join us today. And those soldiers went on to have families -- children and grandchildren who also owe their lives to Alpha Troop.

Now, some may wonder: After all these years, why honor this heroism now? The answer is simple. Because we must. Because we have a sacred obligation. As a nation, we have an obligation to this troop. Their actions that day went largely unnoticed -- for decades -- until their old captain, John Poindexter, realized that their service had been overlooked. He felt that he had a right to wrong. And so he spent years tracking down his troopers and gathering their stories, filing reports, fighting for the Silver Stars and Bronze Stars they deserved and bringing us to this day.

Thank you, John.

We have an obligation to all who served in the jungles of Vietnam. Our Vietnam vets answered their country's call and served with honor. But one of the saddest episodes in American history was the fact that these vets were often shunned and neglected, even demonized when they came home. That was a national disgrace. And on days such as this, we resolve to never let it happen again.

Many of our Vietnam vets put away their medals, rarely spoke of their service and moved on. They started families and careers. Some rose through the ranks, like the decorated Vietnam veteran that I rely on every day, my National Security Advisor, Jim Jones.

Indeed, I'm told that today is the first time in 39 years that many from Alpha Troop have pulled out their medals and joined their old troop. Some of you still carry the shrapnel and the scars of that day. All of you carry the memories. And so I say, it's never too late, we can never say it enough. To you and all those who served in Vietnam, we thank you. We honor your service. And America is forever grateful.

Today also reminds us of our obligations to all our veterans, whether they took off the uniform decades ago or days ago -- to make sure that they and their families receive the respect they deserve, and the health care and treatment they need, the benefits they have earned and all the opportunities to live out their dreams.

And finally, if that day in the jungle, if that war long ago, teaches us anything, then surely it is this. If we send our men and women in uniform into harm's way, then it must be only when it is absolutely necessary. And when we do, we must back them up with the strategy and the resources and the support they need to get the job done.

This includes always showing our troops the respect and dignity they deserve, whether one agrees with the mission or not. For if this troop and our men and women in uniform can come together -- from so many different backgrounds and beliefs -- to serve together, and to succeed together, then so can we. So can America.

I cannot imagine a more fitting tribute to these men, who fought in what came to be called The Anonymous Battle. Troopers, you are not anonymous anymore. And with America's overdue recognition also comes responsibility -- our responsibility as citizens and as a nation, to always remain worthy of your service.

God bless Alpha Troop and the 11th Armored Cavalry. God bless all those who wear this nation's uniform. And God bless the United States of America.

Thank you very much, everybody. (Applause.)

END
12:33 P.M. EDT
Alpha Company Presidential Unit Citation

Vietnam vets receive presidential citation for heroism
Story Highlights
86 in Army's Troop A, First Squadron, 11th Armored Cavalry Regiment recognized
Cavalry saved 100 fellow soldiers trapped under enemy fire in Vietnam
Leader of 1970 rescue says award is for all Vietnam veterans
Presidential Unit Citation recognizes extraordinary heroism against armed enemy


WASHINGTON (CNN) -- Nearly 40 years after members of a U.S. cavalry unit put their lives in peril to save 100 fellow soldiers trapped under blistering enemy fire in Vietnam, they received the Presidential Unit Citation on Tuesday.



It's an honor their captain says is long overdue.

President Obama awarded the citation for extraordinary heroism and conspicuous gallantry to 86 members of the Army's Troop A, First Squadron, 11th Armored Cavalry Regiment.

"These soldiers defined the meaning of bravery and heroism," Obama said at a White House reception honoring the group's heroics.

"It's never too late. You can never say it enough. ... We honor your service, and America is forever grateful."

On March 26, 1970, the 120-member Troop A volunteered to rescue an American infantry company surrounded by an overwhelming enemy force at a site on the Cambodian border called the Dog's Face. The enemy had survived hours of aerial and artillery bombardment and was expected to kill or capture the 100 American infantrymen in Company C within hours. The Americans were running out of ammunition and could not move because of heavy casualties. There were no available landing zones for medical and rescue helicopters to touch down.
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http://www.cnn.com/2009/US/10/20/vietnam.citation/index.html

New Administration brings Grassley out on old problem

Update,,,here's the rest of the story
Senators seek review of military's personality-disorder discharges

By DAVID GOLDSTEIN
McClatchy Newspapers
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In the Senate, Barack Obama fought for better mental-health care for troops returning from Iraq and Afghanistan.

Now that he's president, some of his former colleagues want him to pick up the gauntlet once more and make sure troops are getting the benefits they deserve.

"In 2007, we were partners in the fight against the military's misuse of personality disorder discharges," four senators - Democrat Blanche Lincoln of Arkansas and Republicans Charles Grassley of Iowa, Kit Bond of Missouri and Sam Brownback of Kansas - wrote in a letter this week asking Obama for a report to Congress on the current use of the discharges. "Today we urge you to renew your commitment to address this critical issue facing thousands of returning service members."

Because the military views personality disorders as a pre-existing condition, many service members returning from the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan with mental health problems have been unable to receive health benefits. There have been questions, however, about how scrupulous the military has been in making sure that the personality disorder discharges were proper.

A Pentagon spokeswoman said the department would have no immediate comment.

Obama was the junior Democratic senator from Illinois two years ago when he and other lawmakers asked the military to examine how it treated troops who came home with mental disorders.

Failing to get a response from the Pentagon, several senators, including Bond, Obama and Democrat Claire McCaskill of Missouri, asked the Government Accountability Office to investigate.

They were concerned about the rising number of troops who were returning from Iraq and Afghanistan suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder and other mental health conditions. Many were diagnosed with personality disorders.

"In many instances, service members discharged with 'personality disorders' are forced to repay thousands of dollars to the federal government in re-enlistment bonuses they deserved while serving in hazardous combat conditions," the senators said in their letter this week to the president.
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http://www.kansascity.com/444/story/1519533.html

Where has he been all these years on this when his friends were voting against fixing any of this?



Grassley questions military over dismissal of soldiers with PTSD
by Matt Kelley on October 20, 2009

in Military

Iowa Senator Chuck Grassley is calling on the nation’s military leaders to document how they’re working to solve the problem of combat soldiers being unfairly discharged due to undiagnosed cases of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

Grassley says some soldiers may’ve been kicked out, then forced to repay bonuses they got for re-enlisting, even though it was the wartime experiences that were the root cause of their mental health issues. Grassley says a recent study found flaws in the U.S. military’s procedures when troops return home from battle zones.

“The Pentagon failed to meet key personality disorder separation requirements,” Grassley says. “This means some members of the military may’ve been discharged for pre-existing personality disorders when it’s possible the disorders could have been due to Post Traumatic Stress Disorder from serving in Iraq and Afghanistan.”
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Grassley questions military over dismissal of soldiers with PTSD

Man Joins Army to Help Ailing Wife

Man Joins Army to Help Ailing Wife
He Loses Job and Insurance, She Battles Cancer
(Oct. 19) -- Two of the nation's most pressing issues -- unemployment and health care -- have come together in a personal perfect storm for one Wisconsin family.

Bill Caudle of Watertown was laid off in March from the plastics company where he'd worked for 20 years. Unable to find another job, Caudle -- on his 39th birthday -- enlisted in the U.S. Army to get the health insurance his wife needs to continue her battle against ovarian cancer. The Milwaukee Journal Sentinel told the family's story Sunday.

Michelle Caudle, 40, discovered she had cancer in 2006 and underwent surgery, followed by two rounds of chemotherapy. In May, her doctor told her there were signs the cancer was back and she would need to endure more chemo.
The $136 monthly cost of insurance for the family rose to $497 when Bill's severance package ran out last month and was due to jump to $1,370 in January. Michelle worked part-time at a restaurant to help pay the bills, but the job did not provide insurance.

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Man Joins Army to Help Ailing Wife

Mom Prompts Hugging, Praying Robber To Surrender

Police: Mom Prompts Hugging, Praying Robber To Surrender
Police: Man Tried To Put Frightened Clerk At Ease

POSTED: 7:04 am EDT October 20, 2009
INDIANAPOLIS -- A man who police said was involved in a bizarre robbery in which he hugged and prayed with a frightened store clerk turned himself in after his mother saw him on TV.

Indianapolis police Lt. Jeff Duhamell said Gregory Smith, 23, had a gun when he went to the Advance America Store in the 900 block of East Washington Street Monday.
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http://www.theindychannel.com/news/21346638/detail.html

Bliss soldier shot to death while home on leave

Bliss soldier shot to death while home on leave
The Associated Press
Posted : Tuesday Oct 20, 2009 5:31:44 EDT

BLUM, Texas — A West Texas woman has been charged with manslaughter in the weekend shooting death of an Army soldier on leave from Iraq, authorities said Monday.

Hill County Sheriff Jeffrey Lyons said Pvt. Cody Ryan Patterson, 20, suffered an apparent gunshot wound to his chest at a home in Blum, about 40 miles north of Waco. He was pronounced dead early Saturday morning.
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http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/10/ap_bliss_soldier_killed_102009/

PTSD is associated with not following medical instructions

One more good reason why families need to be included in treatment

PTSD linked to higher post-surgery death rate
Story Highlights
Veterans with PTSD had 25 percent increased mortality one year after surgery
PTSD patients also tended to be about seven years younger on average
The stress of patients may be an underlying reason for results
PTSD is also associated with not following medical instructions



By Elizabeth Landau
CNN

NEW ORLEANS, Louisiana (CNN) -- Post-traumatic stress disorder may be a condition of the mind, but research has implicated it in the ills of the body. Now, a new study suggests it may be associated with death after surgery.


The study shows that veterans with PTSD were more likely to die within a year after surgery than those without the disease, regardless of how many years had passed since their service. The study was presented at the annual meeting of the American Society of Anesthesiologists this week.

This is the first research to examine the mortality of patients with PTSD after surgery, said study author Dr. Marek Brzezinski, anesthesiologist and assistant professor at the University of California, San Francisco.

"If you consider that perhaps more and more patients are coming, and they're going to be with us for years to come, this is obviously a huge field that needs to be addressed," he said.

People develop PTSD, an anxiety disorder, in response to a traumatic event. Symptoms, which include intrusive memories, social withdrawal and increased anxiety or emotional arousal, typically begin within three months of a traumatic event, according to the Mayo Clinic.
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http://www.cnn.com/2009/HEALTH/10/20/ptsd.veterans.mortality/

Daily Show treats rape like a crime when some in congress didn't

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Women raped by contractors in Iraq but did you even notice this was happening? Did you know we have women in the military facing this every day? As with the view of some of the elected in congress, this is not even thought of as criminal, but a contract issue to be resolved through mediation. The women in the military do not stand a chance if no one even paid attention to this.

We are paying the contractors with our tax dollars but they get to ignore the law and then are defended by some in congress? Are you ok with this? Are any of these congressmen supported by you when they want to allow this to happen?



Pentagon opposed measure to help rape victims


By John Byrne
Tuesday, October 20th, 2009 -- 8:20 am

It's not just Republican senators who oppose an amendment allowing defense contractor employees to sue over rape in US courts.

It's also the Pentagon itself.

An amendment put forth by Sen. Al Franken (D-MN) sought to allow victims of rape to sue over their treatment in the US court system, after revelations that a KBR employee could only seek redress through arbitration, as outlined in her employment contract.

Thirty Republicans voted against the amendment, which passed the Senate 68-30.
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http://rawstory.com/2009/10/pentagon-opposed-measure-rape-victims/

Have they become a burden to you?

by Chaplain Kathie


We do a fine job of sending them off to go to another country. Most of us never even have to show up to watch them leave. All we have to do is simply say they have our support. We don't even have to pay attention to what happens to them when they are doing what they were sent to do.

They don't get quit if their job gets too hard. They get to hear us say they knew what they were getting into when they joined just as they ended up hearing us say that during all other wars when so many were drafted. Our patience evaporates when the mission takes too long and costs too much money. It never seems to involved the fact so many of them are getting wounded or dying. It never seems to enter our minds how many families are waiting for them to come home and dreading them having to leave again. So much we avoid but they are ever faithful to what is asked of them.



When they are wounded, they hear the sound of the helicopter coming to their rescue. They look up as soon as they hear the sound proclaiming they have not been forgotten, they are not alone, they will not perish alone. Yet where is the sound of their rescue when they are back home, waiting for us to say to them they have not been forsaken, that we remember them?

The news reports come out about the men and women we sent to stand in our place but few of us ever pay attention.


The reports coming out about the claims still waiting to be processed and service honored, have been in our newspapers but they tell only part of the story. For every claim waiting to be honored, there is a veteran who did not make us wait to go, a man or woman who trusted that we would take care of them if they were wounded in service and one who has felt as if they are suddenly a burden to us.

This is what Job felt when he did nothing wrong, yet God allowed Satan to take away everything he had. How many of the over 10,000 veterans attempting suicide this year felt the same way?

Job 3 (New International Version)



23 Why is life given to a man
whose way is hidden,
whom God has hedged in?

24 For sighing comes to me instead of food;
my groans pour out like water.

25 What I feared has come upon me;
what I dreaded has happened to me.

26 I have no peace, no quietness;
I have no rest, but only turmoil."




Job 6
Job
1 Then Job replied:

2 "If only my anguish could be weighed
and all my misery be placed on the scales!

3 It would surely outweigh the sand of the seas—
no wonder my words have been impetuous.

4 The arrows of the Almighty are in me,
my spirit drinks in their poison;
God's terrors are marshaled against me.

5 Does a wild donkey bray when it has grass,
or an ox bellow when it has fodder?

6 Is tasteless food eaten without salt,
or is there flavor in the white of an egg [a] ?

7 I refuse to touch it;
such food makes me ill.

8 "Oh, that I might have my request,
that God would grant what I hope for,

9 that God would be willing to crush me,
to let loose his hand and cut me off!

10 Then I would still have this consolation—
my joy in unrelenting pain—
that I had not denied the words of the Holy One.

11 "What strength do I have, that I should still hope?
What prospects, that I should be patient?

12 Do I have the strength of stone?
Is my flesh bronze?

13 Do I have any power to help myself,
now that success has been driven from me?

14 "A despairing man should have the devotion of his friends,
even though he forsakes the fear of the Almighty.

15 But my brothers are as undependable as intermittent streams,
as the streams that overflow

16 when darkened by thawing ice
and swollen with melting snow,

17 but that cease to flow in the dry season,
and in the heat vanish from their channels.

18 Caravans turn aside from their routes;
they go up into the wasteland and perish.

19 The caravans of Tema look for water,
the traveling merchants of Sheba look in hope.

20 They are distressed, because they had been confident;
they arrive there, only to be disappointed.

21 Now you too have proved to be of no help;
you see something dreadful and are afraid.

22 Have I ever said, 'Give something on my behalf,
pay a ransom for me from your wealth,

23 deliver me from the hand of the enemy,
ransom me from the clutches of the ruthless'?

24 "Teach me, and I will be quiet;
show me where I have been wrong.

25 How painful are honest words!
But what do your arguments prove?

26 Do you mean to correct what I say,
and treat the words of a despairing man as wind?

27 You would even cast lots for the fatherless
and barter away your friend.

28 "But now be so kind as to look at me.
Would I lie to your face?

29 Relent, do not be unjust;
reconsider, for my integrity is at stake. [b]

30 Is there any wickedness on my lips?
Can my mouth not discern malice?

Job 7
1 "Does not man have hard service on earth?
Are not his days like those of a hired man?

2 Like a slave longing for the evening shadows,
or a hired man waiting eagerly for his wages,

3 so I have been allotted months of futility,
and nights of misery have been assigned to me.

4 When I lie down I think, 'How long before I get up?'
The night drags on, and I toss till dawn.

5 My body is clothed with worms and scabs,
my skin is broken and festering.

6 "My days are swifter than a weaver's shuttle,
and they come to an end without hope.

7 Remember, O God, that my life is but a breath;
my eyes will never see happiness again.

8 The eye that now sees me will see me no longer;
you will look for me, but I will be no more.

9 As a cloud vanishes and is gone,
so he who goes down to the grave [a] does not return.

10 He will never come to his house again;
his place will know him no more.

11 "Therefore I will not keep silent;
I will speak out in the anguish of my spirit,
I will complain in the bitterness of my soul.

12 Am I the sea, or the monster of the deep,
that you put me under guard?

13 When I think my bed will comfort me
and my couch will ease my complaint,

14 even then you frighten me with dreams
and terrify me with visions,

15 so that I prefer strangling and death,
rather than this body of mine.

16 I despise my life; I would not live forever.
Let me alone; my days have no meaning.

17 "What is man that you make so much of him,
that you give him so much attention,

18 that you examine him every morning
and test him every moment?

19 Will you never look away from me,
or let me alone even for an instant?

20 If I have sinned, what have I done to you,
O watcher of men?
Why have you made me your target?
Have I become a burden to you? [b]

21 Why do you not pardon my offenses
and forgive my sins?
For I will soon lie down in the dust;
you will search for me, but I will be no more."

www.biblegateway.com


We managed to take all they had to give and then we walked away. We didn't want to hear their cries for help, acknowledge how unjust it was for them and we didn't want to stop and think they were not the one responsible for the state of their lives. We were. We were because we did not take care of them the way they thought we would.

Did they blame us? Did they regret serving? No, they say they would do it all over again no matter how much they suffer waiting for their claims to be honored, still believing this country will do the right thing for them. After all, we are great at saying it all the time. We are just terrible at living up to it.

When you hear about a PTSD claim or another veteran suffering from PTSD, think about Job because if we do not take care of them today, their pain may make them one of the over 6,000 veterans a year successful at committing suicide. Think about how much pain they are carrying feeling abandoned by God because they became a burden to us.


Now think about this tragedy;

U.S. Army had no mandatory policies for handling suicidal soldiers in Iraq


By Kathleen Miller
Tuesday, October 20th, 2009 -- 10:55 am
U.S. Army commanders in Iraq had an advisory suicide prevention plan, but no mandatory steps to follow when dealing with at-risk soldiers like the one accused of killing five troops at a military mental health clinic last May, according to a review of military procedures.

Sgt. John Russell is accused of shooting and killing five soldiers after an altercation at a counseling center located on a U.S. base in Iraq five months ago.

According to the Associated Press, the report found that no Army publication provides step-by-step details to a unit on how to implement a suicide watch and that security at the Combat Stress Clinic at Camp Liberty was "inadequate."

"It paints a picture of soldier less than two months from the end of his third deployment who began to show obvious signs of unraveling weeks before the clinic shootings," the AP noted. "The report describes a man whose problems were known and who received some counseling, yet at critical times did not appear to get the help he needed."

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http://rawstory.com/2009/10/army-mandatory-policies-handling-suicidal-soldiers-iraq/



Did they only deserve to die with honor the way you thought they would? When they died like this, we ignored it, covered our eyes, blocked our ears to their cries for help. Were they just too great of a burden to carry when they were not able to carry the burden for us anymore?

Monday, October 19, 2009

Burned soldier portrait to show at Smithsonian


Matthew Mitchell via AP Matthew Mitchell's life-sized oil portrait of Sgt. Richard Yarosh will go on display at the National Portrait Gallery at the Smithsonian Institution in Washington later this month.


Burned soldier portrait to show at Smithsonian

By Michelle Roberts - The Associated Press
Posted : Monday Oct 19, 2009 17:43:52 EDT

SAN ANTONIO — Retired Army Sgt. Richard Yarosh has gotten used to the stares. His face is blanketed in knotty scar tissue. His nose tip is missing. His ears are gone, as is part of his right leg. His fingers are permanently bent and rigid.

All is the result of an explosion in Iraq that doused him in fuel and fire three years ago.

“I know people are curious,” he said. “They’ll stop in their tracks and look. I guess I can understand. I probably would have stared, too.”

Soon, a lot more people will be staring at Yarosh’s face but in a very different way: A life-sized oil painting of him will go on display at the National Portrait Gallery at the Smithsonian Institution in Washington later this month. The portrait, by Matthew Mitchell, is a finalist in the Outwin Boochever Portrait Competition, which recognizes modern portraiture at the gallery known for its collection of notable Americans.
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http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/10/ap_yarosh_smithsonian_portrait_101909/

also
Portrait Does Justice to a Soldier's Sacrifice
Andrea Stone

WASHINGTON (Oct. 23) – Arlene Coffman stared at the man in the painting. He had no ears, no nose, no eyebrows. Instead of smile lines by his eyes there was scar tissue. Tears welled in her eyes.

"It's incredible. It's hard to describe because it's so moving," said Coffman, 64, visiting here from Pebble Beach, Calif. "Most portraits bring emotions. This one is emotional in a different way."
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Portrait Does Justice to a Soldier's Sacrifice

Indiana National Guard Army of one family:

Army of one family: Father never dreamed kids would follow suit
By Sgt. Robert G. Cooper III
Indiana National Guard



CAMP ATTERBURY JOINT MANEUVER TRAINING CENTER, Ind. (10/19/09) - It's not uncommon to find Soldiers who have made the commitment to lifelong Army service; from officers to enlisted, walking the military career path offers a wide-range of benefits for both the individual and his or her family.

For some Soldiers, however, the Army is more than just a career move, but a direct extension of their families. Sgt. 1st Class Andrew Chow is one such Soldier, having served more than 33 years with the Army and raising three children, each one a current member of the Indiana National Guard.

Chow joined the Army Reserve in 1976 and continued to serve in the Army Reserve until 1986 when he joined the Active Guard Reserve program and began serving in a full-time capacity. From coast to coast and post to post, Chow never imagined his kids would follow in his footsteps.

Chow said that he never suggested military service to his children, instead he echoed his wife's sentiments for them to attend college and move into the work force soon after.

Despite his parents' suggestions for academia, Philemon Chow, the oldest son, decided to serve as a way to hold himself "to higher standards."
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VA Contacting Veteran-Students about New GI Bill

VA Contacting Veteran-Students about New GI Bill

Calls Part of Systematic Outreach to Improve Service



WASHINGTON (Oct. 19, 2009) -- Representatives of the Department of
Veterans Affairs (VA) will be telephoning Veterans across the country to
explain their education benefits under the new Post-911 GI Bill and
ensure beneficiaries are able to receive payments due them.



"The Post-9/11 GI Bill is one of our highest priorities," said Secretary
of Veterans Affairs Eric K. Shinseki. "Instead of making people wait to
hear from us, we're reaching out to Veterans, so they can get the money
they need to stay in school."



The Department is conducting this telephone outreach in response to the
large numbers of Veterans who have applied for education benefits for
the fall 2009 semester. The calls are scheduled to go to Veterans who
have applied for benefits under the new educational assistance program.
Those who registered for advanced payments will be called, too, in
ensure they received their benefits.



To protect the personal identity of Veterans, VA representatives making
calls will not ask for any personal information, such as birthdates,
bank account or social security numbers, but they may ask family members
for information to contact Veterans who are away at school.



"Our procedures and policies to provide advanced payments remain in
effect," Shinseki said. "Meanwhile, we're completing the on-time
development of our automated processing system that will ensure timely
delivery of checks in the future."

Pentagon’s new spiritual fitness program

There is no other way to put this. This "program" may help some but it may harm more. Given the record of the other programs they have come out with, they end up telling the troops it's their fault if traumatic events "got to them" or "broke them" when they come home carrying it all on their shoulders.

The Pentagon’s new spiritual fitness programme
Jules Evans


How does the army of a liberal, multi-cultural and often secular society develop in its soldiers the spiritual resilience to cope with war, to face trauma, death and bereavement, and to fight opponents who have the advantage of a strong and common religious faith?

That’s the question the Pentagon has been grappling with, as it tries to cope with the record numbers of veterans returning from the front line of Iraq and Afghanistan with post-traumatic stress disorder, drug problems and other emotional disorders. In October, it came up with a response, called the ‘Comprehensive Soldier Fitness’ programme, which will aim to strengthen the emotional, psychological and, yes, spiritual resilience of each of the 1.1 million soldiers serving in the US army.

The programme is being organised and rolled out by Brigadier-General Rhonda Cornum, who was kind enough to give me an interview. She told me:

The US Army has never provided training to soldiers for their emotional and psychological strength. We thought that being in the Army, and adhering to the Army’s values of ‘mission first’, ‘never quit’, ‘never leave a fallen comrade’ and so on, would lead to emotional and psychological strength simply emerging. But after eight years of war, with much of the Army going to the front-line every other year, we’re very stressed. So we realised we would probably be better served if we had a preventative programme for psychological and emotional strengthening, rather than a reactive one that only began after someone had developed a problem.


Brigadier-General Cornum is herself an example of emotional resilience. She was captured and tortured during the first Iraq War, but seemed to have come through the experience with her powers of agency strengthened rather than traumatised. She says: “When you’re a POW, your captors control pretty much everything about your life: when you get up, when you go to sleep, what you eat, if you eat. I realised the only thing I had left that I could control was how I thought. I had absolute control over that, and was not going to let them take that too.”


In other words, she approached a situation in which she had minimum control not from the perspective of being a passive victim, but from the perspective that this adverse situation was actually an opportunity to exercise her agency, to assert her autonomy.

She says:

There are people who are just naturally resilient, who look at problems as challenges to be overcome. Some people even see adversity as opportunities to excel. I recognised that I had those skills, and others didn’t. What we have learnt since then, mainly thanks to the work of Penn University’s psychology department, is that these thinking skills that lead to resilience can be taught. And that’s what we’re trying to do with the new programme: teach resilience.
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Pentagons new spiritual fitness programme

Female drunk drivers on the rise

Rate of female DUIs rising 2:26
CNN's Susan Candiotti examines the increase of female drunk drivers through the eyes of a father whose daughter was killed.

Marine to plead guilty in fake heroism case

While there are almost a million claims tied up and almost a million real wounded veterans waiting for justice, people like this just walk up and take what they did not earn.

Marine to plead guilty in fake heroism case
(AP) – 1 hour ago

HAGERSTOWN, Md. — A Marine sergeant charged with faking battle injuries to get freebies intended for wounded warriors will plead guilty, a Marine Corps spokeswoman said Monday.

Sgt. David W. Budwah, 34, of Springhill, La., will enter the plea at a court-martial hearing Wednesday at the Marine Corps Base in Quantico, Va., 1st Lt. Joy Crabaugh wrote in an e-mail.

Crabaugh wouldn't say what offenses Budwah will acknowledge. "That will all be addressed Wednesday," she wrote.



Budwah is accused of bluffing his way into 33 events last year, including six rock concerts, two Washington Nationals baseball games, a Washington Redskins football game and a World Wrestling Entertainment "Monday Night Raw" show. Sponsored by various civilian groups, the events often included special recognition of injured service members in attendance.



Budwah also is alleged to have worn eight unearned medals and decorations on his uniform, including bronze-star campaign medals from the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.

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Marine to plead guilty in fake heroism case



Iraq veterans and Afghanistan veterans pick up their local paper and find out one of their friends made it home but could not survive being home. Vietnam veterans still hear someone they know died an early sudden death, and wonder what could have saved their lives.

We have almost one million veterans waiting for their claims to be honored and among them are veterans wondering what the hell they did wrong because they are suffering physically, emotionally and financially, because they did what they felt was for the sake of the nation, their duty to the nation and their honor to serve. Doesn't make much sense does it?

That's the problem when you read stories like this one. They are never about just one person trying to take what they did not earn. It's about who they are trying to take it from. It's about all the veterans waiting for their own claims to be approved, for their time to be honored to come for them and for their families to be taken care of, but these frauds end up getting in the way of all of it. To not understand how deeply this kind of thing hurts real veterans, especially wounded veterans, is to harm them even more. Frauds end up leaving behind too many unseen victims.

Why study the obvious on PTSD?

To study the obvious on PTSD is really a waste of time and money, but to admit they are doing it is really stupid on top of it. Look up expressions over the centuries and find that humans have already come to the conclusion what "does not kill us makes us stronger" along with a host of other sayings. Everything in our lives changes us for the better or for the worse.

To find where this originated from explained why they would feel it is necessary to state the obvious. It came from the same Institute producing the works of people like Sally Satel who basically said the veterans with PTSD are just looking for a free ride and they are drawn to the VA out of greed instead of need.

During remarks at the American Enterprise Institute recently in Washington, Tedeschi said some servicemembers found the changes in their lives so profound after combat, they expressed gratitude for having gone through it — even if it cost them permanent physical damage.

Do traumatic events make us stronger? Sometimes. Then again, sometimes the time it happens is just one too many.

Combat's positive effects examined

By Gregg Zoroya, USA TODAY

WARDAK, Afghanistan — Sgt. 1st Class Gregory Frikken says three combat tours in Iraq and Afghanistan have robbed him of precious time with his family, but have also changed him — in some ways for the better.

A sense of personal strength, appreciation for life and love of family have all been enhanced, says Frikken, 39, who directs artillery fire for 10th Mountain Division troops fighting here. "I will never be the same person I was before my combat experiences," he says.

What happens to soldiers like Frikken has led Army leaders to develop a resiliency program that urges GIs to look inward and discover how combat may have made them emotionally stronger.

Research appears to show that many people can emerge from traumatic experiences with greater self-confidence, a keener sense of compassion and appreciation for life, says Brig. Gen. Rhonda Cornum, director of the Army's Comprehensive Soldier Fitness program. Cornum and other experts call this concept post-traumatic growth.

Although the military focuses attention on troops who develop mental health conditions in combat, Cornum says, the majority of war veterans do not suffer post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) or other problems.

"We never ask if anybody had some positive outcomes. We only ask about this laundry list of illnesses," says Cornum, referring to a battery of health questions soldiers face when they leave the combat zone.

She often alludes to her experiences as a prisoner during the Persian Gulf War. Cornum was an Army captain and flight surgeon in 1991 aboard a Black Hawk helicopter shot down over Iraq. Five of the seven soldiers died. Cornum suffered two broken arms and a gunshot wound to the shoulder, was captured with two others and held for eight days.
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Combats positive effects examined

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Marine Corps misled public about Camp Lejeune's toxic waters



[Photos special to the Times]
“It’s my Marine Corps. I love it. But if I found out they deliberately misused me, I’d be very disappointed.” Dan Mills, 62, a retired Marine, here with his daughter Sabrina. Mills served at Camp Lejeune from 1966 to 1968. He thinks water at the base caused three primary cancers he now has. Doctors have given him six months or less to live. Mills lives in the Orlando area.

Camp Lejeune's toxic waters
Marine Corps misled public
By William R. Levesque, Times Staff Writer
In Print: Sunday, October 18, 2009

A St. Petersburg Times review of Marine Corps documents shows that Camp Lejeune failed to close its toxic wells for years — despite stark warnings that its drinking water was befouled by industrial cleaning solvents. The Corps then provided misleading information about the contamination to regulators, the public and its Marines.
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Mother's final duty to soldier son

Mother's final duty to soldier son
Story Highlights
Spc. Stephan Mace was one of eight who died in October 3 battle in Afghanistan

Vanessa Adelson: "It was my responsibility as a mother to bring him home"

Residents of Purcellville, Virginia, join Adelson in mourning loss of Mace

Mace gave his St. Christopher medal to fellow soldiers before he died
By Rachel Streitfeld
CNN
When the Army flew home the body of Spc. Stephan Mace from Afghanistan, his mother climbed aboard a small jet with the flag-draped coffin for the last leg of his trip. "I brought him into this world, and he was my baby," she said. "I thought it was my responsibility as a mother to bring him home," Vanessa Adelson said. full story
Mother prepares to bury son
Fallen soldiers remembered