Thursday, June 11, 2009

15 months after bloodbath in Iraq, young veteran takes his life


Another needless, senseless death. Another family left to grieve. Another community stunned. I just read some of the comments on this article. A great piece of writing that is for sure. The comments however have me completely baffled. After all these years, I will never understand how anyone can be surprised by any of this.

We all talk a lot about supporting the troops but that is as long as we don't have to really invest any real time in finding out what they are going thru; reading news reports, what little there are of them; or even taking the time to show up at events to honor our veterans. So how is it that so many in this country claim they support the troops yet never really mention doing anything to prove it?

What will it take to get them involved in any of this? How many more tragedies like the death of
Spc. Trevor Hogue will it take?

Ok, there were excuses to not know anything about the Vietnam veterans coming back with PTSD and committing suicide. Back then we knew very little of any of this reported. They came home, suffered in silence just as generations before them had. We had the excuse of no one cared because no one knew. Now we have no legitimate excuses because Vietnam veterans put an end to our ignorance of PTSD. It cost them about 200,000 by the last figure in and it's easy to understand that the real number will never be known. Much like the suicide deaths of today, too many families will not be willing to come out publicly and discuss any of this.

I've read countless comments on other articles and the people claiming to support the troops the most have been truly oblivious to all of this. All they need to become informed was the willingness to look for what I've found online all these years. Yes, it's hard to track it but they don't have to track as much as I do. All they have to do is read their local paper and spend sometime online looking for other reports. They can get Google Alerts the same way I do. There is so much they can do but they just don't think the troops and our veterans are worthy of the effort. This I find more shocking than the deaths of our troops by suicide. It's their lives for Heaven's sake and all that is needed is a little time from the rest of us. We will keep reading more reports like this unless we're all willing to step up.

15 months after bloodbath in Iraq, young veteran takes his life
By Cynthia Hubert
chubert@sacbee.com
Published: Thursday, Jun. 11, 2009 - 12:00 am Page 1A

On March 7, 2007, Army Spc. Trevor Hogue was inside his barracks in Baghdad, describing his morning on the battlefield.

"I saw things today that I think will mess me up for life," Hogue typed to his mother, Donna, as she sat at her computer thousands of miles away from Iraq, in Granite Bay.

That day the young soldier, whose assignment included driving a Humvee through perhaps the most dangerous ZIP code on the globe, saw his sergeant blown to pieces. He saw the bodies of half of the men in his platoon torn apart. Heads were cut off and limbs severed. It happened 30 yards in front of him, and he had never been so afraid, he told his mom.

"My arms are around you," Donna Hogue wrote. "You'll be alright."

But Hogue never really recovered. Last week, he committed suicide by hanging himself in the backyard of his childhood home. He was 24 years old.



After his 15-month tour in Iraq ended and he came home the following February, Hogue suffered bouts of depression. He slept too much and uncharacteristically lashed out at strangers. Loud noises disturbed him. Responsible and law-abiding in the past, he became somewhat reckless and was charged with a DUI.

Despite symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder, he never was formally diagnosed with the condition. His mother said he never filed a disability claim with the government in part because it required too much paperwork. If the disorder had been confirmed, the military would have been responsible for paying medical benefits.

Hogue talked to counselors and took medications for depression and anxiety. But he was skeptical the treatments were helping him, according to his family.
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http://www.sacbee.com/ourregion/story/1937045.html
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Eagle Mountain soldier's wife praised, rewarded for heroism

Eagle Mountain soldier's wife praised, rewarded for heroism
By Donald W. Meyers

The Salt Lake Tribune

Updated: 06/10/2009 04:28:34 PM MDT

Eagle Mountain » Just winning the city's "Tribute to a Hero" award left Kindra Jones thunderstruck.

"I couldn't sleep last night," Jones said about her recent night at a Park City resort, part the award from the city. "I was overwhelmed at being chosen for this honor."

But getting three days at a resort was just the beginning of the surprises for Jones, who was recognized for her efforts to help the city's military families.

She came home June 3, with her four children in a limo escorted by a city fire truck -- running with red lights and sirens -- with Mayor Heather Jackson riding shotgun. They tooled down flag-lined streets to find more than 100 people, including Utah National Guard Adjutant Maj. Gen. Brian Tarbet, standing in her front yard. There was a newly installed flagpole and a granite paver engraved with her name as a Eagle Mountain hero award recipient.

But there was a still-bigger surprise behind the backyard fence.

Volunteers spent two days installing a wood deck and pergola, a playhouse for her children and landscaping. Inside, people converted an upstairs bedroom into a nursery for the baby she's expecting July 31.

"I feel like I am going to have to work much harder to prove that I am worthy," Jones said after seeing everything that was done for her and her husband, Mike, who will be deployed later this year to Afghanistan. Mike Jones, a National Guard staff sergeant, was in North Dakota for training June 3, and didn't attend the ceremony.



Jackson said Jones also organized a support group for soldiers who were coping with post-traumatic-stress disorder.

The group, Soldier's Promise, provides a place for soldiers to talk about their stress issues in an anonymous setting, without fear of any professional repercussions, said Jones. It's a subject about which she has intimate knowledge.

"I know so many soldiers who deal with PTSD," Jones said. She takes early-morning calls from many of them.
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http://www.sltrib.com/slc/ci_12557174

Warren County NJ ceremony honors war veterans

Warren County ceremony honors war veterans
by Warren Reporter
Tuesday June 09, 2009, 12:08 PM

BELVIDERE-- They served from the beaches of Normandy to the jungles of Vietnam, from the skies over Italy to the waters of the Pacific Ocean, from the hills of Korea to the mountains of Afghanistan and the dusty towns of Iraq.

What they had in common was their bravery and their willingness to serve their country. Now, they also are linked by having received commendation for their service from their home county.

In all, 79 current or former Warren County residents were honored with the Warren County Distinguished Military Service Medal, presented by the Board of Chosen Freeholders May 30 during the county's seventh Veterans Recognition Ceremony.

"As far as I am concerned, Warren County will continue this annual tradition until every veteran of our great county is recognized publicly," Freeholder Director Richard D. Gardner wrote in a statement read during the ceremony. Gardner, who was unable to attend the ceremony, wrote, "Politicians come and go with all their varied ideologies, but members of the United States Military, past and present, stay true to the foundation of our Constitution, and that is that the United States of America must always remain a sovereign and independent democracy for all. I thank all the veterans and their families for their courage, commitment and sacrifice."
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Warren County ceremony honors war veterans

Honoring All Vietnam Era Veterans Day in Minnesota

Please email her and thank her for such a wonder article.

Viewpoint: Minnesota strives to support veterans, active military
Julie Bunn, Viewpoint Writer, Woodbury Bulletin
Published Tuesday, June 09, 2009

This past Memorial Day, while taking a week vacation with my family, I had the privilege of attending an early morning service at the Vietnam Support Base, Landside at Patriots Point Naval and Maritime Museum in Charleston, S.C.

For me, it was one of the most moving memorial services I have ever attended.

While the event honored all those that served and had given the ultimate sacrifice for our country, the setting and the speakers were chosen to make a special statement about, and to, those who served in Vietnam.


The service was held in the midst of a recreated Vietnam military base (an on-going exhibit), complete with buildings, jeeps, helicopters and support equipment.

The keynote speaker had led several units in Vietnam, and spoke eloquently and movingly of the young men who served under him, and their and their families’ sacrifices for our country.

Most importantly, in light of our present challenges, and our nation’s future, he spoke of the fact that these soldiers did not always receive the welcome home, after care or respect that they deserved.

We were here this Memorial Day not just to remember and honor them, but to learn from our past mistakes regarding how we responded at home.

Unfortunately, the world is such that we still face challenges and military conflicts around the globe. While as free citizens in a democracy, we may not always agree about the international and military policies and decisions of our elected leaders, and thus will continue to experience spirited debate around these issues.

We have, however, evolved as a country and citizenry in our unified show of support for our active military and veterans, and in our efforts to both be available to their families when they are away and meet their needs on their return home.

Throughout my service in the Minnesota Legislature, there has been universal support for initiatives to support our veterans and men and women in uniform.

During my first term in the Minnesota House of Representatives, we passed significant legislation to show veterans of every war that Minnesota recognizes their commitment and sacrifice.

In 2007, veterans' initiatives included funding for suicide prevention and psychological support for returning combat veterans, increased funding for the State Soldier Assistance Program and for Veterans County Service Officer Assistance grants, and a "GI bill" with extensive education benefits for returning soldiers.

In 2008, veterans' initiatives included tax credits for disabled veterans, exempting National Guard drill pay in-state and active services in Minnesota from taxes, and expanding the Minnesota GI Bill and the War Survivor's Act.

At the start of my second term, I am pleased to report that the Minnesota State Legislature remains committed to preserving programs and services for our veterans and National Guard.

In 2009, we continued to support our veterans and troops despite a record budget shortfall by increasing funding for Veterans Homes by 5.3 percent, for Veterans Services Programs by 6.1 percent, and for Military Affairs by 7.6 percent.

This coming weekend, we have yet another opportunity to reflect on and honor those who have served our country.

I invite you to join the Minnesota Department of Veterans Affairs and the Minnesota Veterans community on Saturday, June 13 at the State Capitol grounds as Minnesota Honors Vietnam Era Veterans.

On April 3, 2009, Gov. Pawlenty signed legislation declaring June 13 “Honoring All Vietnam Era Veterans Day” in Minnesota.

The day will begin at 8:50 a.m. with a Gold Star Family prayer service and end at 8 p.m. with evening entertainment.

Events will include the Vietnam memorial traveling wall, a parade of colors, a Killed-In-Action roll call, fly-overs and meeting opportunities with units and platoons.

This will be the largest Vietnam veteran event in Minnesota history and is free and open to the public.

For additional information, see the event website at www.mnhonorsvietnamvets.org, or contact Ms. Sarah Graves at (651) 757-1550 or e-mail sara.graves@state.mn.us.

Finally, I invite you to join a new effort in our local communities to make sure that our military families have the on-going support they need.

Under the leadership of committed citizens and public officials, and in conjunction with a larger Yellow Ribbon Network, our communities are now organizing to provide greater avenues for support.

Please contact me (296-4244) to be linked to local efforts.


Bunn (DFL-Lake Elmo) represents District 56A in the Minnesota House of Representatives. She can be reached at (651) 296-4244, by mail at 521 State Office Building, 100 Martin Luther King Blvd., St. Paul, MN 55155 or via e-mail at rep.Julie.bunn@house.mn.

http://www.woodburybulletin.com/articles/index.cfm?id=31799&section=Opinion

Seattle may give veterans anti-discrimination protection

Seattle may give veterans anti-discrimination protection
By SCOTT GUTIERREZ
SEATTLEPI.COM STAFF

The Seattle City Council is considering legislation that would add veterans to a list of protected classes under the city's anti-discrimination law.

State and federal law already prohibits discrimination against veterans in areas such as employment and housing. The proposed ordinance would give veterans an option within local government for filing a complaint, and possibly a more convenient route if they've been denied a job or housing in Seattle due to their military status.

City Councilmember Nick Licata, who is co-sponsoring the legislation, said the war in Iraq has raised the profile of veterans returning from duty and that it is important "to make sure that their needs are met" after serving their country.

A hearing on the legislation is set for Wednesday before the City Council's committee on Culture, Civil Rights, Health and Personnel. Licata, the committee's chairman, said the idea for the legislation came through discussions with veteran advocates.

Any active duty member, reservist or honorably discharged veteran of the U.S. Armed Services would be included under the legislation, which prohibits discrimination in housing, employment, contracting or public accommodation. Other categories protected under the law include race, color, sex, marital status, sexual orientation, gender identity, political ideology, age, creed, religion, ancestry and disabilities.

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http://www.seattlepi.com/local/407038_veterans10.html

Awareness key as soldiers return home

Awareness key as soldiers return home
Natchaug Hospital spreading word on mental health hurdles

By Judy Benson Published on 6/11/2009



New London - Of the 1.5 million soldiers deployed to Afghanistan and Iraq since 2001, an estimated 5 to 10 percent have mild traumatic brain injury, and up to 60 percent of those also have post-traumatic stress disorder.

Navy psychiatrist Dr. Craig Martin recited those statistics Wednesday to impress on his audience the need for families, communities, mental health professionals and servicemen themselves to understand and recognize these conditions so those affected can get help.

Martin, who treats patients at a seven-month-old clinic at the Naval Submarine Base in Groton for servicemen after deployment from throughout the Northeast, included those figures in a talk on traumatic brain injury and post traumatic stress disorder to a roomful of Natchaug Hospital staff, board members and hospital supporters at the mental health hospital's 55th annual meeting Wednesday at the Coast Guard Academy. Located in Mansfield, with satellite outpatient facilities throughout the region, Natchaug provides mental health services to adults and children from throughout Eastern Connecticut.
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http://www.theday.com/re.aspx?re=4dd04c29-c622-4c1b-bc92-7d00440a2f4a



There are over 20 videos that I've made on PTSD. There are two I would like you to watch to help you understand this. You can watch them direct from Great Americans or on the sidebar of this blog.

This is one of the first videos I made. The only difference between then and now is the numbers are a lot higher.

Wounded Minds Veterans and PTSD (27:35) The wound of PTSD is not new. It has been documented since the start of recorded history under different names, but the result is the same.


PTSD I Grieve (8:39) National Guards men and women are reporting with PTSD at 50%. Most of them return to the police force or fire departments

If you want to really know about PTSD, try to find a little over half and hour to learn what it took me over 25 years to learn. I made it easy for you.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

WWII Slave Camp Soldiers:The Army had never recognized the men until last weekend

The day I held a sobbing WWII medic in my arms
Story Highlights
Two-star general credits CNN's online reporting in preserving WWII legacy

CNN's Wayne Drash filed series of reports in recent months on slave camp soldiers

350 U.S. soldiers were held at a Nazi slave labor camp in 1945

The Army had never recognized the men until last weekend
By Wayne Drash
CNN


Editor's note: In our Behind the Scenes series, CNN correspondents and producers share their experiences in covering news and analyze the stories behind the events.

ATLANTA, Georgia (CNN) -- I'll never forget holding World War II medic Tony Acevedo in my arms. He wept and convulsed for more than 10 minutes, his body constricting and tightening in a way I'd never seen before. "I'm sorry," he said, repeating, "I'm sorry. I want to say more, but I can't."

I held his hand and hugged him until he calmed. I had asked what I thought was a simple question. "When I say the name Erwin Metz, what comes to your mind?"

That's when the demons of 1945 took over.

Metz was one of the Nazi commanders who headed a slave labor camp known as Berga an der Elster, where 350 U.S. soldiers -- 80 of whom had been targeted for being Jewish -- were beaten, starved and forced to work in tunnels at a secret V-2 rocket factory. They worked 10 to 12 hour days with only 400 calories of food, mostly bread made from sawdust. More than 100 soldiers died at the camp or on a forced death march of more than 200 miles.
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http://www.cnn.com/2009/US/06/09/berga.recognition.btsc/index.html

PTSD:It's the cuts that bind

by
Chaplain Kathie

When I take my dog for a walk things run through my mind. He's a 13 year old Golden Retriever, great dog but not much of a retriever, he'd rather play keep-away. He's walking slower now which means more time to think.

This time it was thinking about a college student writing a paper on PTSD. When we first began to communicate, she had no idea what PTSD was. Thinking about her, made me smack myself in the head because I doubt I ever posted what I told her. If I did, forgive me but with over 6,000 posts on this blog and over 10,000 on the other one, it tends to get hard to remember what gets posted and what passes around in my brain.

I've written before how I really hate to cook. I do it enough to get by but most of my problem is, I'm a klutz. I usually end up either getting burnt or cut. Funny how that works. Once burnt twice shy, or something like that as the saying goes. It comes from the fact when we are hurt once by something, we tend to be very leery the next time we come in contact with the same situation. Lately animals have been studied a lot more in treating PTSD and even they are reluctant to repeat something that got them hurt before.

My right hand has a bunch of indents in it all from wounds. The scars have healed but the same area was repeatedly wounded. The first time I cut the area, it hurt like hell but the flesh closed up and the pain went away and soon even the scar was gone. The next time I wasn't so lucky. It was deeper and hurt more because it was a "re-wounding" of the same area. It took longer for the pain to subside, longer for the scar to heal and it was still visible long after it had healed. This repeated over and over again and each time it was deeper, lasted longer and the scar was a lot more visible.

PTSD is a lot like cuts in flesh but these are cuts to the emotions we all have.

The more sensitive the person, the harder it hits and the more it hurts. Sometimes it only takes once to be emotionally cut. Most of the time it is a series of cuts striking by what they see, what they hear, what they smell and above all, what they feel. This all gets embedded in memory but also in the place of the brain where emotions are kept. When they have a flashback, it's a replay of all of it. Not like a movie where they are watching from a distance but they are right back to where it happened. Reality TV on steroids.

Now let's take these cuts coming one after another,,,,now do you get it? When they are deployed it's not just one event but one after another before they've had a chance to grieve and heal. This causes a lot of what we're seeing with veterans coming home from Iraq and Afghanistan but it was only the beginning. The worst came when they were deployed over and over and over again. The cuts were deeper and they never had a chance to heal before they were sent back and cut some more. It's the reason why redeployments increase the risk of PTSD by 50% for each time back.

While some may escape the cuts from the first deployment, they were not so lucky the second or the third time and really pretty much screwed after that. Even the most self-centered people you know can reach a limit before they begin to feel the pain of others around them. All that happens becomes parts of their mind that hold memories binded together with the part of the brain where emotions live.

Fort Campbell soldier's death in Afghanistan under investigation



Fort Campbell soldier dies in Afghanistan
The Associated Press
Posted: 06/10/2009 05:06:54 PM PDT
Updated: 06/10/2009 05:06:55 PM PDT


FORT CAMPBELL, Ky.—The military says a Fort Campbell soldier from California has died from a non-combat injury in Afghanistan.

The Defense Department said Wednesday that 25-year-old Spc. Eduardo S. Silva of Greenfield, Calif., died Tuesday at Bagram Airfield. The death is under investigation.

Silva was assigned to the 563rd Aviation Support Battalion, 159th Combat Aviation Brigade, 101st Airborne Division.



UPDATE July 6, 2008

Army Spc. Eduardo S. Silva, 25, Greenfield; found dead in his bed in Afghanistan
His father fears foul play. The soldier's death is under investigation, but officials say the findings won't be released for several weeks.
By Maura Dolan and Sam Quinones
July 5, 2009
Army Spc. Eduardo S. Silva, 25, loved making his family and friends laugh.

That he would die mysteriously in Afghanistan was unimaginable to his family in the Monterey County community of Greenfield. Because he was an Army cook, his family believed he would be safe.


The Army said Silva died of noncombat-related injuries June 9 in Bagram, Afghanistan, north of Kabul, where he was on his third tour of duty.

He was assigned to the 563rd Aviation Support Battalion, 159th Combat Aviation Brigade, 101st Airborne Division (Air Assault) at Ft. Campbell, Ky.

His death is under investigation, and a spokeswoman said the findings would not be released for several weeks.


Silva's father, Eduardo, said in an interview that he feared foul play in his son's death.

"He didn't die from combat, but from blows," said his father, speaking in Spanish. "They found him dead in his bed."
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http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-silva5-2009jul05,0,221807.story

Lawmakers to hold news briefing on burn pits

Lawmakers to hold news briefing on burn pits
By Kelly Kennedy - Staff writer
Posted : Wednesday Jun 10, 2009 17:11:21 EDT

Sponsors of a bill aimed at more tightly regulating the use of open-air burn pits for waste disposal in Iraq and Afghanistan will hold a news conference Thursday to highlight the effects on troops of possible exposure to toxins from burn-pit smoke.

“There is mounting evidence that veterans may be ill — and some may have actually died — as a result of exposure to dangerous toxins produced by the pits,” Rep. Tim Bishop, D-N.Y., said in a statement. Bishop co-sponsored the bill with Rep. Carol Shea-Porter, D-N.H.

The news conference will feature veterans who say they were sickened by the plumes, as well as an epidemiologist who specializes in the health risks associated with exposure to burn pits, which are used at bases throughout Iraq and Afghanistan.


The legislation, HR 2419, prohibits building burn pits on new bases that military officials know will exist for more than six months, and it calls for tracking all troops exposed to the black plumes that come from the pits.
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Lawmakers to hold news briefing on burn pits

Tysons Corner ad shocks Vietnam vets

Insensitive? Ungrateful? Who knows what was in the mind of the creator of such a stunt. The problem is, it just used one of the most emotionally charging images in this nation. Maybe since The Wall has received so much notoriety because of Memorial Day they thought they could cash in on it. The problem is, anyone trying to cash in on what was already paid for with the deaths of these men and women, has the wrath of the living to contend with.

Tysons Corner ad shocks Vietnam vets
By: Michael Neibauer
Examiner Staff Writer
06/09/09 3:36 PM EDT

Prominent Vietnam veterans and their families are appalled by an advertisement for a major local mall that shows a woman in front of a wall that strongly resembles the Vietnam Veterans Memorial, with the names of the center’s stores appearing instead of the names of the war dead.

Tysons Corner Center reacted quickly to condemnation from the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund and ordered the immediate removal of 440 of the ads from the Metrorail cars where they have been posted, mall spokeswoman Allison Fischer said Tuesday afternoon.

The Tysons ad features a black granite wall engraved with a list of shops over the slogan, “It’s time to defrost.” The store names are presented in virtually the same font on a highly reflective surface like the Vietnam Memorial. There is an image in the background of a what could be a rose, a flower commonly left at the Wall.

“There’s no question my generation will see this as The Wall,” said Marshall Carter, chairman of the New York Stock Exchange and a veteran of two tours in Vietnam. “There’s no getting around it. It jumps right off the page.”

Jan Scruggs, founder and president of the Vietnam Veteran Memorial Fund, said the ad is an “obvious and blatant misuse of the image of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial, which has a serious place in America's heart and soul.” More than 58,000 American men and women died in the war.
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Tysons Corner ad shocks Vietnam vets

Traveling version of Vietnam War exhibit soon available

Traveling version of Vietnam War exhibit soon available
Wednesday, 10 June 2009


Anoka, MN -- “I left the war in September of 1967, but the war hasn’t left me. It never will.” Those words, spoken by a Vietnam veteran from Anoka, point out the impact the Vietnam War has had on people in Anoka County.

A traveling version of the very powerful exhibit, “Vietnam: The Veteran’s Experience” will soon be available for appropriate venues throughout the area.

It is expected that this display will be scheduled in high traffic public areas, such as bank lobbies, libraries, and city festivals. It is also appropriate for places frequented by veterans such as VFW’s and American Legions.

Organizations wishing to schedule the exhibit may take it to their venue for display for up to a month. The traveling display is a scaled down version of ”Vietnam: The Veteran’s Experience,” which has won the prestigious National Award of Merit from the National Association for State and Local History.

The exhibit tells the story of the tumultuous 1960s era using the memories of Anoka’s own local soldiers, Sailors and Marines, who served in Vietnam. With courage and candor, Anoka County men and women have shared their stories in ways that illustrate the horror of war, and the courage of ordinary people.
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Traveling version of Vietnam War exhibit soon available

Spc. Kenneth Jacobs death a year ago and tragedy goes on


Soldier from Holly Springs dies
Wednesday, June 25, 2008

HOLLY SPRINGS (WTVD) -- The Army is investigating the death of a Schofield Barracks soldier from North Carolina found dead on base earlier this week.

Spc. Kenneth Jacobs, a 22-year-old from Holly Springs, N.C., was found unconscious and not breathing Monday.

Paramedics tried to revive him but were unsuccessful and declared him dead at the scene.
Jacobs was assigned to the 2nd Battalion, 27th Infantry Regiment, 3rd Infantry Brigade Combat Team. He moved to Hawaii in 2006. He returned in October from a deployment to Iraq.
http://abclocal.go.com/wtvd/story?section=news/local&id=6228338

I receive a lot of emails, heart tugging emails, and once in a while the sender is begging for help. They feel they are out of hope and out of help. This is one of them. I was asked to post this and I'm doing it praying someone out there can help this widow get the justice denied her husband.

Huffing deaths are not suicide. They are doing it to seek relief. Spc. Jacobs was put on Zoloft and we all know there are problems with this. You can't give them medication this strong and simply hope for the best without any kind of therapy. Yet when Spc. Jacobs was found dead in the barracks, that was the end of it. There were no more follow up stories of yet one more non-combat death not counted. Not one more headline grabbing story of a young soldier's death following PTSD and not treated properly. Above all of this no story of the young widow and her children left behind with no income, no death insurance and no help from the military under survivors benefits. Read her story and if you can help her, contact me and I'll give you her contact information. There has to be help for her out there somewhere. My God! Do we really support the troops and honor military families or don't we?

I’m writing to you to tell you about my husband, SPC. Kenneth Robert Jacobs who passed away on June 23rd 2008.



Ken graduated basic training from Ft. Benning GA , in August 2006 and was stationed at Schoffield Barracks in Hawaii. The unit that he was assigned to was already in Iraq and he joined them there in Nov. 2006. Ken’s duties in Iraq included house to house searches, guard duty, tower duty, and gunner on Humvees. During Ken’s 1 year deployment his hummer had been hit by 4 IED’s. He never complained about being there and said he knew they were helping the Iraqi people. Ken was the only one in his unit that received The Leader of The Pack award twice while deployed.



His deployment ended in Nov. 2007 and Ken said they all had to have a physical and debriefing before they could come home. He said they were told how to answer any questions asked, if they wanted to go home right away and not to stay for more evaluation. They were told that nightmares were normal and would go away in time, and not to mention anything they had to do over there to anyone. He was also told “anyone who had been hit with an IED go stand in that line” which he did. Then they were all asked as a group “who wants more testing done?” and no one raised their hands. Ken said he “didn’t want to look like a loser in front of the other guys” so he didn’t raise his hand.



Because Ken had answered all of the questions “correctly” he got to come home on leave for 4 weeks. After his leave him and I flew back to Hawaii and got married. Myself and my 3 year old daughter moved to Hawaii in Feb. 2008.

At this time I noticed that Ken became very angry easily. His drinking was out of control and he would have terrible nightmares, thrashing around in bed. We were getting into terrible fights and one night the MP’s were called. Ken had to see a Psychiatrist and told him about some of the things he had to do and things he saw in Iraq . The doctor told him “No wonder you’re messed up!” This doctor diagnosed him with PTSD and put him on Zoloft. I believe this was in March of 2008. After this he really wasn’t getting any better. In May of 2008 I was out on the porch and heard Ken yelling at my 3 year old to go out the window. He was screaming “Go! Go! Go!” Then fell to the floor and started to have some type of seizure. When it was over, he got up and sat in a chair and started typing on the computer. I asked Kenny “What just happen?” and he didn’t remember any of it. I told him he needed go back to the doctor. He went back to the doctor and told him what happen and he increased his Zoloft.

That’s it! No counseling for him or I to understand what was going on, nothing.

The two of us were still fighting horribly and after another blowout he decided to spend the night at the barracks with his buddies on June 22, 2008. Ken went to his detail the next morning and we made up. We had an OBGYN appointment that morning, because I was 4 months pregnant, and Ken was going to meet me there. He asked his friend if he could take a nap in his room until the appointment and his friend said yes. That was around 9:00am. His friend came back to his room at 1:00pm and found Kenny lying in bed not moving. He rolled him over to find Ken had passed away in his sleep.



Because Ken was found alone in the room there was a criminal investigation. They determined there was no foul play and ruled his death accidental. The initial autopsy report did not show anything so all of Ken’s reports and test were sent to DC to be analyzed to determine cause of death. After waiting for 4 months the doctor who wrote the autopsy report said there were no drugs or alcohol in Ken’s system. They also didn’t find any Zoloft which I knew he took every day. The only thing they could find was a trace of difluoroethane which is a common ingredient in “dust-off” So in his opinion, this was probably Ken’s cause of death.



The investigators did find one can of dust-off in the room behind the T.V. on the opposite side of the room where Ken was found. According to the National Institute on Drug abuse the key danger of inhalant abuse is Sudden Sniffing Death Syndrome. This is when a huffer dies within seconds of taking a hit of the inhalant, usually from heart failure. Since the only can of dust-off was found on the other side of the room on a shelf behind a T.V, wouldn’t this cause of death be unlikely? I may never know how my husband died, and nothing will bring him back. But I do know the Army did not provide him or I with counseling for his diagnosed PTSD. He was given medication and told that would solve all of his problems. Ken was scheduled for deployment again in Nov. 2008



Why isn’t there a program in place for these soldiers to get the help they need when returning home from deployment? Why are these kids given a choice to get counseling, and make it seem like punishment, or an embarrassment? Scheduled counseling should be mandatory when a soldier is put on any anti-depressant or antipsychotic medication. More intense screening should be done to determine brain injury for soldiers who had been hit with IED’s. Sgt. Sipes (kens team leader) told me that “one of the IED’s that they hit was so bad that Kenny was bleeding from his ears. He and Ken were taken to a Med Aide station to be observed for 48 hours but no tests were done.

He said Ken was never the same after that. He was always the comic relief guy, he said. Ken would make light of any situation they were in, and always had a smile on his face. He told me after that day his personality changed. He kept to himself and the sgt. knew that there was something wrong with him. They came home shortly after that. Sgt. Sipes was one of the soldiers who found Ken that terrible day and tried to revive him.



My husband was 21 years old. He left behind a wife, stepdaughter, mother, 2 younger brothers, sister, grandparents, many friends, and a son who he will never get to see.

Please don’t let this happen to another soldier, or family. Better screening of Traumatic Brain Injuries and mandatory counseling for returning solders’ who are prescribed anti depressants or anti psychotic medication should be our governments’ top priority.



Because of the autopsy determination myself and my children have been denied the VA's DIC benefits. My husband had not changed his beneficiary from his mother to me after our marriage of which he was supposed to be counseled on and never was after our marriage. My mother in-law has received the insurance money. She does not help me out. I am on SSI and live with my mother, daughter, son, brother, sister and nephew. Why am I and my family being punished for what the military has "determined" to be my husband’s cause of death? Why didn't my husband receive the help he needed instead of the medications handed out like candy. If my husband had been receiving help for his diagnosed PTSD this would never have happened. Now, I am without my husband. My children without a father. How are families of soldiers that commit suicide awarded the benefits and not mine? Isn’t it time the military supported it's soldiers and their families? Please help me to receive the DIC benefits that my husband's family deserves for his service to our country.



It is time the military stands behind its families of the soldiers that have served our country. Death should not be discriminated and families should not suffer any more then they have. If a soldier gives up and commits suicide the family is taken care of. These families have a right to know that if what the servicemen and women are asked to do and if what they have seen affects them mentally, their service to our country is forgotten and the surviving family’s will also be forgotten.



We have also been in contact with Mrs.XXXXX. Her husband passed away days after Kenny from the same circumstances. She was told before she received the death certificate that the cause of death would need to be changed in order for her to receive her benefits (which read the same on my husband’s certificate). She did so before applying and has received the benefits. We were not told this. Also, her husband did not receive the help he also deserved to prevent his death from happening. We are not alone and unfortunately unless mandatory counseling is given to these soldiers no mater the rank, there will be more of us. Please help us with our fight for our survivor benefits, to reclassify my husband’s death, and to enforce counseling for these soldiers to prevent this from happening. My husband did not die from huffing, an overdose or suicide. My husband’s death was clearly service related and he never came home from Iraq.

How can this be ignored?



Sincerely,

Chriscedia D. Jacobs

Two shot at Holocaust Memorial Museum

Two shot at Holocaust Memorial Museum
Two people have been shot at the entrance of the U.S. Holocaust Memorial Museum, emergency officers said. A private security guard and another person were wounded, according to officials of the D.C. police and fire department. full story

UPDATE
Guard killed during shooting at Holocaust museum
Story Highlights
Stephen Tyrone Johns died "heroically in the line of duty," museum says
Suspect is 88-year-old white supremacist, law enforcement officials say

Man with "long gun" entered museum, fired at guard, police spokesman says

Security guard and shooter were wounded in exchange of gunfire, police say
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Guard killed during shooting at Holocaust museum

NAMI Montana executive director Mat Kuntz nominated to All Stars

Sent from member of NAMI

Here is a chance to help raise both NAMI’s profile and public awareness of the mental health needs of veterans-- in PEOPLE magazine.

NAMI Montana executive director Mat Kuntz, who is featured in the latest NAMI Advocate cover story www.nami.org/obama has been nominated to be one of PEOPLE Magazine’s “All-Stars Among Us,” representing Americans who have gone “above and beyond to serve their community.”

Earlier this year, he was selected to ride President’s Obama’s inaugural train as an “ordinary American” who has done “extraordinary things,” through advocacy for veterans.

Nominees for PEOPLE’s “All-Stars Among Us” are grouped under the names of major league baseball teams. The top vote-getter for each team will be honored at the MLB 2009 All-Star Game, July 13-15, in St. Louis. The person with the most votes overall will be featured in PEOPLE Magazine. To cast your ballot:

Visit the PEOPLE All-Star Web site.
Select the Pittsburgh Pirates emblem
Vote for Matt.

It’s that simple. Please spread the word to your networks. Each person can also vote up to 25 times in multiple visits (Yes, it’s allowed). Balloting ends on June 24. Mattt may be a long-shot, but someone has to win!

Note to Pentagon:PTSD? It's only human stupid!

by Chaplain Kathie

Are they out of their minds? The answer to treating PTSD is right in front of them but they can't see it. They are trying to alter the way humans process traumatic events by trying to numb them!

If they spend all this time trying to "short-circuit the brain’s stress response" then the see the answer to treating it. The part of the brain they see changed is where emotions live. ( I happen to think that is where the soul lives but that's beside the point for now.) Stress response is primeval, fight or flight. When it comes to the men and women (remember they are humans) there are different reactions considering who is involved in the life threatening situation. If it is just them, in split milliseconds their own survival is considered. Safer to fight or safer to run? If other people are involved, that's a totally different story because that comes from compassion, empathy, sensitivity, pick the word, it all involves the core of the person.

Do they think that Medal of Honor, Silver Star, Bronze Star veterans acted simply out of wanting to kill the enemy? Hell no! They acted with bravery to save the lives of their comrades. Read the accounts of the Medal of Honor recipients. Most of them were wounded yet somehow managed to still get up and save the lives of others either by manning weapons to obliterate the enemy before they managed to kill more of their "brothers" or despite the enemy, ran to save the lives of others. That not only required the courage to act it required the emotional connection to inspire it.

Read this,

Criterion A: stressor

The person has been exposed to a traumatic event in which both of the following have been present:

1. The person has experienced, witnessed, or been confronted with an event or events that involve actual or threatened death or serious injury, or a threat to the physical integrity of oneself or others.

2. The person's response involved intense fear, helplessness, or horror. Note: in children, it may be expressed instead by disorganized or agitated behavior.

Criterion B: intrusive recollection

The traumatic event is persistently re-experienced in at least one of the following ways:

1. Recurrent and intrusive distressing recollections of the event, including images, thoughts, or perceptions. Note: in young children, repetitive play may occur in which themes or aspects of the trauma are expressed.

2. Recurrent distressing dreams of the event. Note: in children, there may be frightening dreams without recognizable content

3. Acting or feeling as if the traumatic event were recurring (includes a sense of reliving the experience, illusions, hallucinations, and dissociative flashback episodes, including those that occur upon awakening or when intoxicated). Note: in children, trauma-specific reenactment may occur.

4. Intense psychological distress at exposure to internal or external cues that symbolize or resemble an aspect of the traumatic event.

5. Physiologic reactivity upon exposure to internal or external cues that symbolize or resemble an aspect of the traumatic event

http://www.ncptsd.va.gov/ncmain/ncdocs/fact_shts/fs_dsm_iv_tr.html%3C/


This explains how combat veterans have higher levels of PTSD simply because of the exposures to traumatic events. It also explains how police officers, firefighters and emergency responders become wounded by PTSD. While the rest of us can become wounded by PTSD from one event, think about the countless times they are involved with traumatic events piled on each other. Get a better idea now? Apparently the military can't grasp it.

If PTSD were all about just the person alone, then the criteria for diagnosing PTSD would not include "or to others" and when they are interviewing the GI they would not even consider them if they worked in a motor pool recovering the vehicles the trauma happened in. After all, there was no danger to them and they did not witness the event on anyone else. They simply witnessed the aftermath of it in the vehicle itself. It's a lot different than picking up body parts on the scene but they can manage to understand how dealing with it far away from the danger itself can wound them emotionally.

Numbing them will eliminate the thing that keeps them going in order to save the lives of others. Why do they enter into the military in the first place? Do they ever think of that? Sure some will join in order to be killing machines. They are the type that is disconnected from what makes us human and they are pretty much selfish "bastards" not giving a crap about anyone else. However the vast majority are out to save and willing to kill in order to do that. Why can't they get this part? What is the basis of this wanting to save lives of their countrymen? Obvious, isn't it? Compassion!

If they play around looking for a drug to kill off the same emotions that cause them to serve in the first place what will they have?

Next is the danger of some of the drugs they are already using. Read this part.

POTENTIAL HARMS
A detailed recounting of a traumatic experience may cause further distress to the patient and is not advisable unless a provider has been trained and is able to support the patient through this experience.

Pharmacological Adverse Effects

Note: See Table 4 of Module 1 – Treatment Interventions for PTSD – for detailed list of drug adverse effects and cautions.

Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) (fluoxetine, paroxetine, sertraline, fluvoxamine, citalopram): nausea, headache, sexual dysfunction, hyponatremia/syndrome of inappropriate antidiuretic hormone (SIADH), serotonin syndrome
Tricyclic antidepressants (imipramine, amitriptyline, desipramine, nortriptyline, protriptyline, clomipramine): anticholinergic effects, orthostatic hypotension, increased heart rate, ventricular arrhythmias
Monoamine oxidase inhibitors (phenelzine, tranylcypromine): hypertensive crisis with drug/tyramine interactions, bradycardia, orthostatic hypotension, insomnia
Sympatholytics: propranolol – hypotension, bronchospasm, bradycardia; prazosin – first dose syncope
Novel antidepressants: trazodone and nefazodone – sedation, rare priapism; venlafaxine – hypertension in patients with preexisting hypertension; nefazodone – hepatoxicity
Anticonvulsants: carbamazepine – leukopenia, SIADH, drowsiness, ataxia; gabapentin – sedation, ataxia; lamotrigine - Stevens-Johnson syndrome, fatigue; topiramate – secondary angle closure glaucoma, sedation, dizziness, ataxia; valproate – nausea/vomiting, sedation, ataxia, thrombocytopenia
Benzodiazepines (clonazepam, lorazepam, alprazolam, diazepam): sedation, memory impairment, ataxia, dependence
Typical antipsychotics (chlorpromazine, haloperidol, thioridazine): sedation, orthostatic hypotension (with chlorpromazine and thorazine), akathisia, dystonia, drug-induced parkinsonism, tardive dyskinesia , neuroleptic malignant syndrome, QTc changes
Atypical antipsychotics (olanzapine, quetiapine, risperidone): sedation, weight gain, neuroleptic malignant syndrome, akathisia (at high doses), drug-induced parkinsonism, especially with doses >6 mg/d
Non-benzodiazepine hypnotics (zaleplon, zolpidem): sedation, ataxia, rebound insomnia
Non-benzodiazepine anti-anxiety (buspirone): nausea, headache
http://www.guideline.gov/summary/summary.aspx?ss=15&doc_id=5187#s26



Do they go for the obvious? No, they have to complicate all of it by not doing the obvious. Taking into account that the aftermath of traumatic events has been the same since man began to kill other men, (See Cain and Able) there has been a price to pay for it. That price comes from the part of each of us making us humans instead of animals able to eat their own. The drugs they are already using have consequences just as the chemical potions they are trying to come up with to prevent PTSD will have consequences. What they can't seem to see is the answer to how to treat it is staring them right in the face.

Talk therapy works because they are able to tell someone about it and get a response telling them they are not an animal but a human grieving for the loss of friends or the pain of others they had something to do with causing. It lets them come to terms their own live was in danger. What they miss in all of this is turning around what they were told before they faced all of it. They are told that they can train their brains, prepare it to be mentally tough to endure what they were being sent to do. The problem with this is it tells them if they end up being sensitive humans wounded by PTSD after, it's their own damn fault. This has to be undone. They need to see the courage they had in the first place and that it required them to have the compassion in the first place to step up and do it. In other words, without the compassion they wouldn't have had the courage.

They need to understand how human PTSD is. It strikes all mortals from all walks of life. It thrives on the human emotions wounded by abnormal events out of their control, be it from being attacked by another person in commission of a crime or by an enemy trying to kill them. Be it from natural disasters or the obliteration of warfare. Be it from a cop on the street in a shoot out or a soldier in Iraq shooting it out on a street. An emergency responder in Florida or a combat medic in Fallujah.

The Pentagon is great with coming up with weapons but lousy on understanding the men and women using those weapons.

This is what caused me to post all of this.


Pentagon Investigates Pill-Popping PTSD Prevention
Wired News - USA
By Katie Drummond June 9, 2009 6:43 pm Categories: Army and Marines, DarpaWatch

As many as 300,000 Iraq and Afghanistan veterans may have suffered from PTSD or depression at some point, and the military has already spent millions on treatment for returning troops - everything from “samurai meditation” to at-home computerized counselors. Now the Pentagon’s advanced research arm is hoping that a combination of neuroscience, psychology, and creative pill-popping can stop battlefield stress before it even starts.

Darpa is hosting a one-day information session to solicit proposals for “Enabling Stress Resistance” among troops. They’re hoping to harness advances in molecular biology (the science of cell-to-cell interaction) and neuroscience that would short-circuit the brain’s stress response. Using animals as test subjects, Darpa first wants a precise understanding of how stress targets and damages the brain.
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This is yet one more problem they did not fix because they have been wasting time trying to get them to stop being human.

Psychiatr News June 16, 2006
Volume 41, Number 12, page 5
© 2006 American Psychiatric Association

Government News

Military Blamed for Inadequate Referrals for PTSD Assessment
Aaron Levin
The Department of Defense cannot assure that returning troops who need referrals for posttraumatic stress disorder are receiving them.

Only 1 of 5 of troops returning from Iraq or Afghanistan and found at risk for developing posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD) was referred for further mental health evaluations, according to a report from the Government Accountability Office (GAO).

In response, Department of Defense (DoD) medical officials said they will make criteria for referral more explicit but said that the report understates the number of soldiers who had access to care.

The report was mandated by Congress as part of the National Defense Reauthorization Act of 2005.

"This is about screening, not treatment," said Cynthia Bascetta, M.A., M.P.H., director of health care for the GAO. "We're not even at the stage of knowing whether they were treated."

The report analyzed information culled from the standard forms filled out by members of the armed services as they returned from the two theaters of war. These Post Deployment Health Assessment (PDHA) forms ask about physical and psychosocial health. They include four questions intended to determine risk for PTSD. Three or four positive responses to these questions indicate a higher risk of developing the disorder. After completing the forms, service members discuss their responses with a health care professional, who may be a physician, nurse practitioner, or physician assistant.

The GAO examined computerized data on 178,664 troops and found that 9,145 (5 percent) were at risk for PTSD, but only 2,029 (22 percent) had been referred to mental health specialists.

http://pn.psychiatryonline.org/cgi/content/full/41/12/5



When I was a child, at the age of 13, my father took me to the Pentagon. As I walked around seeing the sea of uniforms and medals, I thought they had to have been the smartest, bravest people in this country. Now I am not a child and while I still think they are brave, they certainly are not the smartest people. They stopped thinking like humans.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Pennsylvania Trooper, kidnapper die in mountain highway shootout


Trooper, kidnapper die in mountain highway shootout

By Associated Press SWIFTWATER, Pa. (AP) - A man who kidnapped his 9-year-old son in northeastern Pennsylvania led police on a 40-mile chase that ended in a crash and an exchange of gunfire that killed him and a state trooper, state police said Monday. Another trooper was wounded, but the boy was not shot.

The chase Sunday night began outside Easton in the Pocono Mountains and ended just east of Tobyhanna when the suspect crashed his car, according to Pocono Mountain Regional Police Chief Harry Lewis. He said the suspect and police then traded gunfire.

The 31-year-old suspect, whose name was not released, died at the scene, state police said.

Trooper Joshua Miller, 34, was taken to Lehigh Valley Hospital in Allentown, where he died of his gunshot wounds, police said. His colleague, 35-year-old Robert Lombardo, was listed in satisfactory condition at Community Medical Center in Scranton.

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Holy Ground Homeless Shelter saved because people cared

Of all the posts I put up to share, I take great joy in posting this kind of story to warm your heart, renew your belief if the human spirit and the compassion people can find within their own hearts. These people stepping up to help this wonderful woman are remarkable. They were not rich. Far from it. One donated $5.00 and another sold her things at a yard sale to find the extra money to give. Even in these hard times, people think of others first. Other people will look at the suffering that goes on in this world and ask, "Where is God" because so many suffer. They do not understand that God sends the answer to prayers when we hear His call and fulfill the need. How can anyone look at such acts of compassion and still wonder?


Outpouring of donations saves Holy Ground from eviction
By Camille C. Spencer, Times Staff Writer
In Print: Tuesday, June 9, 2009


HUDSON — An unemployed woman gave $5. Another woman sold her belongings at a yard sale and donated the $200 profit. Churches pitched in, too.

As word spread that Holy Ground Homeless Shelter was facing eviction, scores of people dropped by the county's only all-inclusive homeless shelter to give whatever they could to keep the doors open.

By Monday, their generosity saved the day.
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http://www.tampabay.com/news/humaninterest/article1008339.ece

Africanized bees hamper St. Pete firefighters

Bees hamper St. Pete firefighters

40,000 Africanized bees, electrified fence hamper St. Pete firefighters
Stephanie Hayes, Times Staff Writer
Posted: Jun 09, 2009 11:23 AM

The fire broke out at Robert Porter's one-story wood frame home at 1661 29th Ave. N around 9:30 a.m. A gas and water heater on Porter's back porch was too close to an empty book case and boxes, said St. Petersburg Fire Rescue Lt. Joel Granata. It erupted in flames, destroying the porch and spreading fire into the house through the back.

The fire burned down a TECO electric line on the back of the house, which fell and electrified a chain link fence in the back yard.

The Africanized bees burst from the hive, 8-feet tall and 30 inches wide nestled in the front of Porter's house. Capt. Bernie Williams told his firefighters with bee allergies to get back. That's when he felt the sting on his right shin.
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Army closing some wounded soldier units

Army closing some wounded soldier units
Army closing some wounded soldier units
By KRISTIN M. HALL
ASSOCIATED PRESS WRITER

NASHVILLE, Tenn. -- The Army is closing three special units for wounded and ill soldiers and downsizing others, including one at Fort Campbell, after tightening the selection process last year.

The warrior transition units were created in 2007 to address reports of substandard care for wounded soldiers. But the number of soldiers in these 36 units has dropped from a high of more than 12,000 last June to about 9,500 currently.

The Army announced last month three units at installations in Kansas and Alabama will close. Units that will be downsized are at posts in Kansas, Georgia, Washington and the Fort Campbell installation on the Tennessee-Kentucky border. Two units in Virginia will merge.

Commanders say the decrease is because the Army last year imposed stricter screening procedures for admitting wounded, ill and injured soldiers into the units.

Previously, the Army automatically sent any ill or injured soldier who needed more than six months of recovery to a warrior transition unit. The soldiers were assigned officers and enlisted leaders to manage their medical care and they were assisted by medical staff who helped them through recovery and rehabilitation.

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DID VIETNAM VETS GET SICKER IN THE 1990s?

The answer is,,,NO. They did not "get sicker" they just finally found out what was going on inside of them and the reason for it. Before this time, most were like the older veterans of WWI, WWII and Korea, just like the generations before them suffered all the same. Had some of them been helped to heal when PTSD was at mild or low levels, they would not have ended up suffering and most would have been able to work until they retired at a normal age. The problem was there was too much time between the onset of PTSD and the time they were treated because PTSD kept claiming more and more of "them" in the process. Untreated PTSD allowed the entry way for the secondary stressors to strike. This ended up sending mild PTSD into PTSD on steroids.

Thru the late 70's and into the 80's reports were beginning to raise the awareness but it was not until the 90's when PTSD was discussed more in the media and by service organizations. In other words, the message finally began to get thru. Do any of these researchers ever read the publications the people that already researched all of this already did?

DID VIETNAM VETS GET SICKER IN THE 1990s?
The veterans disability compensation (VDC) program, which provides a monthly stipend to disabled veterans, is the third largest American disability insurance program. Since the late 1990s, VDC growth has been driven primarily by an increase in claims from Vietnam veterans. Researchers at the National Bureau of Economic Research (NBER) attempt to solve the problem of selection bias that's inherent in comparisons of outcomes between veterans and non-veterans by using the draft lottery and 2000 U.S. Decennial Census data.
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http://www.ncpa.org/sub/dpd/index.php?Article_ID=18067


UPDATE

This was found in an article on homeless veterans. I think it really adds to what we're seeing today but is also a predictor of what we'll face if we allow the Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans to go untreated for PTSD. It doesn't cure itself if they are allowed to just bury it.

David Boling, a tall, softspoken 62-year-old, served in Vietnam from 1969–74. He worked as a welder and a machinist for many years but retired after injuring his back in 1997. He’s staying at the Glisan

Street Shelter while he waits to move into an apartment in Vancouver.
Boling says he’s had post-traumatic stress disorder and other mental health issues since returning from the war, but they became especially acute after he stopped working.

“I buried it for 30 years,” he says. “It is coming back on me… it just came back in the last two years, all those memories.” Boling is now on medication for bipolar disorder and sees a VA counselor for his PTSD.

Burroughs says many veterans find their situation changing as they age. They may retire, lose a spouse to death or divorce, or watch their children move out. With fewer distractions and a weaker support network, emotional trauma can seep to the surface.
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Veterans arriving on the streets not who you think
by Mara Grunbaum

Younger soldiers under stress more likely to get help

Younger soldiers under stress more likely to get help
By Teri Weaver, Stars and Stripes
Mideast edition, Tuesday, June 9, 2009
MADAIN, Iraq — Spc. Richard Wahl is married with two kids and a baby due in August.

When his wife developed a serious condition a few weeks ago, the young couple weren’t sure what to do. The crisis came down to geography.

"I was here," he said. "And she was there."

Wahl, 20, of the 1st Battalion, 505th Parachute Infantry Regiment is on his first tour in Iraq.

About half of the battalion has deployed previously, some, multiple times. For the most part, those soldiers are dealing with this tour fairly well, said the battalion chaplain, Capt. Mike Smith.

But the soldiers who more often seek help are younger, privates or corporals, who are experiencing Iraq for the first time, said Lt. Col. Avery Davis, the chief of physical medicine at Walter Reed Army Medical Hospital. He is attached to the battalion for a year as its primary doctor.

These younger soldiers, some still teenagers, are experiencing their first serious relationships, their first serious jobs and their first time away from home — all in a war zone. That mix can turn into anger, lethargy or something more dangerous if left alone, Smith and Davis said.

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Veterans start service as sheriff's officers

Veterans start service as sheriff's officers
Philadelphia Inquirer - Philadelphia,PA,USA
By Edward Colimore

Inquirer Staff Writer

Lou Tomassone of Atco has vivid memories of his service as a turret gunner in a cavalry unit in Tikrit, hometown of Saddam Hussein. The 24-year-old former Army specialist once escorted an Iraqi police chief through town when a bomb blew up, spraying his turret with shrapnel and miraculously missing him.

Sean Smith of Runnemede recalls coming under fire in Fallujah, guarding prisoners and teaching Iraqis how to police their country. The 22-year-old, who was in the Marines, showed the recruits how to conduct house raids and patrol the streets.

Louise Bazelak of Barrington remembers taking cover as insurgent mortar rounds fell into her camp at Balad. The 33-year-old former Air Force staff sergeant and F-16 aircraft mechanic still kept the planes flying.

After years in the military, Tomassone, Smith, and Bazelak now have changed uniforms and begun service of a different kind - in their own community.

The three were among 14 military veterans sworn in as Camden County sheriff's officers yesterday during a ceremony to mark the opening of the Camden Veterans Administration Outpatient Clinic adjacent to Cooper University Hospital.

The 12 men and two women were immediately marched to Camden City Hall to undergo processing. Another Iraq veteran was in Marine reservist training yesterday and will be sworn in later, officials said.


Police departments across the country typically have a high percentage of veterans, he said.

"They have discipline and are used to stress," Billingham said. "In the Middle East, they were also used to confrontation, used to dealing with innocent people in crisis."
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I couldn't agree more!

Navy vets seek Agent Orange compensation

Navy vets seek Agent Orange compensation
Tampabay.com - St. Petersburg,FL,USA
By William R. Levesque, Times Staff Writer
In Print: Tuesday, June 9, 2009


A bill in Congress provides a seemingly straightforward answer to a question that has vexed tens of thousands of Americans who served in the U.S. military.

Who is a Vietnam veteran?

The answer is vitally important to Navy personnel who served in Vietnam's territorial waters. For now, the Department of Veterans Affairs' definition of a Vietnam veteran does not include these men and women.

Legislation introduced in the House would change that, clearing the way for Navy veterans to get disability payments and free health care for ailments linked to the herbicide Agent Orange, from type II diabetes to a variety of cancers.

At stake: $3 billion in benefits.

The VA says the pool of veterans who would become eligible for benefits under the bill is 800,000, a number critics accuse the VA of exaggerating to inflate costs that may scare Congress. click link for more


Woe,,,,wait a second here,,,,did I just read what I think I read? The VA has been accused of trying to scare congress with the numbers of veterans this could add to the system? Did this really happen? Is is possible? If it is then that would explain WHY THE HELL THERE ARE SO MANY PROBLEMS IN THE VA! The VA is not a free ride. It was paid for the day Marines, soldiers, sailors an airmen stopped serving and became veterans. What part of this exactly didn't they understand? They already paid the price and it was not their responsibility to make sure that the congress at the time of funding the services they provided did not include any compensation and medical care that was produced as an outcome of the wars they funded and the means they paid for to fight it.

VIETNAM WAR STATISTICS IN UNIFORM AND IN COUNTRY
Vietnam Vets: 9.7% of their generation.
9,087,000 military personnel served on active duty during the Vietnam Era (Aug. 5, 1964-May 7, 1975).
8,744,000 GIs were on active duty during the war (Aug 5, 1964 - March 28, 1973).
3,403,100 (Including 514,300 offshore) personnel served in the Southeast Asia Theater (Vietnam, Laos, Cambodia, flight crews based in Thailand, and sailors in adjacent South China Sea waters).
2,594,000 personnel served within the borders of South Vietnam (Jan. 1, 1965 - March 28, 1973)
Another 50,000 men served in Vietnam between 1960 and 1964.
Of the 2.6 million, between 1 - 1.6 million (40 - 60%) either fought in combat, provided close support or were at least fairly regularly exposed to enemy attack.
7,484 women (6,250 or 83.5% were nurses) served in Vietnam.
Peak troop strength in Vietnam: 543,482 (April 30, 1968)


If they did not plan for the wounded bodies coming back, not plan for the wounded by PTSD or plan for the illnesses they would in turn cause from vaccines and chemicals they deployed with them, then they shouldn't have sent them at all. These are after all the same people able to think about spending money for bullets and bombs and then finding the funding to buy more bullets and bombs to use. They found the way to get draftees and enlistments clothed and fed. They found a way for everything they wanted except for what they just didn't want to face. The wounded and the veterans they would have to take care of and provide for. This, this very obligation they owed to them is now seen as some kind of threat to them?

The congressmen come and go, political parties take control and lose control, but just as they still have a duty to do because they chose to seek the office, this obligation of their's is still their's and the rest of the nation no matter how many years pass. When they dishonor the services of any branch they sent, they dishonor all of them. Congress paid for Agent Orange and congress has to pay for the results Agent Orange caused for all the veterans injured by it.

PTSD:Bridgeport to Baghdad: Citizen Again

Bridgeport to Baghdad: Citizen Again
Jeremy Harrison, a sergeant in the 459th experienced post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) after returning from Iraq.
By Chip Hitchcock

June 8, 2009 · One West Virginia veteran of the Iraq War struggled to cope with post-traumatic stress disorder, and now helps other veterans live with their memories of war.

On a rainy afternoon five years ago, the 459th Reserve Engineering Company’s buses pulled into the armory in Bridgeport, West Virginia. They were returning from a year in Iraq.

On one bus, a soldier called out, “Welcome Home, Gentlemen! Can I get a Hoo-Ah?”

The other soldiers responded with the Army yell: “Hoo-ah!”

Minutes later they spilled out onto the parking lot, to be embraced by family and friends.

In the years since, that scene has been repeated for almost every West Virginia National Guard and Reserve unit. Afterwards, the soldiers face the challenges of adjusting to home.

Every combat veteran has a different reaction to the trauma of war. Those reactions may dramatically affect their civilian life.

In 2007, a Department of Defense Task Force found that three to four months after returning home, one-third of regular Army soldiers were experiencing mental health issues.

The figure is even higher -- one-half -- for National Guard and Reservists.
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The lament of the warrior

by
Chaplain Kathie

If you listen carefully, you can still hear the sound of ancient drums beating in the night. The lament of the warrior pounded to the ears of Great Spirit seeking relief for all they witnessed that day. Ancient warriors in combat, face to face with the enemies of their people did not rest there as the dead were laying on the earth. As they walked looking for their brothers to reclaim them, laying by their side were the bodies of the enemy forces. Suddenly they were not some target to kill while they were seeking to kill them in return. They were just humans like them. They were fighting for what they believed in just as much as the ancients that fought against them. They had families, passions, laughed and cried and the human price paid was not forgotten. In battle the enemy were evil creatures that had to be slain but in death, they were once again just other humans unlucky that day to have fallen by the sword. They carried away the loss of their friends and the loss of the lives of the enemies that day. They needed to mourn for all and for themselves for what they had seen that day in battle.

Read any account of ancient warfare and see what we now call PTSD. The trauma after combat has not changed in the centuries man has fought against man and will not likely change until man goes to war no more. Different years, different explanations, different words used to describe this human wound after different wars by different means. Stone weapons replaced by swords, replaced by bow and arrow, replaced by rifle, replace by cannon and on and on it went. The end result by any means was the same. The wounded had to be found among the dead and among their dead were the dead of their enemies. Momentary lapses of why they fought allowed them to see the enemy looking the same as their friends. Aside from the clothing, they all looked the same. For seconds their minds acknowledged the loss of all life gone that day.

Today the drum beats of the ancients still pounds in the nights of those who experienced the other side of peace and we call it Post Traumatic Stress. This literally means After Wound. Trauma is Greek for the wound. The ancients acknowledged the loss of other humans and the need to recover from the horrors they lived thru. We however with our vast knowledge and technological achievements refuse to face the human aspect. We see ourselves as smarter, more able to adapt, push on, get over it. We think we are mentally more developed than they were. What we fail to see is that we are just as human as the ancients were. The wounded are just as wounded but we are able to save more than they could. The dead however are just as dead and they lay side by side, enemies in life but the same in death.

If the military were really serious about addressing this wounded spirit they would allow all the lives lost that day to be mourned and acknowledged. They would do as the ancients did and have cleansing ceremonies before they walked away for rest. They would pray for the lives of the enemies they had to take that day and for relief from the pain they felt inside. They would acknowledge the innocents lost because they were in the wrong place at the wrong time. They would face the human inside of them instead of only the warrior they trained to be.

To this day I mourn the loss of my husband's nephew. His name was Steven. I called him Andy in the book I wrote because his death was too recent to the writing of it. Steven was the same age as my husband when they were both in Vietnam. He came home and fell apart, fell into what he used to cope with in Vietnam, heroin. Steven had seen some horrific things but the one thing standing out in his mind the most was tying his boot.

The VC had a habit of playing around with bombs the US forces had placed the day before. Steven and his men were supposed to go out and check to see if they were moved. Having done that for what he thought was successfully, his unit began to move. Two of his friends were ahead of him when he stooped down to retie his boot. They had gotten just far enough ahead with the trigger was snapped and the bomb blew up. Two of his friends died that day and he blamed himself but more, he regretted he was not right by the side of his friends when it happened and was still alive to live with it. No matter what happened before that day or after that day, no matter what heroics he was performing, that was the day that would claim the rest of his life.

He was not allowed to grieve, there was too much more to do. There were too many more days ahead when other lives were at risk and they were supposed to be tough enough to just get over it and move on from there. He was not allowed to face the fact a part of him remained there on that road right next to the friends he lost.

He came home still using heroin to kill off feeling because all the good feelings had died there on that road. He ended up in jail after a drug deal had gone bad. After he got out, he was able to clean himself up and began to find reason to seek help to heal. He got a job, then another and another. He found a girlfriend after and then another and another, until he found someone that was able to break thru to him and he began to heal. He went to the VA, finally had a claim approved for PTSD and the shrapnel still embedded in him. He was alive again but barely.

No matter what I said, tried to say or how much I listened, he looked at me as if I wasn't there. After all, many years younger than he was and not a "brother" he couldn't understand how I could possibly know anything. I could never manage to find the right way to reach him. Years of trying and I failed, just as I had failed for too many years with my own husband to get him to hear me. It had taken me from 1982 to 1990 to get him to go for help. It didn't matter that I was able to get others to go for help to heal to him. He didn't want to know anything I had to say but over all those years he was listening while pretending not to. In 93 I managed to get him to go to a Veterans center and then finally to the VA. Yet Steven had built such a tough wall around his spirit that I couldn't even crack it and neither could his doctors.

After Steven's claim was approved and he was feeling a bit better about being alive, he sent for his records. He was also feeling pain in his back. The VA was sending him for an MRI to see what was going on, but his girlfriend stopped it knowing the MRI could have moved the shrapnel littering his body and killed him. This he took as an attack against him by the VA. Then came the last straw. The Army responded to his records request by telling him his unit never existed. He wondered how that could be true when they approved his claim, he had the shrapnel in his body and his friends died. A little while later, he left his girlfriend because he had reached for his comforter of the past, heroin, and she couldn't take it anymore. He went to his dealer, bought enough to kill ten men, checked himself into a motel room, locked the door and finally in his mind, caught back up to his friends on the road that day and joined them.

His brother called us early the next morning. Another life claimed by Vietnam that would not appear on The Wall in Washington or be remembered as a price paid. To this very day, I wonder what I could have said that would have broken thru to him even though sometimes there are no words to be found. This all goes into what I do because I know they are all worth whatever I can put into this, whatever I can do or say, whatever information I can share and if there is one life I can save, it's all worth it.

The drums of the warriors lamenting the loss of humans they fought with and fought against are beating still in the night but they are now joined by this new generation of warriors, still all so human, still all so wounded and neglected as humans. They do not know the things they need to know to heal the wound they carry inside of them.

They cannot see the courage they showed when the mission and their friends were all that mattered and their own pain they carried that day was pushed back until it was all over. Steven finished the job he was given even with the pain he carried in his spirit after he tied his boot that day. He carried on no matter how much pain and guilt he felt. He was honorably discharged but the pain he felt was never offered to the Great Spirit to be cleansed from him just as the warriors of today are not allowed to offer their's in the same night as the same day they went into battle with other humans.

Monday, June 8, 2009

The Never Ending Battle of VA Claims

Normally when the American Legion Magazine comes, there isn't much interesting in it for me. Most of what's usually in it, I've read it all before online. This month, probably for the first time, I am really suggesting you get your hands on a copy of this. There is a report on the backlog of claims. While this numbers are not news to me or you because you read this blog, there are some very compelling stories in it. It's "The Never Ending Battle" by Ken Olsen. He did a great job, pulled in the reporting done by Dana Priest and Anne Hull regarding the deploring conditions at Walter Reed and then took off from there. Vietnam veterans, Gulf War veterans, Afghanistan veterans, Iraq veterans and Korean veterans and yes, even WWII veterans all suffering in the backlog of the claims we know the numbers of, but too often, never hear more than the numbers. These are people! They have wounds to be taken care of, promises to be kept to them, bills to pay they could pay if they could work and could also pay if the VA would honorably process their claims and figure out a way of doing it right the first time.

The problem is, these problems go back so far and the veterans have been feeling betrayed by the same country they would still risk their lives for. The article ends like this "The best solution, the Legion's Smithson says, "is to fix the entire VA claims adjudication system. Piecemeal does not work." This is the first of a three part series. There are charts, numbers, but more, stories of the men and women we keep saying we support. Well? Do we really? Or is it a slogan? How can we say we support them if we allow all of this to be done to them?

TRADITIONAL VETERANS ORGANIZTIONS: "SOFT ON VET ABUSE - CORRUPTION"

Special Report: VETERANS TODAY CALLS TRADITIONAL VETERANS ORGANIZTIONS: "SOFT ON VET ABUSE - CORRUPTION"
65 YEARS OF HISTORY TELLS IT ALL

CORRUPTION, COVERUPS WHILE THE PARADES AND AWARD CEREMONIES GO ON

By Gordon Duff STAFF WRITER (Chairman Editorial Board Veterans Today)

We are a motley group here at Veterans Today. Between our board and writers, we include 3 diplomats, about 2000% rated disability, members of Congress, convicted felons, Gold Star moms, one Federal Reserve manager.....former priests, some of the highest security clearances possible and a top medical staff with two nurses having graduate degrees, one a retired Army officer.

Our agenda is presenting the unvarnished truth when others won't, serving our veterans, causing as much trouble as possible, having fun when we can and supporting the security of the United States through honest support of our military and a rational foreign policy, which sometimes advocates peace over war, as though we were rational people.

Between us, we belong to a hundred organizations and every political party, from the American Legion and Special Forces Association to the National Prayer Breakfasts, and every retiree group for officers, enlisted, Navy, Marines, Army, Air Force and Coast Guard.

Where we agree with each other is that, when the health, safety and welfare of veterans and our military is a childish game to our government and "some" organizations, it isn't a joke to us. Though we may ride motorcycles to funerals or march in parades, we separate fellowship from duty. If duty requires taking a stand, we will do that. Those that don't take a stand have forgotten the meaning of duty.

Today's aging veteran population is from Vietnam. For years, we have watched our numbers diminish from PTSD suicide, Agent Orange cancer and "Darwin" episodes. I speak of what I know and what I have seen.

40 years ago, VA hospitals were filthy hellholes where veterans were abused and neglected, dying by the thousands. Service organizations were at every hospital, advising the VA and observing it all. Nary a word was said in support of Vietnam veterans.

40 years later, thousands of sick vets, cancer, PTSD, diabetes, are fighting for medical treatment and fair disability compensation. They are still having their documents shredded, their Comp and Pension physicals mishandled, their claims outright denied for no reason and not a word is said.
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Military kids at Fort Hood share hardships

Children of Conflict
Since 9/11, more than a million kids have had a parent deployed. Their childhoods often go with them.


By Jessica Ramirez NEWSWEEK
Published Jun 6, 2009
From the magazine issue dated Jun 15, 2009

The Harding girls have their own name for the local Applebee's—"the bad-news place." The last two times their father was sent to Iraq, he took his young daughters there and broke it to them as gently as he knew how, over a sampler platter and soft drinks. "I just tell them, 'Here's what's going on in the world, and this is what I have to go do'," says Sgt. First Class Sean Harding. Since the Army doesn't say just when a deployment is supposed to end, he offers his best guess with a three-month margin of error: "?'If everything goes right, I'll be back sometime within these 90 days'." He says other things, too. He tells the girls that they have to help their mother take care of the house and each other, that he may not come back, and that if he doesn't, each daughter will get a last letter from him. He won't discuss the contents, but in essence the letters would give his final wishes and try to say how much he loves them. "We all started crying," says Courtney, 14. "Nobody wanted to hear that he might not come back."

Of the troops deployed since 9/11, roughly 890,000 have been parents. Their children know firsthand the sadness and worry that the Harding girls live with every time their father is in Iraq. Repeated 12- to 15-month deployments are an ordeal not only for the troops, but also for their families. In effect, an essential piece of those kids' lives has been sent off to war, although the children themselves haven't volunteered for anything. The personal sacrifices of military kids can go unnoticed amid the grown-ups' struggles, in part because the scars they may sustain aren't necessarily the visible kind. But they are real and long-lasting, and they are not diminished by the fact that levels of violence in Iraq have dropped or that U.S. troops are no longer taking the lead on combat operations there.
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City Hall in Anderson surveillance cam catches ghost

Surveillance cam catches ghost

City Hall in Anderson, South Carolina is abuzz about something eerie. Employees at a business center say they've seen a ghost -- and they can prove it.


Veterans lament low number of Central Florida D-Day events

Veterans lament low number of Central Florida D-Day events
By Eloísa Ruano González Sentinel Staff Writer
June 7, 2009

Queen Elizabeth wasn't the only person disheartened about the 65th anniversary of the World War II D-Day landings after she initially wasn't invited to join President Barack Obama and French President Nicolas Sarkozy for a commemoration at the Normandy beaches.

Veterans in Central Florida were more disappointed when little was done Saturday to remember the thousands of U.S. troops who died during the massive Allied invasion. With the exception of a two-day celebration at the DeLand airport that kicked off Saturday, special events were absent throughout the region.

While some residents — many who served in other wars — planned to hang American flags to honor the soldiers, other people swarmed shopping centers and malls with little knowledge of the event that happened more than half a century ago.

"Veterans find that very disturbing," Cmdr. Thomas Roberts of the Winter Park American Legion said. "It was the greatest invasion that took place ... thousands died."
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Maj. Gen. Vincent Boles honors WWII Slave Soldiers in Orlando

Slave soldiers honored, called 'national treasures'
Story Highlights
For first time in history, Army recognizes soldiers held as slaves in Nazi Germany

Maj. Gen. Vincent Boles presented six Berga survivors with flags flown over Pentagon

350 soldiers held at Berg an der Elster; "It was a slave labor camp," general says

"These men were abused and put under some of the most horrific conditions"



By Wayne Drash
CNN


ORLANDO, Florida (CNN) -- Hobbled with age, weathered with time, the World War II veterans stood at attention. One by one, a two-star general delivered flags flown over the Pentagon in their honor. He looked them in their eyes and snapped his right hand in salute.


"National treasures," Maj. Gen. Vincent Boles said Saturday evening.

It marked the first time in history the U.S. Army recognized 350 soldiers held as slaves inside Nazi Germany. The men were beaten, starved and forced to work in tunnels at Berga an der Elster where the Nazi government had a hidden V-2 rocket factory. Berga was a subcamp of the notorious concentration camp Buchenwald.

"These men were abused and put under some of the most horrific conditions," the general told a private gathering of Berga survivors. "It wasn't a prison camp. It was a slave labor camp."

No ranking Army official had ever uttered the words "slave labor camp" in reference to the men's captivity at Berga. Boles knew the gravity of his statement -- that he was setting the historical record straight after 64 years.
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