Teens charged in war memorial vandalism
The Associated Press
Posted : Friday Apr 24, 2009 13:58:52 EDT
MOUNT PLEASANT, Mich. — Two teenagers are being charged in juvenile court in the vandalism of the Iraqi Freedom Memorial at Island Park in Mount Pleasant.
The Morning Sun in Mount Pleasant reported that the 13- and 14-year-olds are being charged with malicious destruction of a memorial with damage between $1,000 and $20,000. Names weren’t released.
Police received a tip about the boys’ involvement. They face a May 11 hearing.
A brass rifle and helmet were stolen earlier this month from the memorial, about 120 miles northwest of Detroit.
It honors members of the U.S. military killed in Iraq. It was donated in memory of Marine Lance Cpl. Justin M. Ellsworth. The 20-year-old from Mount Pleasant was killed Nov. 13, 2004, by a roadside bomb during a foot patrol in Anbar province.
Teens charged in war memorial vandalism
Saturday, April 25, 2009
UK:Father's grief over loss of daughter by suicide and PTSD
If the Army had cared, my daughter would still be alive
Posted by The Independent
Saturday, 25 April 2009 at 07:54 am
Miss Ward was a teenager when she first witnessed the atrocities of the Balkans conflict: the torture victims, the bomb-blast casualties and the injured children. A bright, self-possessed and well-spoken young woman, her exemplary service had included a commendation for saving a soldier who suffered spinal injuries during an exercise, and a recommendation to be considered for an officer's commission.
But two back-to-back tours of duty, first in Kosovo and then in Bosnia, took their toll. Overworked, bullied and shocked by the cruelty she witnessed, she became depressed and made two attempts on her life.
After the first, she was sent back to work. After the second, she spent months in psychiatric care before being told she had been discharged – not on medical grounds but because her "services were no longer required". To a woman who had dreamed of joining the Army from the age of 16, it was no better than a dishonourable discharge: the ultimate humiliation from which she would never recover.
Yesterday, Miss Ward's father Ivor, 57, a former sergeant with the Royal Engineers, said: "I was in the Army for 22 years but I hate the Army now because of the way it treated my daughter. If she had got the help she needed, she would be alive today. She probably would have stayed in the Army, she loved it that much."
Miss Ward's sister Emma, 26, added: "I don't think she could ever get her head around how she was discharged. She gave 110 per cent to the Army and they washed their hands of her and made her out to be a failure."
Before her death, Miss Ward launched a claim for a war pension on the grounds that she was suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder. She hoped to have her discharge retrospectively changed to a medical one – recognising the mental wounds she developed during her service. Her father intends to continue pursuing that claim, convinced it is the only way of finally restoring his daughter's dignity.
Miss Ward's death comes at a time when a mounting number of current and former service personnel have backed The Independent's campaign for better mental health treatment for veterans.
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'If the Army had cared, my daughter would still be alive'
Posted by The Independent
Saturday, 25 April 2009 at 07:54 am
Miss Ward was a teenager when she first witnessed the atrocities of the Balkans conflict: the torture victims, the bomb-blast casualties and the injured children. A bright, self-possessed and well-spoken young woman, her exemplary service had included a commendation for saving a soldier who suffered spinal injuries during an exercise, and a recommendation to be considered for an officer's commission.
But two back-to-back tours of duty, first in Kosovo and then in Bosnia, took their toll. Overworked, bullied and shocked by the cruelty she witnessed, she became depressed and made two attempts on her life.
After the first, she was sent back to work. After the second, she spent months in psychiatric care before being told she had been discharged – not on medical grounds but because her "services were no longer required". To a woman who had dreamed of joining the Army from the age of 16, it was no better than a dishonourable discharge: the ultimate humiliation from which she would never recover.
Yesterday, Miss Ward's father Ivor, 57, a former sergeant with the Royal Engineers, said: "I was in the Army for 22 years but I hate the Army now because of the way it treated my daughter. If she had got the help she needed, she would be alive today. She probably would have stayed in the Army, she loved it that much."
Miss Ward's sister Emma, 26, added: "I don't think she could ever get her head around how she was discharged. She gave 110 per cent to the Army and they washed their hands of her and made her out to be a failure."
Before her death, Miss Ward launched a claim for a war pension on the grounds that she was suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder. She hoped to have her discharge retrospectively changed to a medical one – recognising the mental wounds she developed during her service. Her father intends to continue pursuing that claim, convinced it is the only way of finally restoring his daughter's dignity.
Miss Ward's death comes at a time when a mounting number of current and former service personnel have backed The Independent's campaign for better mental health treatment for veterans.
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'If the Army had cared, my daughter would still be alive'
Friday, April 24, 2009
Navy taking on PTSD with aid of chaplains
Chaplain Corps Hosts Operational Stress Control Course
Story Number: NNS090424-18
Release Date: 4/24/2009 3:30:00 PM
By Mass Communication Specialist 3rd Class Eddie Harrison
NAPLES, Italy (NNS) --
The Chaplain Corps 2009 Professional Development and Training Course was held April 21-23 at Naval Support Activity Naples Capodichino Base for military chaplains and medical and religious specialists.
This year's course, "Combat Operational Stress Control for Caregivers: The Family Dynamic," was designed to give chaplains, counselors, medical and mental health providers and caregivers the knowledge and skills to better support military families, particularly through the challenges of operational deployments.
"Over the last couple of years, we have recognized throughout the military that families are as affected in some ways by the stress of military operations as much as the deployed active duty personnel," said Dr. William Nash, training course consultant. "The content of this course addresses the specific challenges families face, whether negative or positive and how caregivers can better promote family resilience and help the families recognize and overcome these challenges."
The seating arrangement consisted of small individual tables mixed with members ranging from chaplains to corpsman. This method of seating enabled all caregivers, to work together in small groups."We found that having such a mixture of all these different communities together at one table strengthens our understanding of each community so that we can work together as a whole," said Cmdr. David Gibson, director of professional development, Naval Chaplain School, Newport, R.I.
The course covered the basic knowledge of operational stress, combat operational stress, traumatic brain injury and post traumatic stress disorder. The participants also learned the Stress Continuum Model, which addressed the many levels of stress ranging from green to red. The model also showed the caretakers which level of stress they are responsible for intervening.
Throughout the course, some of the activities consisted of watching video testimonies of various Navy and Marine Corps families about family circumstances and events dealing with deployments. "This course has showed me that there is different reaction for stress for each person," said Religious Program Specialist 1st Class Aundrea Travis. "Even though I am a RP this course has shown me that there are places I can go other than to the chaplain."Overall, the course offered participants tools to identify operational stress issues with service members, but particularly with the family. "This course enables us the caregivers to be knowledgeable about the topic," said Gibson. "We have learned from each other here the importance to make a referral to another caregiver that can pick up where our expertise stops."
The Combat Operational Stress Control course includes stops to several fleet concentration areas including Japan, Germany and 15 sites scattered across continental U.S. all with the intent to help caretakers identify and resolve stress within individuals and their families.
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Story Number: NNS090424-18
Release Date: 4/24/2009 3:30:00 PM
By Mass Communication Specialist 3rd Class Eddie Harrison
NAPLES, Italy (NNS) --
The Chaplain Corps 2009 Professional Development and Training Course was held April 21-23 at Naval Support Activity Naples Capodichino Base for military chaplains and medical and religious specialists.
This year's course, "Combat Operational Stress Control for Caregivers: The Family Dynamic," was designed to give chaplains, counselors, medical and mental health providers and caregivers the knowledge and skills to better support military families, particularly through the challenges of operational deployments.
"Over the last couple of years, we have recognized throughout the military that families are as affected in some ways by the stress of military operations as much as the deployed active duty personnel," said Dr. William Nash, training course consultant. "The content of this course addresses the specific challenges families face, whether negative or positive and how caregivers can better promote family resilience and help the families recognize and overcome these challenges."
The seating arrangement consisted of small individual tables mixed with members ranging from chaplains to corpsman. This method of seating enabled all caregivers, to work together in small groups."We found that having such a mixture of all these different communities together at one table strengthens our understanding of each community so that we can work together as a whole," said Cmdr. David Gibson, director of professional development, Naval Chaplain School, Newport, R.I.
The course covered the basic knowledge of operational stress, combat operational stress, traumatic brain injury and post traumatic stress disorder. The participants also learned the Stress Continuum Model, which addressed the many levels of stress ranging from green to red. The model also showed the caretakers which level of stress they are responsible for intervening.
Throughout the course, some of the activities consisted of watching video testimonies of various Navy and Marine Corps families about family circumstances and events dealing with deployments. "This course has showed me that there is different reaction for stress for each person," said Religious Program Specialist 1st Class Aundrea Travis. "Even though I am a RP this course has shown me that there are places I can go other than to the chaplain."Overall, the course offered participants tools to identify operational stress issues with service members, but particularly with the family. "This course enables us the caregivers to be knowledgeable about the topic," said Gibson. "We have learned from each other here the importance to make a referral to another caregiver that can pick up where our expertise stops."
The Combat Operational Stress Control course includes stops to several fleet concentration areas including Japan, Germany and 15 sites scattered across continental U.S. all with the intent to help caretakers identify and resolve stress within individuals and their families.
For more news from Chaplain Corps, visit www.navy.mil/local/crb/.
Army approves suicide prevention plan
Army approves suicide prevention plan
By Pauline Jelinek - The Associated Press
Posted : Thursday Apr 23, 2009 22:01:05 EDT
WASHINGTON — The Army has approved new guidance to military commanders in an effort to stem the rising toll of soldier suicides.
The Army said in a statement Thursday that the new plan was approved by Army Vice Chief of Staff Gen. Peter W. Chiarelli after he recently visited a half dozen American military bases and talked to commanders and staff who care for soldiers and their families.
The Army didn't disclose details of the new plan Thursday. But officials had said earlier the suicide prevention plan would include hiring more mental health workers and tightening the way the service handles drug testing, health screening and a host of other long-standing procedures that in some cases have become lax as the Army has focused in recent years on fighting two wars.
Army leadership has become more alarmed as suicides from January through March rose to a reported 56 — 22 confirmed and 34 still being investigated and pending confirmation. Usually, most suspected suicides are eventually confirmed. The 2009 number compares with 140 for all of last year, also a record at the time and blamed partly on strains caused by repeated deployments for the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.
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Army approves suicide prevention plan
By Pauline Jelinek - The Associated Press
Posted : Thursday Apr 23, 2009 22:01:05 EDT
WASHINGTON — The Army has approved new guidance to military commanders in an effort to stem the rising toll of soldier suicides.
The Army said in a statement Thursday that the new plan was approved by Army Vice Chief of Staff Gen. Peter W. Chiarelli after he recently visited a half dozen American military bases and talked to commanders and staff who care for soldiers and their families.
The Army didn't disclose details of the new plan Thursday. But officials had said earlier the suicide prevention plan would include hiring more mental health workers and tightening the way the service handles drug testing, health screening and a host of other long-standing procedures that in some cases have become lax as the Army has focused in recent years on fighting two wars.
Army leadership has become more alarmed as suicides from January through March rose to a reported 56 — 22 confirmed and 34 still being investigated and pending confirmation. Usually, most suspected suicides are eventually confirmed. The 2009 number compares with 140 for all of last year, also a record at the time and blamed partly on strains caused by repeated deployments for the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan.
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Double date celebration ends tragically for Schofield soldier
Car hits soldier walking along H-2
By Will Hoover
Advertiser Staff Writer
A Schofield Barracks soldier who was walking along H-2 Freeway in the dark following an argument was hit by a car and critically injured just after midnight yesterday, police said.
Pfc. Jesse Hart was on foot after getting out of a friend's car because of an argument, police said. He was walking along the freeway when a car traveling north hit him just before the Wahiawa off-ramp about 12:25 a.m., police said.
Hours earlier, Hart had celebrated his 21st birthday on a double date, said his grandmother, Linda Hart, in his hometown of Boyd, Texas.
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Car hits soldier walking along H-2
By Will Hoover
Advertiser Staff Writer
A Schofield Barracks soldier who was walking along H-2 Freeway in the dark following an argument was hit by a car and critically injured just after midnight yesterday, police said.
Pfc. Jesse Hart was on foot after getting out of a friend's car because of an argument, police said. He was walking along the freeway when a car traveling north hit him just before the Wahiawa off-ramp about 12:25 a.m., police said.
Hours earlier, Hart had celebrated his 21st birthday on a double date, said his grandmother, Linda Hart, in his hometown of Boyd, Texas.
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COMBAT PTSD Act, H.R. 952 to try to rectify this wrong
It has been wrong for so long it's really hard to envision a day where we get this right. Veterans still see the denials come in the mail as they wait, suffer and are yet again, forced to fight. This fight was one they never should have had to do battle with, because this fight, has been against the very government they were willing to die for. Imagine that! The blessing is that people are finally talking about PTSD as if it is as normal as it is. It is a wound that comes after traumatic events. Ask any combat veteran about trauma and they won't have to say a word. You'll be able to see it in their eyes.
Now imagine flashbacks and nightmares following them back home after they risked their lives, then being told, the images they are being haunted by are not connected to the service they delivered on. Not connected to the battles they were sent to fight on behalf of this nation. Tell them that when they know what the images are and where they came from as their lives fall apart and PTSD claims more and more of who they were. Tell a spouse that the warrior is really suffering because of their service at the same time the VA is denying any responsibility of it and the spouse has to just "deal with it" as the warrior dies a slow death of their soul.
Is part of this financial? Sure it is. But if they were not suffering from this wound, you need to understand that they would make a lot more money working for a living instead of getting a check for this. They have bills to pay and food to buy just like everyone else but unlike everyone else that would receive Workman's Compensation for work related injuries, they worked for the government and must rely on the government to take care of them financially as well as treat their wound. Without an approved "service connected disability rating" from the VA, they are responsible to pay for their medical care. It is a double edge sword wounding the already wounded.
Now imagine flashbacks and nightmares following them back home after they risked their lives, then being told, the images they are being haunted by are not connected to the service they delivered on. Not connected to the battles they were sent to fight on behalf of this nation. Tell them that when they know what the images are and where they came from as their lives fall apart and PTSD claims more and more of who they were. Tell a spouse that the warrior is really suffering because of their service at the same time the VA is denying any responsibility of it and the spouse has to just "deal with it" as the warrior dies a slow death of their soul.
Is part of this financial? Sure it is. But if they were not suffering from this wound, you need to understand that they would make a lot more money working for a living instead of getting a check for this. They have bills to pay and food to buy just like everyone else but unlike everyone else that would receive Workman's Compensation for work related injuries, they worked for the government and must rely on the government to take care of them financially as well as treat their wound. Without an approved "service connected disability rating" from the VA, they are responsible to pay for their medical care. It is a double edge sword wounding the already wounded.
Opening Statement of Hon. John J. Hall, Chairman, Subcommittee on Disability Assistance and Memorial Affairs
Good Morning Ladies and Gentleman:
Would you please rise for the Pledge of Allegiance? Flags are located in the front and back of the room.
Today we are here to consider legislation, the Compensation Owed for Mental Health Based on Activities in Theater Post-traumatic Stress Disorder Act or the COMBAT PTSD Act, H.R. 952. During the 110th Congress and most recently during an oversight hearing held on March 24, 2009, the Subcommittee on Disability Assistance and Memorial Affairs revisited Congress’ intent in establishing presumptive provisions to provide compensation to combat veterans under Section 1154(b) of title 38.
We have heard testimony on how Congress in 1941, when it adopted the original provisions under Section 1154, seemed to explicitly express its desire to overcome the adverse effects of not having an official record. Moreover, that it wanted to be more liberal in its service pension law by extending full cooperation to the veteran when it enacted this provision.
However, based on this Subcommittee’s review, it seems that VA has acted to thwart the congressional intent of Section 1154(b) with its internal procedures for adjudication, primarily those contained in its M-21-1s and General Counsel opinions. This has resulted in VA being more restrictive in its application of section 1154(b) by placing an unnecessary burden on veterans diagnosed with Post-traumatic stress disorder – PTSD and other conditions - to prove their combat stressors. Instead of helping these veterans reach an optimal point of social and emotional homeostasis, as described in the RAND Report, Invisible Wounds of War, VA’s procedures are an obstacle to this end--inflicting upon the most noble of our citizens a process that feels accusatory and doubtful of their service.
We also know from the RAND report that one out every five service members who served in OEF or OIF suffers from symptoms of PTSD. A large portion of these claims unnecessarily comprise VA’s claims backlog as VBA personnel labors to corroborate the stressors of combat veterans. As the Institute of Medicine stated in 2007 in its seminal report on PTSD: the process to adjudicate disability claims is complex, legalistic and protracted, and particularly difficult for veterans because of the stresses and uncertainties involved while facing skeptical and cynical attitudes of VA staff. As I think most will agree, this statement goes double for veterans filing PTSD claims, which require additional evidence of exposure to a stressful event while serving in combat.
This is an injustice that has gone on six decades too long. The hoops and hassles veterans must endure today appear to be far beyond Congress’ imagination when it authorized the 1933 and 1945 Rating Schedules, which simply required the notation of an expedition or occupation for a combat presumption to have existed.
That is why I reintroduced my bill the COMBAT PTSD Act, H.R. 952 to try to rectify this wrong. My bill would do so by clarifying and expanding the definition of “combat with the enemy” found in section 1154(b) to include a theater of combat operations during a period of war or in combat against a hostile force during a period of hostilities. This language is consistent with other provisions of title 38 and those contained within the National Defense Authorization Act. I also firmly believe that this bill is consistent with the original intent of Congress in 1941 and should not be viewed as adding a new entitlement. I am grateful to my 42 colleagues who are already cosponsors of HR 952.
I am glad to welcome to this hearing the veteran service organizations and legal representatives who can shed more light on the difficulties the current statute interpretation creates for so many of our men and women whose service in combat theaters goes unrecognized and the impact denials have had on their lives. I am particularly honored to have famed author and my constituent Norman Bussel join us today. Norman is an ex-POW from World War II and a volunteer service officer for the American Ex-Prisoners of War who has first-hand knowledge of the hardships that many of his fellow veterans face when filing PTSD and other claims for disability benefits.
I also look forward to hearing more from the Department’s witness on how this provision could be better tailored to meet its evidentiary needs to properly adjudicate claims while alleviating the often overwhelming evidence burdens that stymie many of our combat veterans through no fault of their own.
The 111th Congress shares the same responsibility to disabled veterans as its colleagues of the 77th Congress. The vision then was to ease the bureaucratic burdens placed on returning war veterans, so that they would receive the benefits they deserve. My hope is that we will enact H.R. 952 to restore this noble end.
I now yield to Ranking Member Lamborn for his Opening Statement.
Opening Statements
Hon. John J. Hall, Chairman, Subcommittee on Disability Assistance and Memorial Affairs
Hon. Ciro D. Rodriguez, a Representative in Congress from the State of Texas
Witness Testimonies
Panel 1
John Wilson, Associate National Legislative Director, Disabled American Veterans
Barton F. Stichman, Joint Executive Director, National Veterans Legal Services Program
Norman Bussel, National Service Officer, American Ex-Prisoners of War
Richard Paul Cohen, Executive Director, National Organization of Veterans' Advocates, Inc.
Panel 2
Bradley G. Mayes, Director, Compensation and Pension Service, Veterans Benefits Administration, U.S. Department of Veterans
Accompanied By:
Richard Hipolit, Assistant General Counsel, Office of General Counsel, U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs
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100,000 People expected to attend Melbourne Vietnam Veterans Reunion
Vietnam reunion. Tessa Dejong who goes to Bishop Moore High School in Orlando traces a name for a school project. They have to research a person that is on the wall.
Brevard's Vietnam vets tribute grows
Event now largest reunion in U.S.
BY R. NORMAN MOODY • FLORIDA TODAY • April 24, 2009
What started as an idea among a small group of Vietnam veterans for a reunion became what was considered a "super turnout" when about 3,000 people showed up in 1988.
As Florida's 22nd Annual Vietnam and All Veterans Reunion continues its run this week at Wickham Park, it has evolved and has grown into what is billed as the largest veterans' reunion in the nation.
"We just did it as a 'welcome home,' " said Ken Baker, who was among those who organized the first reunion in 1988. "We had no idea. We were happy with the turnout of 3,000 people."
Veterans estimate that, by the time the weeklong events surrounding the reunion and the display of the Vietnam Traveling Memorial Wall ends Sunday, it will have attracted up to 100,000 people.
Baker said a member of at-the-time newly formed Vietnam Veterans of Brevard, went to a reunion in Kokomo, Ind., which then was the largest in the nation, and came back with the idea for a reunion in Brevard County.
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
FAREWELL TO A HERO Spl. Adam Kuligowski is laid to rest
Tracie and Michael Kuligowski bow their heads during funeral services for their son Adam Kuligowski at Forest Hill Cemetery in East Derry.
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FAREWELL TO A HERO
Spl. Adam Kuligowski is laid to rest
By Julie Huss
jhuss@derrynews.com
DERRY — Adam Kuligowski's own words became a final tribute Saturday as family and friends gathered to remember the fallen soldier and say their goodbyes.
"For certain, change is eternal," Kuligowski once wrote in a high school essay. "And love is found in family and friends; something we all should hold onto."
An emotional funeral and final farewell for the former Derry man was held Saturday at the Derry Ward Latter Day Saints chapel with a military-honored burial following in Forest Hill Cemetery.
Kuligowski, a 21-year-old Army specialist, died of non-combat injuries on April 6 in Bagram, Afghanistan. He was the 602nd soldier to die in Operation Enduring Freedom.
His awards and decorations included the National Defense Service Medal, Afghanistan Campaign Medal, Global War on Terrorism Service Medal, Army Service Ribbon and NATO Medal.
Friends and family gathered to pay respects and say goodbye to their son, brother, friend, and comrade. Speaking through tears and smiles, a portrait of an inquisitive young man who wanted to see the world emerged.
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Marine dies in Iraq of non-combat incident
DoD Identifies Marine Casualty
The Department of Defense announced today the death of a Marine who was supporting Operation Iraqi Freedom.
Cpl. William C. Comstock, 21, of Van Buren, Ark., died April 22 as a result of a non-hostile incident in Anbar province, Iraq. He was assigned to 2nd Supply Battalion, Combat Logistics Regiment 25, 2nd Marine Logistics Group, II Marine Expeditionary Force, Camp Lejeune, N.C.
The incident is under investigation.
Quadriplegic child found dead in storage facility
How could anyone do something like this to a child, especially one that was a quadriplegic?
Quadriplegic child found dead in storage facility
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NEW: Child's adoptive mother is in custody as a suspect, official says
Relatives told police they hadn't seen Shylea Thomas in weeks
Child had "suffocation issue" in crib at 3 weeks of age, was quadriplegic
Body was found stuffed in trash bag, covered with mothballs
(CNN) -- Michigan authorities are investigating whether foul play led to the death of a 9-year-old quadriplegic girl whose body was found inside a public storage facility.
Shylea Thomas, 9, of Flint, Michigan, was quadriplegic and used a feeding tube.
"This is a very sad and tragic case that hurts all of us involved in the ongoing investigation," Genesee County prosecutor David Leyton said at a news conference Wednesday.
Shylea Myza Thomas of Flint, Michigan, hadn't been seen in six weeks, and relatives reported her missing Tuesday, Leyton's office said. Her adoptive mother, who is also her aunt, is in custody as a suspect, special assistant prosecuting attorney John Potbury told CNN.
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Brain Shock. Is it PTSD, TBI or both?
Brain shock: The new Gulf War syndrome
22 April 2009 by Michael Bond
ONE look at the effects of a bomb blast suggests that you'd have to be extremely lucky to emerge from one unscathed. If you were not burned by the explosion or blasted by shrapnel, the chances are you'd be hit by the shock wave. Travelling at several hundred metres per second, this causes massive fluctuations in air pressure which can knock you unconscious, rupture air-filled organs such as eardrums, lungs and bowels, and stretch and distort other major organs.
Soldiers serving with coalition forces in Afghanistan and Iraq know only too well how devastating bombs can be. The effect of shrapnel on bodies - amputated limbs, broken bones, lacerated and burned flesh - is plain enough. Less obvious and harder to understand are the long-term effects of the shock wave on the brain.
Weeks, months, or sometimes years after being concussed in an explosion, thousands of soldiers are reporting a mysterious clutch of problems. Dubbed post-concussion syndrome (PCS), symptoms include memory loss, dizziness, headaches, unexplained pains, nausea, disturbance of sleep, inability to concentrate and emotional problems.
The US military and veterans' groups see PCS as a growing problem, and the US government is pouring millions of dollars into investigating it. Some doctors, however, particularly in the UK, believe that for many patients the symptoms ascribed to PCS are not caused by concussion at all, but by the shock and stress of wartime events. It may even be getting mixed up with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), an acknowledged psychological reaction to disturbing events. "Some people are saying it's a hideous mistake and that we're talking up a problem," says Simon Wessely, a psychiatrist and director of the King's Centre for Military Health Research at King's College London.
Simple concussion from a blow to the head is not a new problem, of course. Common causes are falls, car accidents or sports such as rugby and football. It can lead to a brief loss of consciousness, amnesia or confusion. Although longer-lasting symptoms are occasionally reported, sufferers usually recover within days or weeks.
Battlefield explosions are nothing new either. For soldiers serving in Iraq and Afghanistan, one of the biggest threats they face is from roadside bombs, often improvised from cast-off artillery shells or other weapons. While more soldiers than ever are surviving such blasts, thanks to better body and vehicle armour, they are often left with concussion, or mild traumatic brain injury (mTBI) as it is usually termed in this context.
22 April 2009 by Michael Bond
ONE look at the effects of a bomb blast suggests that you'd have to be extremely lucky to emerge from one unscathed. If you were not burned by the explosion or blasted by shrapnel, the chances are you'd be hit by the shock wave. Travelling at several hundred metres per second, this causes massive fluctuations in air pressure which can knock you unconscious, rupture air-filled organs such as eardrums, lungs and bowels, and stretch and distort other major organs.
Soldiers serving with coalition forces in Afghanistan and Iraq know only too well how devastating bombs can be. The effect of shrapnel on bodies - amputated limbs, broken bones, lacerated and burned flesh - is plain enough. Less obvious and harder to understand are the long-term effects of the shock wave on the brain.
Weeks, months, or sometimes years after being concussed in an explosion, thousands of soldiers are reporting a mysterious clutch of problems. Dubbed post-concussion syndrome (PCS), symptoms include memory loss, dizziness, headaches, unexplained pains, nausea, disturbance of sleep, inability to concentrate and emotional problems.
The US military and veterans' groups see PCS as a growing problem, and the US government is pouring millions of dollars into investigating it. Some doctors, however, particularly in the UK, believe that for many patients the symptoms ascribed to PCS are not caused by concussion at all, but by the shock and stress of wartime events. It may even be getting mixed up with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), an acknowledged psychological reaction to disturbing events. "Some people are saying it's a hideous mistake and that we're talking up a problem," says Simon Wessely, a psychiatrist and director of the King's Centre for Military Health Research at King's College London.
Simple concussion from a blow to the head is not a new problem, of course. Common causes are falls, car accidents or sports such as rugby and football. It can lead to a brief loss of consciousness, amnesia or confusion. Although longer-lasting symptoms are occasionally reported, sufferers usually recover within days or weeks.
Battlefield explosions are nothing new either. For soldiers serving in Iraq and Afghanistan, one of the biggest threats they face is from roadside bombs, often improvised from cast-off artillery shells or other weapons. While more soldiers than ever are surviving such blasts, thanks to better body and vehicle armour, they are often left with concussion, or mild traumatic brain injury (mTBI) as it is usually termed in this context.
The other two papers are perhaps more significant as they involve large epidemiological studies in soldiers, rather than civilians, and looked at symptoms over the long term. Both research teams concluded that persistent cognitive problems after an mTBI were in most cases due to psychological causes such as depression and PTSD.
In the first study, researchers questioned more than 2500 US infantry soldiers three to four months after they returned from a year-long tour of duty in Iraq, asking them about their combat experience, any injuries they had suffered and any persistent symptoms. Around 15 per cent of them had suffered an mTBI, and these soldiers had significantly more mental and physical problems than those with other injuries (The New England Journal of Medicine, vol 358, p 453). Charles Hoge at the Walter Reed Army Institute of Research in Silver Spring, Maryland, who led the study, thinks the primary cause of their ill health was probably not concussion but "exposure to a very intense traumatic event that significantly increases the risk of PTSD".
Hoge reasons that PTSD is a more likely cause than mTBI, having many common symptoms. In addition, the psychological symptoms of PTSD persist, while the effects of concussion usually disappear quickly. "When a soldier gets concussed as a result of a blast on the battlefield, that is clearly a close call," says Hoge. "Such traumatic events can set up a cascade of neurochemical events that happen with PTSD, and that can lead to a host of symptoms."
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PTSD and a NY Cop, a life told for a lesson to be learned
I've read a lot of articles on PTSD attempting to lay it all out, but this one is one of the best. Cop Shock was a great book, so I'd expect nothing but a fine job from Kates, but this lays it all out and especially focuses on what I've been calling "secondary stressor" because that's what the experts in the 70's and 80's were calling it. While "delayed onset PTSD" is the term used in this article, I can only imagine it's what's been used for a while but there has been very little written about it even though many are suffering from it. When it hits, it's PTSD on steroids!
A Vietnam vet, oblivious that he had PTSD, got on with his life, masked the pain with smoking pot and felt he "adjusted" but PTSD was simply slumbering within him waiting for the next traumatic event. Several came to his life but it was something as simple as taking a trip to Washington to see the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall to awaken the beast. He fell to his knees wondering what just hit him.
A combat veteran, assigned as part of the DEA, had horrific experiences in the drug wars. He too thought he had readjusted well and "got over it" until one of his younger brothers was killed in Operation Iraqi Freedom. He couldn't figure out what the hell happened to him after all he'd been thru already.
Their stories go on and on, just like my husband. He came home from Vietnam with mild PTSD. It was there and he was fully aware there was something wrong with him, but no one could talk him into doing anything about it. After all, he could work, drank a bit, smoked some pot now and then, but problems were not enough to get him to seek help. He had a job and could work so the nightmares and flashbacks were overlooked. He couldn't just bury it because it was too strong but he still managed to avoid facing it. It was not until I miscarried twins that the secondary stressor hit him so hard by that night I had to beg him to come back to the hospital to be with me. He changed that fast.
Now read this article about a cop from NY and understand what the police officers, firefighters and emergency responders face but more, translate it into being deployed into Iraq and Afghanistan over and over again, then maybe you'll know what far too many will be facing when they come home and the "next one" hits them.
A Vietnam vet, oblivious that he had PTSD, got on with his life, masked the pain with smoking pot and felt he "adjusted" but PTSD was simply slumbering within him waiting for the next traumatic event. Several came to his life but it was something as simple as taking a trip to Washington to see the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall to awaken the beast. He fell to his knees wondering what just hit him.
A combat veteran, assigned as part of the DEA, had horrific experiences in the drug wars. He too thought he had readjusted well and "got over it" until one of his younger brothers was killed in Operation Iraqi Freedom. He couldn't figure out what the hell happened to him after all he'd been thru already.
Their stories go on and on, just like my husband. He came home from Vietnam with mild PTSD. It was there and he was fully aware there was something wrong with him, but no one could talk him into doing anything about it. After all, he could work, drank a bit, smoked some pot now and then, but problems were not enough to get him to seek help. He had a job and could work so the nightmares and flashbacks were overlooked. He couldn't just bury it because it was too strong but he still managed to avoid facing it. It was not until I miscarried twins that the secondary stressor hit him so hard by that night I had to beg him to come back to the hospital to be with me. He changed that fast.
Now read this article about a cop from NY and understand what the police officers, firefighters and emergency responders face but more, translate it into being deployed into Iraq and Afghanistan over and over again, then maybe you'll know what far too many will be facing when they come home and the "next one" hits them.
PTSD can attack years later
Even with no previous symptoms
by Allen R. Kates, BCECR, MFAW
Author of CopShock, Second Edition: Surviving Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
Editor’s note: Be sure to also read the new PoliceOne Series, “Tips for keeping it together after a bad call”
“I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I can’t think, I feel sick. I can’t do this anymore.”
Can you develop Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) months or even years after a traumatic event like 9/11? Without showing any previous symptoms?
There are studies of Word War II veterans and victims of motor vehicle accidents that say Yes.
This phenomenon is called “delayed onset PTSD,” according to the therapist’s diagnostic bible known as the DSM-IV-TR. It states that symptoms first appear at least six months after the traumatic event. That could mean months or even years later.
Yet some mental health professionals argue that the individual must have had symptoms early on, but didn’t recognize them. They also suggest that the PTSD sufferer delayed getting help for months or years, not that the PTSD itself was delayed.
Nevertheless, many law enforcement officers with no obvious previous symptoms do develop PTSD months or even years after a traumatic event.
As an example of delayed onset PTSD, here is the story of a police officer that developed the disorder five years after 9/11…
On the morning of September 11th, 2001, thirty-one-year old K9 officer Jonathan Figueroa was told to head down to the burning World Trade Center. As his team was crossing the Brooklyn Bridge, his cell phone rang. His wife said that his sister had called, and his brother-in-law, Mario Santoro, an EMT, was already there. She wanted Jonathan to find him and make sure he was okay.
They reached city hall, which was about three blocks from the World Trade Center, and “it was just a cloud of dust. You couldn’t see anything. It looked like a major snow storm, a blizzard,” said Jonathan. They didn’t know that the south tower had already crumbled to the ground.
“Then we heard this large boom. It was earthshaking and metal twisting.” He was listening to the north tower in the process of collapsing.
Jonathan went to the Woolworth Building where triage was underway and asked about his brother-in-law, Mario, but nobody knew anything.
A few days later, he was ordered to work on the pile of rubble that was once a thriving financial district. “My whole motivation for going down there was to see if I could find my brother-in-law.” Though he knew it was unlikely he was still alive.
“I did the bucket brigade for awhile. You get a line of guys digging down, throwing stuff in a bucket, trying to clear debris. We didn’t have enough shovels, and we dug by hand, trying to recover something, somebody.
“On the first day, I found a skull. No flesh, no skin, like right out of a biology science class. I brought it over to a supervisor, and he said, ‘We’re looking for living people right now, put that down.’ And I did.”
A month after 9/11, he still had no word about what had happened to his brother-in-law, and his family assumed that Mario had died in one of the towers. It was difficult to grieve without a body, without knowing, and this weighed heavily on Jonathan’s mind.
Then, two months almost to the day after 9/11, on November 12, 2001, another unthinkable event occurred. At 9:17 AM, a jetliner with 260 people aboard exploded just after takeoff, and bodies and pieces of the plane fell into the Queens neighborhoods of Belle Harbor and Rockaway Beach, part of Long Island, fifteen miles from Manhattan and the pile.
Jonathan was among the first responders to the disaster. “We were recovering the bodies… mothers holding their babies, charred, stuffed in the airplane seats,” he said. “You can’t block that out.”
A few days after the plane crash a friend of his on a midnight phoned him at home and told him they had found his brother-in-law in the wreckage. At least his family had a body, unlike so many other families. Now they could bury him and mourn.
Jonathan continued to work on the pile and didn’t think about what it was doing to him emotionally and psychologically. “You don’t stop to think because if you stop to think, you won’t be able to do it.”
Jonathan knows now that he was suppressing his emotions. “People at work, we’d sit around, we didn’t talk about it. No way. That’s icky. Talking about our feelings, our emotions? You’re a wuss if you do because we’re macho men, we’re police officers, we can handle anything, nothing affects us. You stuff your emotions.”
While Jonathan was at the pile, his frustration built. “We weren’t recovering anything, we felt like we weren’t doing anything. I worked twelve, thirteen, fourteen hours a day. I had to get back to a regular life, you know, pay the bills, have dinner.”
During this time, his sister was staying at his home. “She had lost her husband. I was trying to comfort her, trying to maintain the family. I’m on the pile, I had the plane crash. There’s a lot going on but I was doing it.
“Then we were allowed to adopt a baby boy, but he wasn’t sleeping through the night yet. Here I’m up all these hours working and worrying and he’s not sleeping either. So even if I wanted to get some sleep, I couldn’t. Everything converged at the same time.”
Jonathan worked on the pile from September 11th to December 17th, 2001, 98 hellish days. Then he left the pile and returned to his normal routine at work. He did not attend counseling or peer support.
Five years after 9/11, on January 16th, 2007, he went into work and his sergeant told him that his friend Ronnie, another K9 officer, was hit by a car during his midnight shift and they were going to see him at the hospital.
“You know, I’ve seen many cops bandaged, bruised, beat up, in the hospital. So it was just another day to go see how Ronnie’s doing. We get to the hospital, and he’s on a stretcher. I saw the emotion with his mother and father and wife and I got anxious, and that’s when it bubbled over.”
Jonathan’s wife called and he suddenly worried that maybe one of his babies was sick. She told him that her cousin’s wife was killed in a car accident.
“I started feeling shaky and nervous, and right on that day, I spiraled down, and everything from the past came out: 9/11, the plane crash, my brother-in-law, the first homicide I ever saw as a rookie.”
That began his night sweats, night terrors, anxiety, panic attacks, dry mouth, aches and pains, heart palpitations, nightmares and flashbacks of horrific images—except he became the victim.
“I was that first homicide on the street. I was my brother-in-law underneath the rubble. I was in the plane crash, strapped to a seat holding a charred baby.”
For the next three months, Jonathan couldn’t sleep, had difficulty eating, and lost weight. “And I became obsessive-compulsive about death because it seemed like that’s all I ever saw. Death on TV, death in my job, death in the newspaper.”
Jonathan began taking days off work. He didn’t tell anybody about the turmoil inside him. “Because I didn’t know what the heck was wrong with me. I didn’t think depression or anxiety, no way. I figured it would pass. You know, let me get a good night’s sleep. I was trying to rationalize it all. I didn’t know anything about PTSD.”
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PTSD can attack years later
Pullling duty at Walter Reed ended up causing trouble at home
Barrington father hopes his ‘mistakes’ will teach others
01:00 AM EDT on Thursday, April 23, 2009
By Linda Borg
Journal Staff Writer
BARRINGTON — A contrite John Place said his son was wrong to allow teenagers in his house while he and his wife were away recently and added that he hopes that parents and teenagers will learn from his mistakes.
“I am not going to make excuses for my son,” Place said in an interview Tuesday night. “He was wrong, and I regret leaving him home alone. He has screwed up before. He should have known better.”
On Friday, April 10, more than 20 youths, many of them minors, turned up at Place’s house on Sowams Avenue and allegedly threw a party in his basement.
When the police arrived that night, they could hear music and laughter coming from the basement, and, when they opened the exterior bulkhead door, they said that the smell of beer and alcohol was overwhelming.
But when the police contacted Place by cell phone and asked for permission to enter his house, he refused. Police Chief John M. LaCross said that his officers could not enter the house without permission unless they believed that someone’s life was in danger.
Place came under heavy criticism on the Internet and on talk radio this week because he left his 19-year-old son, Corey, home alone while he and his wife, Susan, spent the beginning of the Easter weekend in Maryland.
Place wasn’t on vacation. Rather, he said he had been called to active duty at the Walter Reed Army Hospital, where he is a psychiatric nurse who helps wounded soldiers recover.
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Barrington father hopes his ‘mistakes’ will teach others
01:00 AM EDT on Thursday, April 23, 2009
By Linda Borg
Journal Staff Writer
BARRINGTON — A contrite John Place said his son was wrong to allow teenagers in his house while he and his wife were away recently and added that he hopes that parents and teenagers will learn from his mistakes.
“I am not going to make excuses for my son,” Place said in an interview Tuesday night. “He was wrong, and I regret leaving him home alone. He has screwed up before. He should have known better.”
On Friday, April 10, more than 20 youths, many of them minors, turned up at Place’s house on Sowams Avenue and allegedly threw a party in his basement.
When the police arrived that night, they could hear music and laughter coming from the basement, and, when they opened the exterior bulkhead door, they said that the smell of beer and alcohol was overwhelming.
But when the police contacted Place by cell phone and asked for permission to enter his house, he refused. Police Chief John M. LaCross said that his officers could not enter the house without permission unless they believed that someone’s life was in danger.
Place came under heavy criticism on the Internet and on talk radio this week because he left his 19-year-old son, Corey, home alone while he and his wife, Susan, spent the beginning of the Easter weekend in Maryland.
Place wasn’t on vacation. Rather, he said he had been called to active duty at the Walter Reed Army Hospital, where he is a psychiatric nurse who helps wounded soldiers recover.
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Toby Keith: More celebs should visit troops
Toby Keith: More celebs should visit troops
By: Jeff Dufour and Kiki Ryan
Examiner Columnist
04/21/09 4:22 PM
Country superstar Toby Keith will leave D.C. for Afghanistan on Tuesday night to add to the 100-plus USO shows he’s played throughout the past seven years. But at the National Press Club earlier in the day, Keith lamented that more celebrities don’t make similar trips to back the troops.
He said when they’re being paid to make movies, few stars want to leave “Disneyland” and “go to a war zone.”
Not that the danger isn’t real. “I’ve raced Marines to a bunker when the sirens go off,” he said. “It took me 100 shows to learn to trust how good our guys really are.”
But “you don’t have to go to a war zone,” he implored any celebs who were listening. “Go to Walter Reed Hospital.”
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Toby Keith: More celebs should visit troops
By: Jeff Dufour and Kiki Ryan
Examiner Columnist
04/21/09 4:22 PM
Country superstar Toby Keith will leave D.C. for Afghanistan on Tuesday night to add to the 100-plus USO shows he’s played throughout the past seven years. But at the National Press Club earlier in the day, Keith lamented that more celebrities don’t make similar trips to back the troops.
He said when they’re being paid to make movies, few stars want to leave “Disneyland” and “go to a war zone.”
Not that the danger isn’t real. “I’ve raced Marines to a bunker when the sirens go off,” he said. “It took me 100 shows to learn to trust how good our guys really are.”
But “you don’t have to go to a war zone,” he implored any celebs who were listening. “Go to Walter Reed Hospital.”
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Toby Keith: More celebs should visit troops
Frederick police officer recovering from injuries in Iraq
Frederick police officer recovering from injuries in Iraq
by Erica L. Green Staff Writer
While her husband may be growing restless, Heather Preece is just settling down enough to finally rest.
Reed Preece, a Frederick Police officer serving in Iraq, is recovering nicely from injuries he suffered when his vehicle was hit by an improvised explosive device on April 12, his wife said.
"He's really bored," Heather said. "He's pushing to be cleared to get back out there. I'm just settling and trying to get back to normal."
Heather received a phone call on Easter Sunday informing her that her husband was "injured, but alive," then another call less than 24 hours that said he was "bloody, but OK."
Preece, 24, a first lieutenant in the Army National Guard, had suffered second-degree-burns to left side of body, shrapnel wounds to neck, left shoulder, and left leg. He also suffered a fractured knee and had to be treated for smoke inhalation from helping pull soldiers out of a burning vehicle.
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by Erica L. Green Staff Writer
While her husband may be growing restless, Heather Preece is just settling down enough to finally rest.
Reed Preece, a Frederick Police officer serving in Iraq, is recovering nicely from injuries he suffered when his vehicle was hit by an improvised explosive device on April 12, his wife said.
"He's really bored," Heather said. "He's pushing to be cleared to get back out there. I'm just settling and trying to get back to normal."
Heather received a phone call on Easter Sunday informing her that her husband was "injured, but alive," then another call less than 24 hours that said he was "bloody, but OK."
Preece, 24, a first lieutenant in the Army National Guard, had suffered second-degree-burns to left side of body, shrapnel wounds to neck, left shoulder, and left leg. He also suffered a fractured knee and had to be treated for smoke inhalation from helping pull soldiers out of a burning vehicle.
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Col. Janis Karpinski 'vindicated' by Senate report
April 22, 2009
Army officer 'vindicated' by Senate report
WASHINGTON (AP) - An Army Reserve colonel demoted from brigadier general because of prisoner abuses at the Abu Ghraib facility in Iraq said Wednesday a new Senate report supports her contention that uniformed military people were made scapegoats for Bush administration policies.
Col. Janis Karpinski said that "from the beginning, I've been saying these soldiers did not design these techniques on their own."
Karpinski said she felt vindicated and said she thought it had taken "far too long" for the information about the history of the interrogation policy to surface publicly.
Eleven U.S. soldiers have been convicted and five officers, including Karpinski, have been disciplined in the Abu Ghraib scandal. Karpinski was demoted to colonel for alleged dereliction of duty - a charge she has vehemently denied. The only soldier still imprisoned for Abu Ghraib is former Cpl. Charles Graner Jr., who received a 10-year sentence for assault, battery, conspiracy, maltreatment, indecent acts and dereliction of duty.
Army documents released in May 2005 substantiated Karpinski's assertions that she was innocent of two principal allegations lodged against her by officer who initially investigated abuses at Abu Ghraib.
The 232-page Senate report released late Tuesday found that the brutal treatment of terror detainees and prisoners by members of the U.S. military, both at Abu Ghraib and the Guantanamo prison facility, wasn't simply the work of "a few bad apples"
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Army officer 'vindicated' by Senate report
Army officer 'vindicated' by Senate report
WASHINGTON (AP) - An Army Reserve colonel demoted from brigadier general because of prisoner abuses at the Abu Ghraib facility in Iraq said Wednesday a new Senate report supports her contention that uniformed military people were made scapegoats for Bush administration policies.
Col. Janis Karpinski said that "from the beginning, I've been saying these soldiers did not design these techniques on their own."
Karpinski said she felt vindicated and said she thought it had taken "far too long" for the information about the history of the interrogation policy to surface publicly.
Eleven U.S. soldiers have been convicted and five officers, including Karpinski, have been disciplined in the Abu Ghraib scandal. Karpinski was demoted to colonel for alleged dereliction of duty - a charge she has vehemently denied. The only soldier still imprisoned for Abu Ghraib is former Cpl. Charles Graner Jr., who received a 10-year sentence for assault, battery, conspiracy, maltreatment, indecent acts and dereliction of duty.
Army documents released in May 2005 substantiated Karpinski's assertions that she was innocent of two principal allegations lodged against her by officer who initially investigated abuses at Abu Ghraib.
The 232-page Senate report released late Tuesday found that the brutal treatment of terror detainees and prisoners by members of the U.S. military, both at Abu Ghraib and the Guantanamo prison facility, wasn't simply the work of "a few bad apples"
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Veterans hope to rebuild their lives through Conservation Corps
Veterans hope to rebuild their lives through Conservation Corps
The Veterans Conservation Corps, a state-financed program, is helping veterans who served in Iraq and Afghanistan tackle two big challenges of civilian life — finding new employment and coping with psychic battle scars. The focus is on outdoor jobs in forestry, wildlife management and other natural-resource fields.
By Hal Bernton
Seattle Times staff reporter
COVINGTON — At a subdivision in Southeast King County, nine people wield shovels, picks and machetes to hack down blackberry thickets that have overgrown a tiny wetland.
Hour by hour, they clear more of the brambles, revealing cedar and other native plants that had been enveloped by the thorny bushes.
Every person on this crew is a military veteran, most of whom served in Iraq or Afghanistan. All are hoping to forge new careers through the Veterans Conservation Corps, a state-financed program that helps them tackle two big challenges of civilian life — finding new employment and coping with the psychic battle scars of war.
The focus is on outdoor jobs in forestry, wildlife management and other natural-resource fields that can put the veterans outside, where it's hoped they can tap some of the healing powers of nature. The veterans combine classroom work at community colleges with weekly forays to restore waterways, monitor pollution and tackle other tasks.
On this day, they are laboring at one of many small wetlands created by developers to compensate for marshland filled in for housing. Most of these spots are overgrown with blackberries and other invasive species, and the restoration work is tough labor that often leaves scratched-up arms.
"It's been like a breath of fresh air," said Jeremy Grisham, the leader of the crew. "When I first got back, I couldn't find work and gained so much weight. When I started getting outside, it was the first time I felt good about things."
Grisham was a Navy medic who took part in the initial U.S. invasion of Iraq. One of his most harrowing tasks was helping civilians suffering from burns and wounds. As Grisham was medically retired in 2005, he was diagnosed with a disabling case of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).
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Veterans hope to rebuild their lives through Conservation Corps
The Veterans Conservation Corps, a state-financed program, is helping veterans who served in Iraq and Afghanistan tackle two big challenges of civilian life — finding new employment and coping with psychic battle scars. The focus is on outdoor jobs in forestry, wildlife management and other natural-resource fields.
By Hal Bernton
Seattle Times staff reporter
COVINGTON — At a subdivision in Southeast King County, nine people wield shovels, picks and machetes to hack down blackberry thickets that have overgrown a tiny wetland.
Hour by hour, they clear more of the brambles, revealing cedar and other native plants that had been enveloped by the thorny bushes.
Every person on this crew is a military veteran, most of whom served in Iraq or Afghanistan. All are hoping to forge new careers through the Veterans Conservation Corps, a state-financed program that helps them tackle two big challenges of civilian life — finding new employment and coping with the psychic battle scars of war.
The focus is on outdoor jobs in forestry, wildlife management and other natural-resource fields that can put the veterans outside, where it's hoped they can tap some of the healing powers of nature. The veterans combine classroom work at community colleges with weekly forays to restore waterways, monitor pollution and tackle other tasks.
On this day, they are laboring at one of many small wetlands created by developers to compensate for marshland filled in for housing. Most of these spots are overgrown with blackberries and other invasive species, and the restoration work is tough labor that often leaves scratched-up arms.
"It's been like a breath of fresh air," said Jeremy Grisham, the leader of the crew. "When I first got back, I couldn't find work and gained so much weight. When I started getting outside, it was the first time I felt good about things."
Grisham was a Navy medic who took part in the initial U.S. invasion of Iraq. One of his most harrowing tasks was helping civilians suffering from burns and wounds. As Grisham was medically retired in 2005, he was diagnosed with a disabling case of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).
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Tammy Duckworth confirmed for veterans post finally!
Duckworth confirmed for veterans post
The Associated Press
Posted : Thursday Apr 23, 2009 8:38:33 EDT
CHICAGO — The U.S. Senate on Wednesday confirmed former Iraq war helicopter pilot Tammy Duckworth's nomination as an assistant secretary at the Veterans Affairs Department.
Duckworth will direct the Office of Public Affairs and Intergovernmental Communications. Among other things, the Illinois National Guard major will oversee VA's public affairs operations, as well as programs for homeless veterans.
"President Obama and America's veterans now have Tammy Duckworth as their advocate and champion," Sen. Dick Durbin of Illinois said in a statement. "I know Tammy will bring the same level of commitment to the VA that she has shown in fighting for her country and representing Illinois veterans."
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Duckworth confirmed for veterans post
The Associated Press
Posted : Thursday Apr 23, 2009 8:38:33 EDT
CHICAGO — The U.S. Senate on Wednesday confirmed former Iraq war helicopter pilot Tammy Duckworth's nomination as an assistant secretary at the Veterans Affairs Department.
Duckworth will direct the Office of Public Affairs and Intergovernmental Communications. Among other things, the Illinois National Guard major will oversee VA's public affairs operations, as well as programs for homeless veterans.
"President Obama and America's veterans now have Tammy Duckworth as their advocate and champion," Sen. Dick Durbin of Illinois said in a statement. "I know Tammy will bring the same level of commitment to the VA that she has shown in fighting for her country and representing Illinois veterans."
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Deluded need to wake up fast!
This person (below) wrote an opinion piece and it was printed. The problem is, she is so wrong it's beyond belief but too many people will agree with her simply because they have not paid attention in all these years. That's right! Years! She is blaming Obama for the deplorable conditions veterans have been subjected to for years but President Obama has not even been in office for a hundred days yet.
Where was she and others when the veterans and the wounded troops were being subjected to this appalling treatment since 2001 and the first troops were sent to Afghanistan?
Where was she when Bush cut the VA so there were less doctors and nurses working for the VA than there were following the Gulf War but we had two military campaigns producing more and more wounded joining the veterans already in line for the care they were promised?
Where was she as the backlog of claims jumped from 400,000 to almost 900,000?
Where was she when PTSD wounded were being dishonorably discharged under "personality disorders" instead of being treated for this war born wound?
Where was she when Nicholson returned funds out of the VA budget as wounded soldiers returned to this soil, turned away from the VA when they sought help for PTSD and committed suicide? Did she weep at their graves?
The list of offenses Bush committed on our veterans is so long it would take hours to list, yet people like the writers of this opinion piece fail to acknowledge any of this. While she said " Over the last year" it was before Obama took office but she did not mention all of this happened while Bush was President. She also did not notice the fact that it was not "over the last year" but over all the years Bush was in office. Never once did she mention what the Democrats have accomplished since they managed to finally get in charge of the Veterans Affairs committee or the fact that Obama was on that committee.
She raised the point of the "private insurance" that Obama was considering but when he listened to the voices of the veterans he abandoned any thoughts of doing this. Again the key word is "thought" and not plan. While something like this would help veterans needing treatment but having their VA claims denied, since if they happen to have jobs they are charged for their care without an approved claim and a recognized "service connected disability" they pay out of their pocket because insurance companies can deny paying because as they put it "it's the responsibility of the government to cover this care." just as they did in the 90's when congress changed the rules under Bill Clinton. Again, she failed to pay attention.
When it came to what Napolitano had to defend herself and the administration over, again she failed to acknowledge the fact that under Bush the recruitment problems escalated to the point where they lowered the requirements so far down criminals were allowed to enter into the military. These criminals are heavily armed and serving right next to the rest of the troops who wanted to join because they wanted to serve the country instead of wanting to avoid time in jail. Gang members were allowed to join as well. Ever think about how violent gang members are when it comes to them getting their hands on the training the military offers?
The "tea party" was something else she avoided when it came to veterans around the country being part of the taxes they don't want to pay since the VA is paid by tax dollars and the budgets have been increased since the GOP has been out of control over it or the fact that they were responsible for the VA budget falling short every year. I wonder if she ever watched CSPAN when the budget was being debated and the GOP kept saying they couldn't afford to increase the VA because of all the money being spent in Iraq and Afghanistan? When it came to what Bush wanted, everything was vital, but when it came to what our veterans needed, well, there just wasn't enough money for it and then they managed to fight for tax cuts for the wealthy. Wonder if she noticed how this made veterans feel as they were sitting in their living rooms holding yet another denial from the VA telling them they could file an appeal?
She also avoided mentioning the fact that when our troops are wounded by PTSD and untreated, left abandoned by the nation they were willing to risk their life for, left to suffer financially and emotionally, it can lead to a lot of problems for the rest of society as it has already when they are suffering from PTSD driven flashbacks and nightmares that put them back into battle mode. If she cannot even consider the fact they have been treated so poorly by Bush and his leadership they could turn into disgruntled veterans, then she has a real problem.
There are so many needing help right now that have been unjustly treated, denied the care they were promised and left to suffer for serving it should make any American sickened but too many in this country would rather avoid knowledge of how it got this bad and who was responsible for all of this. It's easier to just jump on whatever the Obama Administration gets tripped up over instead of what they have been really trying to fix. We avoid the facts at our peril because this nation depends on the men and women serving it. They should never be used as part of some kind of twisted political game. If this woman had paid attention to facts instead of claims made by some talking heads on a certain cable channel, she would not be so deluded.
If you want to know who wrote the rant above, click on link.
Where was she and others when the veterans and the wounded troops were being subjected to this appalling treatment since 2001 and the first troops were sent to Afghanistan?
Where was she when Bush cut the VA so there were less doctors and nurses working for the VA than there were following the Gulf War but we had two military campaigns producing more and more wounded joining the veterans already in line for the care they were promised?
Where was she as the backlog of claims jumped from 400,000 to almost 900,000?
Where was she when PTSD wounded were being dishonorably discharged under "personality disorders" instead of being treated for this war born wound?
Where was she when Nicholson returned funds out of the VA budget as wounded soldiers returned to this soil, turned away from the VA when they sought help for PTSD and committed suicide? Did she weep at their graves?
The list of offenses Bush committed on our veterans is so long it would take hours to list, yet people like the writers of this opinion piece fail to acknowledge any of this. While she said " Over the last year" it was before Obama took office but she did not mention all of this happened while Bush was President. She also did not notice the fact that it was not "over the last year" but over all the years Bush was in office. Never once did she mention what the Democrats have accomplished since they managed to finally get in charge of the Veterans Affairs committee or the fact that Obama was on that committee.
She raised the point of the "private insurance" that Obama was considering but when he listened to the voices of the veterans he abandoned any thoughts of doing this. Again the key word is "thought" and not plan. While something like this would help veterans needing treatment but having their VA claims denied, since if they happen to have jobs they are charged for their care without an approved claim and a recognized "service connected disability" they pay out of their pocket because insurance companies can deny paying because as they put it "it's the responsibility of the government to cover this care." just as they did in the 90's when congress changed the rules under Bill Clinton. Again, she failed to pay attention.
When it came to what Napolitano had to defend herself and the administration over, again she failed to acknowledge the fact that under Bush the recruitment problems escalated to the point where they lowered the requirements so far down criminals were allowed to enter into the military. These criminals are heavily armed and serving right next to the rest of the troops who wanted to join because they wanted to serve the country instead of wanting to avoid time in jail. Gang members were allowed to join as well. Ever think about how violent gang members are when it comes to them getting their hands on the training the military offers?
The "tea party" was something else she avoided when it came to veterans around the country being part of the taxes they don't want to pay since the VA is paid by tax dollars and the budgets have been increased since the GOP has been out of control over it or the fact that they were responsible for the VA budget falling short every year. I wonder if she ever watched CSPAN when the budget was being debated and the GOP kept saying they couldn't afford to increase the VA because of all the money being spent in Iraq and Afghanistan? When it came to what Bush wanted, everything was vital, but when it came to what our veterans needed, well, there just wasn't enough money for it and then they managed to fight for tax cuts for the wealthy. Wonder if she noticed how this made veterans feel as they were sitting in their living rooms holding yet another denial from the VA telling them they could file an appeal?
She also avoided mentioning the fact that when our troops are wounded by PTSD and untreated, left abandoned by the nation they were willing to risk their life for, left to suffer financially and emotionally, it can lead to a lot of problems for the rest of society as it has already when they are suffering from PTSD driven flashbacks and nightmares that put them back into battle mode. If she cannot even consider the fact they have been treated so poorly by Bush and his leadership they could turn into disgruntled veterans, then she has a real problem.
There are so many needing help right now that have been unjustly treated, denied the care they were promised and left to suffer for serving it should make any American sickened but too many in this country would rather avoid knowledge of how it got this bad and who was responsible for all of this. It's easier to just jump on whatever the Obama Administration gets tripped up over instead of what they have been really trying to fix. We avoid the facts at our peril because this nation depends on the men and women serving it. They should never be used as part of some kind of twisted political game. If this woman had paid attention to facts instead of claims made by some talking heads on a certain cable channel, she would not be so deluded.
Letter: Obama isn't proving to be veteran-friendly
Thursday, April 23, 2009
President Barack Obama’s mantra to our veterans is: “I will take care of you.”
Upon taking office, Obama immediately set out to attempt to force veterans to pay for their own health coverage. Outcry and outrage surfaced in Washington, forcing Obama to relent.
Over the last year, the Veterans Administration has been trying to get all its psychiatrists and psychologists to deny veterans a diagnosis of post-traumatic stress syndrome in hopes of preventing permanent disability payments for them and their family members.
When this surfaced, Obama’s secretary of veterans affairs, Eric K. Shinseki, refused to comment.
Now we have Secretary of Homeland Security Janet A. Napolitano categorizing veterans as potential violent extremists who may be future threats who may join terrorist cells. Officials base this claim on Timothy McVeigh’s attack on the Oklahoma City federal building.
When veterans’ groups expressed outrage at this news, Napolitano tried to save face by stating that the Obama administration “honors” veterans.
During the Tea Party demonstration in Vero Beach, two-thirds of 3,500 members of the crowds were veterans. Not a single violent act disrupted this demonstration.
Every veteran brings honor, dignity, commitment and sacrifice on behalf of our great nation. As a veteran of the U.S. Navy, I am sickened and devastated by the Obama administration’s attitude and stance.
If this is President Obama’s example of how he will “take care” of our veterans, he definitely has a long way to go.
Letter: Obama isn't proving to be veteran-friendly
If you want to know who wrote the rant above, click on link.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
U.S. Representative Ann Kirkpatrick (D-AZ) visited four Arizona counties
With so many in congress getting an ear full of suffering veterans and PTSD, you'd think they would have found out what has to be done by now. At least Kirkpatrick is listening.
Kirkpatrick makes several stops in Rim Country
Wednesday, 22 April 2009 13:13
By Carolyn Wall
Gazette Correspondent
And Pat Rollins
Gazette Columnist
U.S. Representative Ann Kirkpatrick (D-AZ) visited four Arizona counties on her nine-day “Get Arizona Back on Track” tour earlier this month and included several venues in Payson Thursday, April 16.
Kirkpatrick arrived late at The Rim Club because of a traffic accident on the Beeline. In the interim, Payson Mayor Kenny Evans praised the first term Representative, especially for her accessibility.
He said they have exchanged 54 emails and some phone calls in the short time she has been in office.
Evans was also asked about the stimulus money and how quickly it would be coming into our area. He indicated projects would probably be starting around late May.
Gila County Supervisor Tommie Cline Martin said the county will be looking at three stimulus projects, a green library in Pine, CBG grants for weatherization, and septic systems clean-up.
Evans said he is trying to keep it quiet and low key, but Arizona State University is seriously considering Payson for an outreach campus. The campus could be open on a limited basis by 2010.
When Kirkpatrick arrived, she explained the committees she serves on, including the Small Business Committee, which is pouring more money into the Small Business Administration for additional loans.
She also serves on the Homeland Security Committee and talked about the great need for intelligent immigration reform. She is also on the Veteran Affairs Committee.
Her next stop was at the American Legion Hall where she had an informal discussion with military veterans and their family members.
The subject then turned to post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), which many veterans coming out of the service don’t even know they have.
Kirkpatrick commended Misti Isley DeCaire of Veterans Helping Veterans, who has taken veterans into her home since 1993, providing shelter, transportation for medical appointments and other necessities without any official status or sanction from the Veterans’ Administration.
DeCaire, in her 80’s, a 22-year veteran of World War II, Korea and Vietnam, said, “When you’ve been there, done that …”. Her voice trailed off, but those sitting at the table knew that all the veterans in the area know to go to her.
“Thank you for your shelter,” Kirkpatrick said.
Jim Muhr, a Vietnam vet, said that he goes for counseling for PTSD every two weeks.
“We have Iraqui vets and they say Vietnam vets are helping them. We understand where they’re coming from.”
Linda Muhr, his wife, talked about other casualties of the war – the wives and families.
“We have secondary PTSD as wives,” she said. “We’re kind of forgotten. PTSD can never be cured, but it can be treated.”
Muhr and three other women in Payson started a support group for wives of veterans a year ago. There are now eight in the group.
“The wife doesn’t get any counseling for any of this,” Muhr said.
Wives and children of veterans are, however, entitled to be treated at a veterans’ hospital, according to DeCaire.
Kirkpatrick said there will be 65,000 returning veterans from Iraq in the next two years.
“We’ve got an opportunity to do something right,” she said.
The PTSD Women’s and Family Support Group of Payson meets Mondays at 6 p.m. at St. Paul Church on Easy Street. For information, contact Linda Muhr at (928) 474-4530.
Kirkpatrick makes several stops in Rim Country
Orlando VA hospital needs lawmakers' backing and no more yakking!
The groundbreaking was a big event around here last year. I went to it, listened to the speeches and walked away scratching my head. The groundbreaking came before the election, no big surprise there but what stunned me was how obvious it was. This is not about what veterans need in Florida or it wouldn't have taken this long to get this hospital built. We have over 400,000 veterans in this state and the veterans of central Florida have to rely on a clinic. While it is the size of a hospital, it is far from being large enough or staffed enough to take care of all of the veterans here, especially when the snow birds come swooping in and getting in line for care.
A few months ago I posted how I had taken my husband to one of his appointments because parking was a huge issue. It was so bad there were security guards directing traffic behind the building. There were over 3,000 cars! We needed a hospital years ago and the veterans deserved a lot more than lip service about getting one when it seems the rest of the country is still waiting as well. When do we get any of this right? When the troops in Iraq and Afghanistan all come home and need help? Why will it take until 2012 to get this hospital up and running?
A few months ago I posted how I had taken my husband to one of his appointments because parking was a huge issue. It was so bad there were security guards directing traffic behind the building. There were over 3,000 cars! We needed a hospital years ago and the veterans deserved a lot more than lip service about getting one when it seems the rest of the country is still waiting as well. When do we get any of this right? When the troops in Iraq and Afghanistan all come home and need help? Why will it take until 2012 to get this hospital up and running?
VA hospital needs lawmakers' backing
Mark Schlueb Sentinel Staff Writer
April 22, 2009
With construction of a veterans hospital under way in east Orlando, congressional lawmakers pledged Tuesday to secure the money needed to finish the job. U.S. Rep. Bob Filner, chairman of the House Veterans Affairs Committee, hosted a meeting in Orlando to talk about the Lake Nona hospital. Filner, of San Diego, brought the committee to Florida at the behest of fellow Democrat and committee member Corrine Brown of Jacksonville. It was a chance for members of Florida's delegation to sit in and talk about the hospital. The hospital is scheduled for completion in 2012. It needs another $371 million appropriation, and Filner has grown accustomed to hearing freshman Democrats Alan Grayson of Orlando and Suzanne Kosmas of New Smyrna Beach mouth the number "371" in the halls.
VA hospital needs lawmakers' backing
VA submits statements late, cannot testify
VA submits statements late, cannot testify
By Rick Maze - Staff writer
Posted : Wednesday Apr 22, 2009 17:39:19 EDT
Department of Veterans Affairs officials were barred Wednesday from providing testimony before a Senate subcommittee because they didn’t deliver their prepared statements far enough ahead of time.
That may have stopped some fireworks; the testimony included strong objections to legislation pending before the Senate Veterans’ Affairs Committee, including a bipartisan bill to increase benefits to family members who become significant caregivers to disabled veterans by providing specialized training, some health care benefits and a monthly stipend.
VA officials also wanted to express concerns about a bill that would make Iraq and Afghanistan veterans eligible for readjustment counseling — officials say it would give those veterans access not available to other veterans — and sought to oppose a rural health care proposal for veterans because it would have the government pay for air transportation when that is the best way to get to a veterans hospital, which could be costly.
The veterans committee, like most other congressional committees, wants to receive administration testimony several days before a scheduled hearing so the staff has time to review it and come up with questions.
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VA submits statements late, cannot testify
By Rick Maze - Staff writer
Posted : Wednesday Apr 22, 2009 17:39:19 EDT
Department of Veterans Affairs officials were barred Wednesday from providing testimony before a Senate subcommittee because they didn’t deliver their prepared statements far enough ahead of time.
That may have stopped some fireworks; the testimony included strong objections to legislation pending before the Senate Veterans’ Affairs Committee, including a bipartisan bill to increase benefits to family members who become significant caregivers to disabled veterans by providing specialized training, some health care benefits and a monthly stipend.
VA officials also wanted to express concerns about a bill that would make Iraq and Afghanistan veterans eligible for readjustment counseling — officials say it would give those veterans access not available to other veterans — and sought to oppose a rural health care proposal for veterans because it would have the government pay for air transportation when that is the best way to get to a veterans hospital, which could be costly.
The veterans committee, like most other congressional committees, wants to receive administration testimony several days before a scheduled hearing so the staff has time to review it and come up with questions.
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VA submits statements late, cannot testify
UK:Female soldier succumbs to wound of PTSD
Will we ever learn the price of war does not end when they make it back home? Looks like the UK hasn't either.
Chanice Ward
29-year-old war hero dies
DAVID BALE
21 April 2009 11:03
A distraught family was today mourning the death of their war hero daughter.
Today, the father of Chanice Ward, 29, told how her daughter had suffered from post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) from her time in the army and he believes this may have led her to take her own life.
Ms Ward, of Barford, near Hethersett, was discharged from the army against her wishes and was pursuing a case for compensation with the Service Personnel and Veterans Agency when she died.
Earlier this year, she spoke to the Evening News about the horrific experiences she witnessed in Bosnia and Kosovo that left her suffering from PTSD.
Her father Ivor Ward, 57, who served 22 years in the army himself, plans to drape a Union Jack over her coffin at the funeral tomorrow . He said her case for compensation was still ongoing and that the family still could get the compensation.
Her death comes at a time when the issue of PTSD and the army's treatment of the condition has come under close scrutiny.
Last month an unprecedented 'suicide watch' was launched by commanders at Britain's main military base in Iraq following the deaths of three soldiers during a ten-week.
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29-year-old war hero dies
Female soldier death at Fort Sam Houston probed
Soldier's fatal shooting probed
By Sig Christenson - Express-News
Web Posted: 04/21/2009 11:02 CDT
A soldier was found dead in her barracks Tuesday night at Fort Sam Houston after a caller told post police that someone there had fired a weapon.
The victim suffered a single gunshot wound, but police were not saying where the GI had been shot or if her death was an apparent suicide.
“I haven't even seen a police report yet,” Fort Sam spokesman Phil Reidinger said late Tuesday, adding that police had provided few details to him in the case. “Without the police report and without confirmation of next-of-kin notification, I don't have any more details than I am able to provide you now.”
Fort Sam police arrived at the 32nd Medical Brigade training barracks around 6:30 p.m., moments after receiving the call. They found a body in the barracks, which has an open bay configuration and accommodates an average of about 60 GIs.
Virtually nothing was known about the victim. Reidinger said police had not given him her name, rank or age, and added that it wasn't known if her relatives had been notified. Though he did not know her job specialty, those in the barracks are at Fort Sam for training as combat medics.
“I don't know how long she had been assigned here,” he said.
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Soldier's fatal shooting probed
UPDATE
Sam Houston soldier apparently killed self
The Associated Press
Posted : Wednesday Apr 22, 2009 19:28:40 EDT
SAN ANTONIO — The military says a soldier who flunked out of combat medic training has been found dead in an apparent suicide at the Fort Sam Houston barracks.
Spokesman Phil Reidinger at the base in Texas says Pfc. Jaynie May Askew was found Tuesday on her bed, next to a note and a .45-caliber handgun.
Reidinger says only two of the 60 training medics living at the barracks were there at the time of the shooting. He says the gun was not military issued, and he doesn't know how she got the gun into the barracks.
The 43-year-old Askew was being sent back to a military police unit of the Arizona National Guard after failing a required emergency medical technician test.
Sam Houston soldier apparently killed self
God delights to advance the humble
by
Chaplain Kathie
Another message from Papa Roy I needed to hear today. He always manages to do it. I'm sure many of you have gone thru times when you do what you believe you are lead to do by God's guidance, doing the right thing no matter what price you have to pay, and falling flat on your face. Most of the veterans I talk to end up feeling this way because they did what they believed in but ended up suffering for doing it with PTSD and then further assaulted by trying to have claims approved. The truth is, it's not just veterans but almost every one of us.
I've been feeling really, tremendously depressed with my financial state and the fact that after all these years, no one has a clue I'm here. Thousands of people have watched my videos. When they were up on YouTube and Google video, the numbers were over thousands of hits but also they were being used by organizations for audiences. I have no idea how many ended up seeing them. My book, provided for free online, is another creation of mine leaving me no idea how many people read it. This was all fine to me and didn't really matter up until the last couple of years.
While I've been helping veterans since 1982, the last 5 years has been devoted to them full time. We moved to Florida so that I could work part time for a pay check while being able to do this work more. I keep getting hopeful the day will come when I am able to have some kind of income for my work, but over and over again, my work is used and I'm forgotten. I end up thinking that no one cares about what I know, what I have to share and it's time to just give up. After all, why should my family suffer for what I do? Yet every time I want to give up, God sends someone to me needing help, or someone contacts me wanting my advice. Doesn't do me any good financially but supports the thought that this is what God wanted me to do.
Am I deluding myself? I can't promote my work no matter how hard I try because frankly, I'm just not good at it and emails are private. I don't talk about them and they don't either. I have full confidence in what I know but then Satan's foot gets in the way and has me telling myself I'm no one from no where and no one will ever really listen to me. Senators and congressmen ignore the emails and snail mail I send. Phone calls are not returned. Groups I had hope in and supported fell apart. People I helped during all these years managed to rise far above me, leaving me behind and forgetting I was here first. It sucks being me at this point.
Yesterday, like many other days, I wondered why I torture myself working at least 70 hours a week without getting anything for it. Why do I have to wake up in the morning trying to snatch onto hope only to go to bed at night more depressed than I was in the morning? Then a reader of my blog left a comment that had me near tears. She thanked me for all the help I give. That helped more than she will ever know.
This morning I got back from having my car fixed with a $200.00 bill to pay. I struggled to figure out how to pay for it and again Satan's foot got in the way and made me regret the decision I made 5 years ago. As I opened up the emails, I had no will to read them. More and more heartache across the nation on top of the heartache I was feeling in my personal life was just too much to put myself thru. After all, it's probably one of the biggest reasons I have so few hits on this blog. Too many sad stories and too few good ones. Believe me, I search very hard for good stories in all of this. I'm just like everyone else. I need some hope too. I read about another Marine committing suicide, PTSD struggles and a few other political emails and then opened up this one from Papa Roy. It gave me back some hope in a very dark time for me so I wanted to share it with you hoping it would do the same for you. We all have times when we feel as if we are suffering unjustly but we never know what God has planned for us or what tomorrow will bring. With faith, we can get up tomorrow and find ourselves restored no matter what we face and know we are not alone.
Chaplain Kathie
Another message from Papa Roy I needed to hear today. He always manages to do it. I'm sure many of you have gone thru times when you do what you believe you are lead to do by God's guidance, doing the right thing no matter what price you have to pay, and falling flat on your face. Most of the veterans I talk to end up feeling this way because they did what they believed in but ended up suffering for doing it with PTSD and then further assaulted by trying to have claims approved. The truth is, it's not just veterans but almost every one of us.
I've been feeling really, tremendously depressed with my financial state and the fact that after all these years, no one has a clue I'm here. Thousands of people have watched my videos. When they were up on YouTube and Google video, the numbers were over thousands of hits but also they were being used by organizations for audiences. I have no idea how many ended up seeing them. My book, provided for free online, is another creation of mine leaving me no idea how many people read it. This was all fine to me and didn't really matter up until the last couple of years.
While I've been helping veterans since 1982, the last 5 years has been devoted to them full time. We moved to Florida so that I could work part time for a pay check while being able to do this work more. I keep getting hopeful the day will come when I am able to have some kind of income for my work, but over and over again, my work is used and I'm forgotten. I end up thinking that no one cares about what I know, what I have to share and it's time to just give up. After all, why should my family suffer for what I do? Yet every time I want to give up, God sends someone to me needing help, or someone contacts me wanting my advice. Doesn't do me any good financially but supports the thought that this is what God wanted me to do.
Am I deluding myself? I can't promote my work no matter how hard I try because frankly, I'm just not good at it and emails are private. I don't talk about them and they don't either. I have full confidence in what I know but then Satan's foot gets in the way and has me telling myself I'm no one from no where and no one will ever really listen to me. Senators and congressmen ignore the emails and snail mail I send. Phone calls are not returned. Groups I had hope in and supported fell apart. People I helped during all these years managed to rise far above me, leaving me behind and forgetting I was here first. It sucks being me at this point.
Yesterday, like many other days, I wondered why I torture myself working at least 70 hours a week without getting anything for it. Why do I have to wake up in the morning trying to snatch onto hope only to go to bed at night more depressed than I was in the morning? Then a reader of my blog left a comment that had me near tears. She thanked me for all the help I give. That helped more than she will ever know.
This morning I got back from having my car fixed with a $200.00 bill to pay. I struggled to figure out how to pay for it and again Satan's foot got in the way and made me regret the decision I made 5 years ago. As I opened up the emails, I had no will to read them. More and more heartache across the nation on top of the heartache I was feeling in my personal life was just too much to put myself thru. After all, it's probably one of the biggest reasons I have so few hits on this blog. Too many sad stories and too few good ones. Believe me, I search very hard for good stories in all of this. I'm just like everyone else. I need some hope too. I read about another Marine committing suicide, PTSD struggles and a few other political emails and then opened up this one from Papa Roy. It gave me back some hope in a very dark time for me so I wanted to share it with you hoping it would do the same for you. We all have times when we feel as if we are suffering unjustly but we never know what God has planned for us or what tomorrow will bring. With faith, we can get up tomorrow and find ourselves restored no matter what we face and know we are not alone.
God delights to advance the humble
by Papa Roy
When God brings us to grapple with the magnitude of his sacrificing love through his Son two thousand years ago, he doesn’t just leave us there. He doesn’t have us grapple with his past act of death on the cross alone. He tells us that he is here with us now! That is exactly what God did with Gideon. God was raising Gideon up for his purpose to rescue and deliver Israel from the oppression. Our God is not God of past, but God who is present now! And, it is his presence of God that made Gideon a mighty warrior. (Steve Kim)
Judges 6:12 And the Angel of the LORD appeared to him, and said to him, “The LORD is with you, you mighty man of valor!”
What we fail to realize many times is, there are lots of little ways God can and will use us if we just let Him. You can’t put a limit on God, you can’t put conditions on Him. He asks us to be faithful in the small things. Those supposed menial tasks aren’t menial at all when you are promoting God’s work and His word. The battle is waged and we each need to do our part to be prepared. We don’t know God’s plan or intention when He uses us, but He does. He can already see the outcome, He knows He picked just the right person to do the job.
Pray for our country
Gracious and loving God, today we praise You for the kind ways You reach to us, initiating and inviting our communication with You through prayer.
In God we trust: If God asks, you must be willing to be used of God and willing to say, “here I am Lord, use me”, and mean it.
Papa Roy
NAMI Conference for Returning Veterans
NAMI-OC to Hold FRONT LINE Conference for Returning Veterans, Their Families and Community
IRVINE, Calif., April 21 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- On Saturday, April 25 from 9 a.m. until noon, the National Alliance on Mental Illness-Orange County (NAMI-OC) will bring together speakers, agencies and service providers who serve returning veterans and their families.
Front Line conferences provide important information on PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder), traumatic brain injury (TBI), depression and suicide prevention. The conference is designed not only for those veterans and family members who are seeking assistance, but also includes information and resources for those who serve veterans, such as pastors, counselors, social workers and police officers.
The conference will be held on April 25 at Kaiser Permanente in Irvine (6650 Alton Pkwy). It will include presentations by Dr. Clayton Chau (of The OC Health Care Agency) on issues facing Veterans returning from Iraq and Afghanistan, representatives from Orange County Veterans' Court and a detailed discussion on accessing Veteran's Benefits.
Representatives from the newly developed Orange County Veterans Court will be presenting on how their collaboration with local agencies is working to establish viable options for a select group of offenders whose needs are better met through treatment interventions rather than incarceration.
Community Resource tables will be available and include: Project Return to Work, Long Beach VAMC, Veterans Service Organization, St. Jude's Brain Injury Network and NAMI-OC.
NAMI Conference for Returning Veterans
IRVINE, Calif., April 21 /PRNewswire-USNewswire/ -- On Saturday, April 25 from 9 a.m. until noon, the National Alliance on Mental Illness-Orange County (NAMI-OC) will bring together speakers, agencies and service providers who serve returning veterans and their families.
Front Line conferences provide important information on PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder), traumatic brain injury (TBI), depression and suicide prevention. The conference is designed not only for those veterans and family members who are seeking assistance, but also includes information and resources for those who serve veterans, such as pastors, counselors, social workers and police officers.
The conference will be held on April 25 at Kaiser Permanente in Irvine (6650 Alton Pkwy). It will include presentations by Dr. Clayton Chau (of The OC Health Care Agency) on issues facing Veterans returning from Iraq and Afghanistan, representatives from Orange County Veterans' Court and a detailed discussion on accessing Veteran's Benefits.
Representatives from the newly developed Orange County Veterans Court will be presenting on how their collaboration with local agencies is working to establish viable options for a select group of offenders whose needs are better met through treatment interventions rather than incarceration.
Community Resource tables will be available and include: Project Return to Work, Long Beach VAMC, Veterans Service Organization, St. Jude's Brain Injury Network and NAMI-OC.
NAMI Conference for Returning Veterans
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Pinellas County Florida Boy finds forgotten gun, accidentally shoots self in head
Boy finds forgotten gun, accidentally shoots self in head
Story Highlights
Boy, 12, found .25-caliber gun in box in closet
Police have not charged anyone in relation to incident
Florida law prohibits leaving a loaded firearm where minor can access it
Prosecutor: "Sometimes, the injury of a child is more severe" punishment
By Rich Phillips
CNN Senior Producer
MIAMI, Florida (CNN) -- A Florida boy remains in stable condition just days after he found his parents' long-forgotten handgun in a closet and accidentally shot himself in the head.
Sheriff's detectives in Pinellas County, Florida, near St. Petersburg, say the boy found the .25-caliber European semi-automatic handgun in a box in a closet in their home.
"They are dealing with this very tragic situation, and at this point, no charges have been filed," said Cecilia Barreda of the Pinellas County sheriff's office.
His stepfather found Jacob Larson, 12, with a gunshot wound to the head Friday. The stepfather called 911.
Police say the shooting took place between 7:40 a.m., when his mother, Tracy Newman, leaves for work, and about 11 a.m., when his stepfather, Joseph Newton, returns home. The boy normally goes to school about 8:30 a.m.
"A few years ago, they moved, and [the gun] was stored in the closet. The mother never checked it, never fired it," Barreda said.
"They told detectives that they forgot they had stored it in a box inside a closet. Both her and her husband forgot about it," she said.
Newman told detectives that she received the gun six years ago from a former employer. Police say that both she and her husband are cooperating in the investigation into the incident.
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http://www.cnn.com/2009/US/04/21/forgotten.gun/index.html
Story Highlights
Boy, 12, found .25-caliber gun in box in closet
Police have not charged anyone in relation to incident
Florida law prohibits leaving a loaded firearm where minor can access it
Prosecutor: "Sometimes, the injury of a child is more severe" punishment
By Rich Phillips
CNN Senior Producer
MIAMI, Florida (CNN) -- A Florida boy remains in stable condition just days after he found his parents' long-forgotten handgun in a closet and accidentally shot himself in the head.
Sheriff's detectives in Pinellas County, Florida, near St. Petersburg, say the boy found the .25-caliber European semi-automatic handgun in a box in a closet in their home.
"They are dealing with this very tragic situation, and at this point, no charges have been filed," said Cecilia Barreda of the Pinellas County sheriff's office.
His stepfather found Jacob Larson, 12, with a gunshot wound to the head Friday. The stepfather called 911.
Police say the shooting took place between 7:40 a.m., when his mother, Tracy Newman, leaves for work, and about 11 a.m., when his stepfather, Joseph Newton, returns home. The boy normally goes to school about 8:30 a.m.
"A few years ago, they moved, and [the gun] was stored in the closet. The mother never checked it, never fired it," Barreda said.
"They told detectives that they forgot they had stored it in a box inside a closet. Both her and her husband forgot about it," she said.
Newman told detectives that she received the gun six years ago from a former employer. Police say that both she and her husband are cooperating in the investigation into the incident.
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http://www.cnn.com/2009/US/04/21/forgotten.gun/index.html
Supreme Court just slammed wounded veterans
I'll give you one guess who voted what way against the veterans,,,,,,Congress has to do something about this or all the talk over the last few years about taking care of our wounded veterans will boil down to empty words about as good as the treaties the government gave the Indians.
Let me remind you of one of the veterans that didn't see her claim honored before she died. My friend Capt. Agnes Irish Bresnahan! Remember she suffered from Agent Orange and PTSD but was never granted the full compensation she should have had? Well she probably would have had she not decided she wanted to make sure she fought just as hard for other veterans as she fought for herself. No veteran should ever have to do thru that but they do and they will now that the Supreme Court decided that it's up to the veterans to prove it or lose it!
Should be easy to do right? After all isn't that what you're thinking right now? Easy to prove if they are telling the truth but what if the VA decides a sworn statement from Satan himself comes stating clearly what the flashbacks and nightmares are all about and they don't believe it? What if a sniper showed up and said he shot the buddy of the veteran with PTSD so many times his eye balls fell out? What if they didn't believe him either? Well that's what this comes down to. It's happened too many times and it's wrong. My husband's claim took 6 years to clear up but as bad as that was, his best friend fought for 19 years before his claim was finally approved. I've heard even worse stories.
Congress needs to set the ground rules to undo the harm the Supreme Court just did and they need to do it fast! Let's see the right wing talking heads bitch moan and complain about this the way they just did over the flap with the security warning including the possibility of some disgruntled veterans. Ever wonder why any of them would ever be disgruntled?
Let me remind you of one of the veterans that didn't see her claim honored before she died. My friend Capt. Agnes Irish Bresnahan! Remember she suffered from Agent Orange and PTSD but was never granted the full compensation she should have had? Well she probably would have had she not decided she wanted to make sure she fought just as hard for other veterans as she fought for herself. No veteran should ever have to do thru that but they do and they will now that the Supreme Court decided that it's up to the veterans to prove it or lose it!
Should be easy to do right? After all isn't that what you're thinking right now? Easy to prove if they are telling the truth but what if the VA decides a sworn statement from Satan himself comes stating clearly what the flashbacks and nightmares are all about and they don't believe it? What if a sniper showed up and said he shot the buddy of the veteran with PTSD so many times his eye balls fell out? What if they didn't believe him either? Well that's what this comes down to. It's happened too many times and it's wrong. My husband's claim took 6 years to clear up but as bad as that was, his best friend fought for 19 years before his claim was finally approved. I've heard even worse stories.
Congress needs to set the ground rules to undo the harm the Supreme Court just did and they need to do it fast! Let's see the right wing talking heads bitch moan and complain about this the way they just did over the flap with the security warning including the possibility of some disgruntled veterans. Ever wonder why any of them would ever be disgruntled?
Court makes it harder to fight claim denials
The Associated Press
Posted : Tuesday Apr 21, 2009 16:48:13 EDT
WASHINGTON — The Supreme Court has made it harder for veterans to challenge the denial of medical claims by the Veterans Affairs Department.
The high court, in a 6-3 decision on Tuesday, said veterans who contend the VA failed to tell them what information was needed to justify their claims must prove that the VA's mistakes made a difference in the outcome of their cases.
A federal appeals court in Washington earlier ruled that the burden was on the VA to prove the errors were not harmful to the veterans.
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http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/04/ap_VAclaims_ruling_042109/
Vietnam Vet appears in PBS series We Shall Remain
Vietnam vet from Columbiaville plays Tecumseh's grandfather in PBS series
by Brenda Brissette Mata | The Flint Journal
Monday April 20, 2009, 9:40 AM
Wayne Jackson of Columbiaville speaks softly as he describes the shooting of the PBS history series "We Shall Remain" last year in Indiana.
The 68-year old Vietnam veteran and cancer survivor portrays the grandfather of legendary American Indian Tecumseh in "Tecumseh's Vision," 9 p.m. Monday on PBS, the second in the five-part PBS series that uses historians and American Indian experts and actors to portray American history from the American Indian perspective.
The first three episodes of the "We Shall Remain" series are shot as dramatic recreations and directed by Ric Burns, brother of PBS documentarian Ken Burns and American Indian director, Chris Eyre.
"Tecumseh's Vision" focuses on the famous Shawnee leader and his brother, Lalawethika (also known as Tenskwatawa or The Prophet), who in the early 1800s attempted to unite independent tribes into a single powerful Indian state.
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Vietnam vet from Columbiaville plays Tecumseh's grandfather in PBS series
by Brenda Brissette Mata | The Flint Journal
Monday April 20, 2009, 9:40 AM
Wayne Jackson of Columbiaville speaks softly as he describes the shooting of the PBS history series "We Shall Remain" last year in Indiana.
The 68-year old Vietnam veteran and cancer survivor portrays the grandfather of legendary American Indian Tecumseh in "Tecumseh's Vision," 9 p.m. Monday on PBS, the second in the five-part PBS series that uses historians and American Indian experts and actors to portray American history from the American Indian perspective.
The first three episodes of the "We Shall Remain" series are shot as dramatic recreations and directed by Ric Burns, brother of PBS documentarian Ken Burns and American Indian director, Chris Eyre.
"Tecumseh's Vision" focuses on the famous Shawnee leader and his brother, Lalawethika (also known as Tenskwatawa or The Prophet), who in the early 1800s attempted to unite independent tribes into a single powerful Indian state.
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Vietnam vet from Columbiaville plays Tecumseh's grandfather in PBS series
Dad who killed family, self was $460K in debt, sheriff says
Dad who killed family, self was $460K in debt, sheriff says
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NEW: Christopher Wood was $460,000 in debt, sheriff says
NEW: Family was unable to sell Florida home, computer reveals
Sheriff: Man apparently killed his wife and three young children, then shot himself
(CNN) -- A man who shot his wife and three children to death before committing suicide in Middletown, Maryland, last weekend had about $460,000 in mortgage and credit card debt, the local sheriff said Tuesday.
Deputies who examined a computer taken from Christopher Wood's home found information that showed "severe financial difficulties," including money owed on a home in Florida that the family had been unable to sell, Frederick County Sheriff Charles Jenkins said at a news conference.
Wood was a salesman for CSX Railroad, where he earned about $97,000 a year, the sheriff said.
He left six suicide notes, according to authorities.
Jenkins said the medical examiner had determined that Christopher Wood, 34, shot himself with a shotgun Friday after shooting his wife, Francie Billotti-Wood, and their three young children -- Chandler, 5; Gavin, 4; and Fiona, 2 -- with a small-caliber pistol.
"Traumatic lacerations" found on the bodies were made after their deaths, with either a kitchen knife or a pruning saw, the sheriff said, quoting the medical examiner. Both items were found in the house.
"The injuries were very horrific," the sheriff said.
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http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/04/21/maryland.family.shot/index.html
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NEW: Christopher Wood was $460,000 in debt, sheriff says
NEW: Family was unable to sell Florida home, computer reveals
Sheriff: Man apparently killed his wife and three young children, then shot himself
(CNN) -- A man who shot his wife and three children to death before committing suicide in Middletown, Maryland, last weekend had about $460,000 in mortgage and credit card debt, the local sheriff said Tuesday.
Deputies who examined a computer taken from Christopher Wood's home found information that showed "severe financial difficulties," including money owed on a home in Florida that the family had been unable to sell, Frederick County Sheriff Charles Jenkins said at a news conference.
Wood was a salesman for CSX Railroad, where he earned about $97,000 a year, the sheriff said.
He left six suicide notes, according to authorities.
Jenkins said the medical examiner had determined that Christopher Wood, 34, shot himself with a shotgun Friday after shooting his wife, Francie Billotti-Wood, and their three young children -- Chandler, 5; Gavin, 4; and Fiona, 2 -- with a small-caliber pistol.
"Traumatic lacerations" found on the bodies were made after their deaths, with either a kitchen knife or a pruning saw, the sheriff said, quoting the medical examiner. Both items were found in the house.
"The injuries were very horrific," the sheriff said.
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http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/04/21/maryland.family.shot/index.html
Maj. Gen. David G. Perkins to replace Graham at Fort Carson
Lord I hope that Perkins is better for the troops than Graham was. With all the problems coming out of Fort Carson before and after Graham was in command, they need all the help they can get. With Graham, no matter what he said, there were still troops with PTSD being betrayed by their commanders and that comes from leadership. If the man in charge sets the tone of no tolerance for the mistreatment of our troops, the rest have to follow along or be held accountable. They deserve so much more than they've been getting in the military and when they become veterans.
Officer in Iraq to be new Carson commander
The Associated Press
Posted : Tuesday Apr 21, 2009 16:20:33 EDT
FORT CARSON, Colo. — The new commander of Fort Carson will be Maj. Gen. David G. Perkins, currently a deputy chief of staff with the Multinational Force in Iraq.
Perkins replaces Maj. Gen. Mark A. Graham, who will become a deputy chief of staff for the Army Forces Command at Fort McPherson, Ga.
The Army said Tuesday a change of command ceremony will take place in August. The day hasn’t been set.
Perkins will also be commanding general of the 4th Infantry Division, which is moving from Fort Hood, Texas, to Fort Carson.
Perkins also served at Fort Carson in 1992-95, when he held the rank of major. He commanded a brigade from Fort Stewart, Ga., in Iraq from July 2001 until June 2003.
He’s been awarded the Silver Star and other medals.
http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/04/ap_carson_commander_042109/
Man breaks into house and kills himself
There is a man dead, clearly he was ill because of this report but there is also a family simply living next door to this man's ex-girl friend, now left with this traumatic event in their minds. We all need to ask what could have been done in this man's life that would have avoided what just happened. Florida has a terrible record on mental health but it has been getting a little better. This shows we have a very long way to go.
Police: Man tries to break into home, stabs himself to death
Walter Pacheco and Bianca Prieto Sentinel Staff Writers
9:57 AM EDT, April 21, 2009
Police identified 43-year-old Derrick Curry as the man who stabbed himself to death after breaking into a home near the Pine Hills neighborhood this morning.
Curry confronted the homeowner of a house on 4449 Westgrove Way at 4 a.m after an argument with his ex-girlfriend, who lives next door, police reports show. Sgt. Barbara Jones of the Orlando Police Department said Curry attempted to stab the homeowner with a knife, but later turned the weapon on himself.
Rescue crews said Curry died at the scene.
"It appears that Curry had gotten into an argument with his ex-girlfriend about someone else who was now staying at her house," Jones said. "But right now, it's hard to tell exactly what happened."
Police reports show Curry has a history of domestic violence and has been taken into custody under the state's Baker Act in the past.
The homeowner was at the house with his family, including two elementary school-age children.
Police: Man tries to break into home, stabs himself to death
Mother and son found dead in RV park because of buzzards
This is so sad but seems to happen a lot as families drift apart.
Mother and son found dead in RV park 'kept to themselves'
Gary Taylor Sentinel Staff Writer
10:17 AM EDT, April 21, 2009
It was common to see "Joe' and his elderly mother coming and going from their motor home in the Town & Country RV Resort west of Sanford. But when the only movement around their Winnebago was a flock of buzzards, Michael Jess knew something was wrong.
Monday evening Jess asked a friend to check on the couple. That friend knocked on the door, which was partially open, and then called inside. A park manager was called and discovered the two decomposing bodies inside.
Seminole County Sheriff's investigators hope autopsies that are under way this morning will determine how the two died as well as confirm their identities.
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Mother and son found dead in RV park 'kept to themselves'
Ceremony marks lives shortened by Vietnam War and Agent Orange
Ceremony marks lives shortened by Vietnam War
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Event honors those who die of causes thought related to Vietnam service
Agent Orange blamed for leading to deaths of some troops
123 names added to "honor roll" Monday; list totals 1,874
Names are read each year near the Vietnam Veterans Memorial
From Paul Courson
CNN
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- About a hundred family, friends and comrades turned out in a heavy rainstorm Monday to honor 123 Americans whose recent deaths they blame on the war in Vietnam.
The event, at the Vietnam Veterans Memorial, was a chance to "take the names of all the people who have died during the past years from Agent Orange, other diseases, other leukemias and skin cancers that they got from the actual war itself," said Howard Tilton, whose brother-in-law died of cancer linked with Agent Orange, a defoliant used by the U.S. military in Vietnam.
"He remembers Agent Orange being all over him," said Theresa Tilton, whose brother Damian Wagasky died in 2007. She said he patrolled areas where the chemical was used to destroy the jungle canopy and reveal the enemy.
Story Highlights
Event honors those who die of causes thought related to Vietnam service
Agent Orange blamed for leading to deaths of some troops
123 names added to "honor roll" Monday; list totals 1,874
Names are read each year near the Vietnam Veterans Memorial
From Paul Courson
CNN
WASHINGTON (CNN) -- About a hundred family, friends and comrades turned out in a heavy rainstorm Monday to honor 123 Americans whose recent deaths they blame on the war in Vietnam.
The event, at the Vietnam Veterans Memorial, was a chance to "take the names of all the people who have died during the past years from Agent Orange, other diseases, other leukemias and skin cancers that they got from the actual war itself," said Howard Tilton, whose brother-in-law died of cancer linked with Agent Orange, a defoliant used by the U.S. military in Vietnam.
"He remembers Agent Orange being all over him," said Theresa Tilton, whose brother Damian Wagasky died in 2007. She said he patrolled areas where the chemical was used to destroy the jungle canopy and reveal the enemy.
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PTSD:1Kings 19:1-10 Resting, not running
There are many times you will read in a newspaper or online publication PTSD has been documented back to Vietnam, WWII and even back to the Civil War. What you don't read often enough is that PTSD has been documented all the way back thru history. Say what you will about the Bible but you have to remember the writers of the pages of the Books were ancient people, limited on what they understood and capabilities. Just read their words and you will see the same things modern humans go thru. PTSD has not changed since the beginning of time because humans after are still only human.
The other day I heard a man say he can track back his ancestors to the Revolutionary war. I said, " I can track mine back to the Trojan war." We all tend to have wars stand out in relationship to us because they are documented events in history but also because the people fighting in the wars were rare compared to the rest of society at the time. Had I said my ancestors were farmers in Greece, well that would have been forgotten in an instant but the connection to a historical event was memorable. So how is it that we forget how many wars and accounts from warriors were in the Bible? We forget that Abraham lead warriors and that Moses lead men into battle as well as what Joshua did to Jericho after the part about the wall coming down. The Old Testament is full of accounts of it as well as the suffering of those who fought in these historical battles.
The other factor is most think God either judged them or abandoned them. It doesn't matter what faith people claim to have because every civilization, culture and faith is comprised of humans and PTSD strikes humans, twisting what they used to believe because they have evolved into different thoughts after traumatic events. They rationalize differently as they battle the memories claiming parts of their soul and mind. No one comes out of traumatic events unchanged or unchallenged. Even if we survivor trauma and become stronger, we changed.
Often I hear about the "one too many times" happening and the strength they used to end up with has been replaced by heart wrenching pain. This is from the "secondary stressor" that hit them hard enough to knock them down. It could have been the 50th traumatic event they survived but it was the second one that mattered to them and it's like PTSD on steroids. This is why the redeployments of troops increases the risk of PTSD by 50%. It's also why many veterans believe they have "healed" or "recovered" from PTSD only to find out years later they really hadn't when something monumental occurs. Vietnam veterans believing they had escaped it crash emotionally trying to figure out what happened to them because they have never heard of a "secondary stressor" waiting for them. When they begin to explore their past they find exactly why they thought they had healed. They were masking it by drinking, smoking pot or doing harder drugs. They remember times when their emotions were out of their control but they managed to hide them in the back of their minds. The pain was always there but they hid it well, even from themselves.
The other day I heard a man say he can track back his ancestors to the Revolutionary war. I said, " I can track mine back to the Trojan war." We all tend to have wars stand out in relationship to us because they are documented events in history but also because the people fighting in the wars were rare compared to the rest of society at the time. Had I said my ancestors were farmers in Greece, well that would have been forgotten in an instant but the connection to a historical event was memorable. So how is it that we forget how many wars and accounts from warriors were in the Bible? We forget that Abraham lead warriors and that Moses lead men into battle as well as what Joshua did to Jericho after the part about the wall coming down. The Old Testament is full of accounts of it as well as the suffering of those who fought in these historical battles.
The other factor is most think God either judged them or abandoned them. It doesn't matter what faith people claim to have because every civilization, culture and faith is comprised of humans and PTSD strikes humans, twisting what they used to believe because they have evolved into different thoughts after traumatic events. They rationalize differently as they battle the memories claiming parts of their soul and mind. No one comes out of traumatic events unchanged or unchallenged. Even if we survivor trauma and become stronger, we changed.
Often I hear about the "one too many times" happening and the strength they used to end up with has been replaced by heart wrenching pain. This is from the "secondary stressor" that hit them hard enough to knock them down. It could have been the 50th traumatic event they survived but it was the second one that mattered to them and it's like PTSD on steroids. This is why the redeployments of troops increases the risk of PTSD by 50%. It's also why many veterans believe they have "healed" or "recovered" from PTSD only to find out years later they really hadn't when something monumental occurs. Vietnam veterans believing they had escaped it crash emotionally trying to figure out what happened to them because they have never heard of a "secondary stressor" waiting for them. When they begin to explore their past they find exactly why they thought they had healed. They were masking it by drinking, smoking pot or doing harder drugs. They remember times when their emotions were out of their control but they managed to hide them in the back of their minds. The pain was always there but they hid it well, even from themselves.
4/19/09 1Kings 19:1-10 Resting, not running
April 21, 2009
1 Kings 19:1-10
Resting, not running
When James came home from Iraq one of the concerns Susie and I had was what is commonly referred to as PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder. We’ve all heard of it. Those constantly on high alert emotionally for long periods of time experience this type of disorder. It’s found not only in combat soldiers but also those involved in police, fire and emergency professions. Dr. Terence Keane, who heads the behavioral science division of the Department of Veterans Affairs’ National Center for Posttraumatic Stress Disorder, said: “We might think of [emergency workers] as stress resilient, but the reality is that the on-the-job pressure for these emergency service workers can be overwhelming.”
Craig Brian Larson, editor of PreachingToday.com; source: David B. Caruso, “NYC mayor’s remark sparks ‘hero’ debate,” Associated Press (11-1-07)
PTSD manifests itself in many forms anger, depression, anxiety and sleep disorders to name a few. My brother-in-law is about the only person I know in our family who could identify with James’ experience because he did a tour in Vietnam. He told me that being in the Infantry during wartime is 95% boredom and 5% terror. The way James explained his experienced, it seems that, for the most part, it was the other way around for his company. What a grinding toll that would take on your soul.
Reading the account in 1 Kings 18-19 in the light of emotional stress Elijah very likely was experiencing the same kind of stress. Elijah was on a spiritual high. In sending fire down upon the sacrifice God had answered his prayer. Not only that but God also announced the end of the long draught. Truly, Elijah was a heroic prophet. He stood up to all the false prophets of Baal and took charge of destroying them. With all of this he was a man of great humility, coming before God in prayer and waiting upon God for an answer.
But we can’t forget that Elijah’s nature is just like ours. As we find here in chapter 19 Elijah suffered discouragement, despondency and depression. And, as we learn in this passage he came to a point where he just couldn’t take it any more.go here for more
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